- How do you prove that you exist...? Maybe we don't exist... -

- Vivi Ornitier, Final Fantasy IX

EntEr thE mInd oF

whItE sHadOw

I summarized my life in one sentance. I would of had the same fucked up life no matter where I lived.
I'm 20 and live in Phoenix, AZ, & St. Louis, Mo. I have a small circle of friends. And one screwed up life.
Parents divorce @ age 16. Should have @ age 10.
My friends are probably the only people that helped me keep my sanity.
- Lauren, Mark, Emma, Dawn, Lesile, Scott, Brian, Keith, Jeff, Jon, Blake, Dan, Carrie, Tim, & Justin -
Found God @ age 5. Started to understand him @ age 16.

Music that moves -

12 Stones
- Broken -

Adema
- Giving In -

Boxcar Racer
- I Feel So - There Is -

Creed
- What's This Life For? - Higher - One - With Arms Wide Open -

Dashboard Confessionals
- Screaming Infidelities - This Ruined Puzzle -

DC Talks
- Jesus Freak -

Diffuser
- I Am -

Eve 6
- Here's To The Night -

Fuel
- Hemorrhage (In My Hands) - Shimmer -

Good Charlotte
- Little Things - The Motivation Proclimation - Seasons -

Hoobastank
- Running Away -

Incubus
- Pardon Me - Drive - I Wish You Were Here - Warning -

Korn
- Thoughless -

Lifehouse
- Hanging By A Moment -

Linkin Park
- Crawling - In The End - By Myself - My December

Nickleback
- How You Remind Me - Hero -

Oasis
- Wonderwall - Stop Crying Your Heart Out -

Papa Roach
- Decompression Period -

A Perfect Circle
- 3 Libras -

P.O.D.
- Alive - Youth Of The Nation -

Puddle Of Mudd
- Blurry - Drift & Die -

Stabbing Westward
- Angel -

Staind
- Fade - Home -It's Been Awhile - Epiphany

Tool
- Schism -

U2
- With Or Without You -

And Motivates

American Hi-Fi
My Only Enemy

A Perfect Circle
- Judith -

Diffuser
- Karma -

Disturbed
- Stupify - Prayer -

Godsmack
- Awake - I Stand Alone -

Limp Bizkit
- Take A Look Around -

Linkin Park
- One Step Closer - Papercut -

Papa Roach
- Last Resort - Broken Home - Between Angels And Insects - She Loves Me Not -

Skinny Puppy
- Hardset Head -

Rob Zombie
- Superbeast - Dragula -

Skrape
- Waste -

System Of A Down
- Chop Suey - Psycho - Toxicity

Almost none of my art has anyone, or anything smiling.
There is a valuble explination for this
I can't draw unless very perturbed, stressed, or depressed.
It just doesn't happen any other way