Online Love's Pain

Online Love's Pain

As I sit every day afternoon and night
Waiting hoping you will show to make my day bright
Every noise I hear I look and sigh
It wasn't you as I continue to cry

I sit longer waiting hoping just maybe
The next user online will be my baby
Wishing for an email saying you are near
Praying my dreams come true to bring you here

There are so many times your absense is so long
I sit and cry wondering what it is I did wrong
God I wish you could see me and see how I feel
Maybe at times I think it's a dream and it's not real

There are days I feel you just put up with me
Trying lightly in your way for me to really see
Days go by without hearing you say I love you
Maybe it's my hopes and not yours to be true

I try with all my heart to show you how much I care
I get nothing back you don't show in site anywhere
I want to run but I can't because I love you
You say you love me at times I wonder if it's true

When you do finally show at times you are cold as ice
And I continue to do all I can to be nice
Many days you will come on and send one word or two
I feel as if I am bothering you to send a message through

At times I feel you are making excuses so you don't hurt me
You can be so cold to me maybe you want me to let you be
I write poems I send you cards I really do try
You don't seem to even care that I sit and cry

Sometimes you leave without a word to say
I cry waiting you don't return so I go away
You leave and go away my heart continues to break
I hurt everywhere my body and soul just aches

I get so scared you will disappear and go away
There would be nothing I could do to make you stay
I wouldn't know have a clue I couldn't go anywhere
To find you to bring you back to me here from there

You say you love me and want to be with me
Maybe you do all you do and just can't see
How so much it hurts me with no love from you
I love you so much I hope one day you see it's true

Please help us both with this loves pain
Open up come back to me and help us regain
I love you with all of my soul and heart
Take us back to loving eachother and not apart