Welcome to Jenn's Guestbook
with every signature
another candle is lit
in her Memory

Lissie - 12/20/00 17:59:33
My Email:mjm_morgan@hotmail.com

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I came across this site while searching for teen suicides. Three of my closest friends have all tried committing suicide, luckly nothing has happened to them yet. But I know the pain which you feel and I want to tell you how sorry I am.

- 12/20/00 01:51:50

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I too found this website looking for suicide information. i found this site and started to read this. it made me cry to believe that nobody noticed all the signs that were there. i am truly sorry for your loss, may god always be with you and your family.

AUDRA - 12/04/00 02:16:25
My Email:JAZM_YNE@BELLSOUTH.NET

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I'M REALLY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL I LOST MY ONLY BROTHER-IN-LAW WHEN HE WAS PLAYING RUSSIAN ROULETTE. HE LEFT BEHIND A 1YR.OLD SON AT THE TIME,AND IT WAS ONLY 6 DAYS BEFORE HE TURNED 19. LIKE I SAID I'M REALLY SORRY AND MY PRAYERS ARE WITH YOU ALL THE TIME,AND MY GOD BLESS YOU.

Bruce Richardson - 12/03/00 03:14:32
My Email:locknkey@email.com

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I am so sorry for you, as well as my son as he already pass over Oct 23,2000, The classic signs were there, but yet, Jenn only knows the answer to your questions....but know that she is taken care of by the lord now.

maria - 11/24/00 05:44:10
My Email:cpass80390@aol.com

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Lorrie - 11/23/00 03:26:32
My URL:http://www.oocities.org/Heartland/Fields/2607/
My Email:lwilson1@tampabay.rr.com

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Fer-Fer, I light this candle in your memory and all other's that have lost their battle with depression. I think of you often, and know that you are finally at peace. Keep an *eye* on my little one, Megan...ya never know what she's up to *S* *hugs* Lorrie

Stephanie - 11/20/00 21:22:21
My Email:Peachesfi@aol.com

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I found this site looking for information on teen suicide. As I was reading everything on this site tears started to fun down my face. doing all the research for my paper on suicide on the signs i cant believe that nobody noticed her. That all could have een prevented. Jennifers story really touched me you all will stay in my heart. i know how it is to lose someone. May God always be with u.

Tiffany - 11/15/00 21:43:48
My Email:liltifftiff86@aol.com

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Hi, most of the people that signed probably know ya'll. but i juss wanted to say that i cant even imagine what u must be feeling right now for your great loss. i wish you the best and hope u can go on with your life even though its not gonna be the same.. .byebye

Janey - 11/13/00 10:01:56
My Email:joch@axionet.com

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I am so sorry for your great loss of your precious daughter. THANK YOU for being brave enough to share her and yourselves with me. I too have lost a bright star to suicide in a similiar way. Take Care and God bless & keep you.

Margie - 11/09/00 02:07:51
My Email:mcbreyer30@cs.com

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I'M TRULY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL, BUT I WOULD FEEL RUDE. SEE, I LOST A FRIEND TO SUICIDE 13 YEARS AGO. I'M STILL IN THE DEEPEST PAIN EVER. I CAN'T EVEN IMAGAINE HOW HIS PARENTS MUST FEEL. YOU DAUGHTER WAS DIFFENTL BEAUTIFUL AND I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT GOD IS TAKING GOOD CARE OF HER. ONCE AGAIN I'M SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.

Lewis Ruffin - 11/04/00 09:58:38
My Email:lruffin@hotmail.com

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This candle is lit from my heart.

Chris and Wendy - 10/31/00 21:50:02
My URL:http://www.TheBereavementJourney.com
My Email:Chris@TheBereavementJourney.com

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Thinking of you on this very sad day. All of our love to you. You are in our thoughts and prayers.

Mom - 10/31/00 20:49:42

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today is 3 years you have been gone....not a day goes by you are not in my every thought and prayer. Sleep my precious angel,until we meet again. Love you and miss you more than any words can possibly say Mudder

Kathy - 10/20/00 22:29:00
My Email:Bernadine53@gateway.net

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Lizzie - 10/09/00 01:02:40

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I wish comfort on her family and everyone who has felt the loss of Jennifer.

MANDY - 10/08/00 15:52:02
My Email:MANDYFOSSEY@HOTMAIL.COM

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THAT POEM REALLY MADE ME CRY IM SO SORRY

Laura and Julian and Joseph Thacker - 10/07/00 01:15:49
My URL:http://http://homestead.com/mikethacker/index.html
My Email:ourfallenangel@hotmail.com

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My Beautiful Godson and nephew; Lawrence Michael Thacker, committed suicide on July 2, 2000... I believe this is the first time I have been able to write these words. Your daughter is beautiful.....such a tragic loss. While I did not want to live with this, I could not imagine allowing my sons to feel as I feel, so I will go on knowing he really is safe in God's arms now and I will see him again though it takes next to forever to get through even one day. God Bless Yo and your beautiful son and your strong heart. Larry was special too......they would have liked each other...he left a wife and two beautiful children...Mitzie and daughters Brandy Michelle and Megan Brooke. He was a success and never knew it... Jenn ha everything and could not see it. My heart goes out to you. See you in Heaven when we get there to reunite with our fallen angels. Love to YOU.. laura and the Jays

Sara S. - 10/05/00 03:00:59
My URL:http://www.oocities.org/spangsjs

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What a beautiful tribute to Jen! Suicide, unfortunately, has also affected my life. My husband, Wayne, took his own life on August 20, 1993. The loss is so great and we never will be the same. Memorial sites like yours keep the memories of our loved o es alive. God Bless You.

