STILL LEARNING

--Stopping Meditation Because it was just to Weird!--

Things started to pick up for me at this point. Meditation was going very well and I was learning more about myself every time I meditated. Quickly I was gaining insight into who I am and what I could be. Then all of a sudden one night I felt a presence in my room while I was meditating. I didn't see anything but I felt something. I began to get a little scared and looking at the candle I saw a finger pointing into the flame. I had no idea what it meant, only that someone was in the room with me. The feeling went away and the rest of my meditation went as normal. Sometime over the next week I had another experience while meditating. This one realy scared me bad.I was meditating on who my father might be.I have not met him since I was 2 years old and during meditation I asked if he was still alive. A hole opened up in the wall in my room and I heard a voice that I could not make out coming from the hole.I say hole because I have no other word for it.Maybe a vortex? That put an end to my meditations,as I figured that I was taking bigger steps than I wanted to.

--More Dreams--

Although my meditations stopped, my dreams kept coming. Not so much precognitive as dreaming about different places other than earth. One dream in particular stuck with me. I found myself standing on a grassy hill. The ground was a blueish green and the sky was late dusk colored. There was these grids that crossed the ground and there was a man standing next to me telling me about auras. He pointed to a line of people stretching as far as the eye could see and I saw my wife and children in the line. Everyone was entering a large black cube in the middle of this grassy field. The man told me that this was where we were going and a change was occurring within the cube. He also was explaining the energy fields that were the grids and how they worked. I do not remember what he said about the grids of energy but ever since I have had this dream I have been aware of energy fields.
Freaky huh?
I wish I understood myself!
Another interesting dream that I have had was about my grandmother. It wasn't anything psychic but it has stuck with me for a while. My grandmother,durring a family gathering, pulled me into another room and asked me why I have so much anger. That dream seems to be something importaint to me because I have not been able to lose it ever since.

Flying wispy things!

Once before a thunderstorm I was outside watching it roll into town. I thought I saw a movement out of the corner of my eye. Using what I had learned from aura gazing I watched the sky. There was two balls that looked like comets but transparent, flying through the air. They did a bunch of loops and one of them flew right up to where I was standing and stopped. Then they flew around my porch a few times and took off!I have no idea what those were but if anyone knows, let me know.

-Still going-

A lot has happened since I first wrote my story down on my website.
As of May 2002,
so much has happened that I wouldn't know where to start.
To continue the story of my spiritual evolution check out
my babble & thoughts section. A little advise,
you have to keep in mind that this is an evolving experience.
My view of the world is still changing as I learn more about myself.
I again am picking up meditation,
and I am realizing that my potencial
as a psychic/spiritual being is much more than I could of ever
imagined.

PEACE!

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