Excuse Seventeen

Lyriks copied exactly how they are written on the insert in the LP.

vanishing act

she was the type of girl who when kidnapped, they said she would return the next day, but they were wrong and that girl is gone and she is missing from here, but she is not missing it here at all. disappear, I'm out of here ( and I'm waiting here for you to take my place, I think I found the words to end this self hate ) missing persons, oh, eyes are blue. havve you seen this girl or did she vanish right in front of you? disappear, I'm out of here ( I don't feel anything, I don't think you know this shame, I think I want to die, everything stayed the same ) missing in action, eyes are brown, have you seen this girl because she is no longer around. disappear, I'm out of here ( I didn't sleep last night, it hurts to close my eyes, it's no use anymore, I'll never sleep again ) . I'm out of here...for reals...

two faced

"how should I know? which way I'll go, which role I'll play? predator or prey?" I have my eyes wide open to who can kill me I forget, I forget, I kill too. snake is aware of owl in the trees, it's so inherent it doesn't notice the dead mouse in it's mouth. I swallow you whole so I don't have to know if I killed you, if I hurt you, if I oppress you. "how should I know?"......

cut and dry

hers wasn't a case of mistaken identity. it was more like a case of this fucked up country. but it's not that cut and dry to me and the last thing that was needed was my fucked up xxxx xxxxx sympathy. hush hush it what they say, we'll make the incision our way, we can't make you cry so we'll just make you die. hers wasn't a case..... and the only way they could get to her strength was skin deep. it will not ever be cut and dry to me. hush hush....

hope you feel bad

forgot to eat today, going to starve everyone away. I starve you out of me cause you are still a part of me, I'm hungry and I don't what what to do, it still feels the same I'm still part of your fucked up game I eat I eat I starve I starve it never goes away, don't feel cute today, not sure what cute feels like anyway (this is about me not you but I hope it makes you feel bad) everythings so cute it makes me want to puke I'm starving and I don't know what to do. I'm fucked up is that cute? we're all fucked up is that cute? and it never goes away. didn't want to think about you today I guess I hope this will make it go away, for good. and while they stuffed themselves she swore she would swallow air found it hard to breathe so afraid you'd swallow me I'm not a part of you I can't be your disease.

despise

I don't want to go and I just want to stay and I don't want to go to your dumb party and I just want to do what I want to and I just want to stay the fuck away from you so just fuck off, today. in this one way I know what is true I know I know I could hurt you so if you hurt me like I could hurt you this is what this girl can do. I will pull the leash tighter, I will hang the noose higher, I will burn a bigger fire, and I will call your bluff liar. in this one way I know what is true I know I love to hate you so if you think this is a love song you would be wrong this is more like my hate song so just fuck off, today..