This is another one expressing Mulder's lost faith in what he does. As passionate as he is about uncovering the truth, his belief that there is something out there something waivers. Invariably, something happens to restore his faith and pasison, but he does question himself - are the ends worth the means? Is what he's working towards worth everything that happens to him and his loved ones in process? YOU make the call! The existence of aliens vs. Scully never being a mother? No wonder Mulder doubts sometimes.
I watch the world go round and round
And my life goes by at the speed of sound
I walk the night
And I wonder just where I belong, oh
My heart is young, but my soul is old
I've never been one to do what I was told
My back to the wall
Is the only place I can feel strong, oh
Heaven only knows what lies before me
Heaven only knows what all my searching is for
All my life I've waited for a miracle
But I can't ask for anything more
I like to think I'm a faithful man
To resist desire, I do all I can
I hope to die in the arms of the woman I love, oh
Repeat chorus
I've always wondered how to know right from wrong
Looking for a reason to replace what is gone
But somehow the road just seems to lead right back to me
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