20 August 2000I think I've finally figured out what I want to do with my life. I want to play football. You know, of the two goalposts, two nets, a round ball and twenty-two players variety. I know I want to be a writer too, but I guess I can do that on the side. I mean, train in the morning and afternoons, and all the rest of the day off so that I can write. I'll have my diet taken care of - so that'd be nice - having someone telling me what's good for me to eat and what's not, and having a job that depends on eating the right stuff - a job I'll love so much I won't even think about ditching the health food they're making me eat. It'd be cool to do that, to have a 'stage' to perform on every week or so, the addiction of winning and winning some more.
But well, hell, what are the chances, huh?
Song running through my head: Ronan Keating's Life is a Rollercoaster, for some reason. "I found love...so don't fight it... life is a rollercoaster..just gotta ride it" SOMEONE TELL ME WHY???!!!
Currently reading: Heaps of trashy romance novels that cost a fortune to buy
I wish: I had someone to talk to. That all this emotional shit gets off my chest. That I can stop thinking about her.