 
At a time all love to me was cold It meant my heart and soul would ache Love was of least importance to me I didn't need it my heart was closed
I stayed strong never to let one in Protecting my heart from any pain I didn't need it I was to strong Being alone there was no pain
Life seemed easy to just be alone I could cry without closing a door I didn't burn inside with all the fear That one would crush an aching heart
If I started to feel one getting close I could build a stronger wall in between Putting up a front was my profession Closing my feelings I could always do
I didn't want to be loved nor to love Always I could push both far away My heart ached enough through my life No more pain meant no more love
My cover ups worked well with all No disappointments no more hurt Friends I loved lovers was a no I thought I had the life I wanted
My non-caring front I thought was strong Letting all believe I didn't need love I had enough disappointment in my life Keeping my heart closed I was good to go
I believed this was the only life for me Until one day my guard had become weak A crack in my wall I did not see Someone saw right through this crack
Even knowing how hard it would be To take my wall down piece by piece Gently moving each piece to the side He slowly worked into my aching heart
I tried so hard to fight my heart Covering up what truely was inside Scared to death as my cover was gone As he worked his way to my aching heart
I no longer could pretend with him He was taking my heart more each day Gentle he was loving me careful he was Working slowly to bring out the real me
One day I woke something hit me in the head I can love again and yes I do Realizing I did not want to be alone He has shown me light he opened the door
I was so afraid to admit my inner feelings Only to realize one cannot hide from love Especially from one that loves you so He saw through the crack of the wall
Removing the entire wall of fear He caused me to be honest with myself To show me love was not to be feared He did succeed proving I could not pretend
Having no choice now it's just to late I have to be honest with myself and others Love is beautiful it's filled with joy I smile each day because I love him so
I want the whole world to finally know Love is the best part of ones life I no longer have to pretend with my friends I want all to know its you I love so true
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