When I knew I was going to be a mother, I realized that a significant part of that job was to also be a teacher. I never had the opportunity, however, to teach you many of the things I had dreamed of. During the time I was lucky enough to share with
you, it was you my dear son, who taught me.
I will always regret, that those people who have loved and supported us during the past year and a half were not fortunate enough to have known you when your life was free from pain and fear. Words fall short of accurately describing just how special you were and what an impact you left on every life you touched. You have truly always been an angel.
Even after your life became cruel and every obstacle was thrown in your path, you continued to have an unshakable faith and patience in us. The love you so generously shared with everyone you met, and the gentleness that was such an integral part of your spirit never waned - despite every reason in the world why it should have.
And although it will always break my heart to know how you suffered and the indignities you had to face, I will try and let the happy memories of the beauty and love of your spirit overshadow the sadness of what you had to endure.
You taught me so much in such a short time. I will live by your example by showing love to those I meet, not in expectation of gratitude, but solely for the the act of being loving. I will allow your spirit to shine through me and continue to touch the lives of those who were not blessed with your presence.
Your patience and tolerance have taught me faith in knowing that those who love me will have my best interests at heart and although those actions may at times be misguided, they are not malicious. And, my patience in understanding their intentions is my gift of love in return.
The courage you always showed in the face of overwhelming odds exemplifies the strength of the human spirit. You were a brave, loving person Michael and it was you who gave me the strength to help see you through even the hardest times. You were, and still remain, my inspiration.
And now, during this desolate time when sometimes all around me seems without hope or reason, it is that same strength I must draw upon to help me carry on. Your spirit will live on in my actions and in the memories of everyone’s life you touched. You were a loving son, a comforting friend and a wonderful brother - you will be lovingly remembered and greatly missed.
Although my heart aches for you, I find comfort in knowing that though your death is our loss, it is truly only your beginning and that someday I will be with you again.
