Is This Love ?



I sit here alone my mind is full
Catching myself day dreaming with wonder
So many thoughts racing through my mind
Always to bring my thoughts to one thing



As I stand outside to glare at the sky
My mind is only on one thought again
I cannot stop it from going right back
I can think of nothing else but him



I lay on my bed to gaze at the ceiling
My heart starts to race beating so fast
I sit up shaking my head rubbing my eyes
Thinking why won't these feelings go away



Grabbing a book to read for a change of thought
As I begin to read I have read half the book
Stopping to think about what I have read
I cannot remember the book was all of him



I put the book down thinking this can't go on
My thoughts must change I am going crazy
I close my eyes and all I see is him again
Thinking to myself I must be loosing my mind



I don't know why my thoughts are all of him
There has to be an answer but I do not know
I think to myself okay I can stop it all now
I must be tired is why my thoughts are of him



Turning some music on this will help me alot
Listening as I lay back on my bed again
Smiling I love my music this should help me some
Feeling relaxed this is something I truely enjoy



Everything in me becomes numb with a blur
I can't hear the music anymore on the radio
It's still playing I can only here a voice
My heart pounds fast the voice is of him again



Saying to myself oh no this just cannot be
The phone then rings my heart skips a beat
It's him as my stomache turns I say hello
It's the voice I heard in my thoughts all day



I cannot go on like this I need to know now
Please someone tell me why this is going on
He is my every thought the only voice I hear
My dreams at night are all of him each night



I have to wonder maybe I am fighting inside
Ignoring what might be going on in my heart
Or really I honestly just do not know what it is
Tell me please if this is just love or is it true love



Midi Is Called
*More Than A Feeling*



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