Gemma Robinson - 09/29/00 15:10:52

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god bless and may god help you all all my love Gemma Robinson

Martin - 09/28/00 23:49:37

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Sleep, sleep little one. Your star will shine forever.

skye - 09/28/00 16:05:00
My Email:skye4chris@hotmail.com

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im sorry about jen she seemed like a lovely girl i know what you are going through any time you need to chat

simon - 09/28/00 15:52:14

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Such a waste of a life, my thoughts are with you.

Lee B. Bostwick - 09/27/00 21:33:00
My Email:leeb@teleport.com

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I sit here with tears streaming down my face. Your loss is mine. I am so sad thinking of Jenn's helplessness and depression. I myself suffer from the same and Jenn's story, to which I was pointed to by Nance, on the Big Brother site, has helped me to understand the pain of loss. I have lost others, but I don't consider those around me when I consider checking out. Only my dog, for he is the only one who would not be able to understand. Though at this point in my life it feels as if he is the only one who understands. I lost my father at a young age and am still trying to get over the grief at age 37. My two grandfathers died within the last year and my family is completely unsupportive of my depression and anxiety. They think I am weak and lazy. I just sit here remembering what it felt like at Jenn's age. I can recall so clearly and it still feels so bad. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you believe as I do that Jenn is happier now and is watching over you and waiting for you to join her. I hope that someday soon something can be done for people like us. The invisibl

DAD - 09/21/00 08:06:50
My Email:rkmarcoux@ourhouse.net

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Jenny, Just a little note to let you know that I think of you every waking hour and pray each night before I go to sleep that someday we will be together again... I Love You and always will DAD

Mandi - 09/17/00 17:28:10
My URL:http://www.gecities.com/Heartland/Orchard/1419
My Email:bluebabe17@hotmail.com

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I really think that this is a great site. I too lost someone close to me, he was my brother but it didn't take his own life. I know the lost you have had and I hope that things get better at lease a little bit. But don't ever forget.

teresa hurley - 09/11/00 19:18:47
My Email:fuzzbutt@intersigns.net

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Im sorry for ur loss. WE had a son that killed his self.I know how u feel.May the lord be with u.and god bless all of u.

claudia - 08/17/00 14:15:56

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Mandy Slobodny - 08/15/00 03:13:23
My Email:Mandy_Slobo@hotmail.com

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I love the page that you dedicated. I am VERY SORRY for your loss. I hope that you are doing better. I wish you well

Angela - 08/11/00 17:24:16

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Mary Johnson - 07/11/00 08:14:12
My Email:maryjohnson82@hotmail.com

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Everyday she is with you because even if you can't see her she is there and is now an angel so don't worry everything is going to be alright and I am sorry for what happened from Mary Johnson Angel will always be everywhere's around you so don't be sad

Lianna - 07/09/00 01:23:13
My Email:PISCES031279@aol.com

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I'm sorry to here about Jen. I can understand some of the pain because my friend just commited suicide. I cannot compare that to losing a child though. I have to babies 17 months and 3 months and have recently been thinking of ending it all. But as I read these stories I think how aweful to do that to my children and husband. As my suffering would end but theirs would continue. I'm truely sorry for your suffering. But I also thank you for sharing your story because you have made some impact in my life. God Bless you and live on the happy memories for you all will be joined again someday. Lianna

sharon - 06/29/00 22:17:23

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i am very sorry. i was a friend of jen's she was one of the most wonderful person i know. i was there that morning, and she was so happy i just remember her beautiful smile and face. that school is not fully to blame. jen is not forgotten in any way. your always here jen. love ya.

With One Voice - 06/28/00 06:11:24
My URL:http://www.withonevoice.com
My Email:kim@withonevoice.com

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I think you may have an interest in what I am doing. Please visit our site............... www.withonevoice.org With One Voice is designed to OPEN the Lines of COMMUNICATION and begin discussions of suicide , depression, drug abuse, child abuse, eating disorders, rape and other issues that sometimes lead ind viduals to the dangerous considerations of suicide. With One Voice is a powerful Musical Drama about the pain and reality of suicide. The musical stimulates a desire to take a stand and to help, and the training lays the foundation and knowledge to be abl to help effectively through education and developing intervention strategies. With One Voice is an amazing show of HOPE and INSPIRATION that will touch and change lives in a way that will never be forgotten Please let me know if you would consider adding my link to your page and if it would be OK for me to add yours........

TINA MARIE TAPPY - 06/16/00 00:52:18
My URL:http://www.oocities.org/davidadill
My Email:teetappy@bresnanlink.net

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TO THE FAMILY OF JENNIFER. I WAS SO TOUCHED BY THE HEARTWARMING MEMORIAL SITE OF JENNIFER. I AM SO SORRY FOR ALL THAT HER FAMILY HAS SUFFERED WITH. ALL THE "WHYS?". MY DEEPEST SYMPATHY FOLLOWS JENNIFER AND HER FAMILY.I HAVE VIEWED JENNIFER'S POETRY AND LO KED AT HER PICTURES. I ALSO WONDER WHY SCHOOL'S DO NOT PLAY AN ACCTIVE ROLE IN ASSISTING TEENS.I HAVE LOST MY ONLY BROTHER,DAVID A. DILL TO SUICIDE ALSO. HE WAS 34 YEARS OLD WHEN HE TOOK HIS LIFE WITH ONE SINGLE SHOT THROUGH HIS MOUTH ON THE 3RD OF JANUAR OF THIS NEW YEAR 2000. I FEEL YOUR PAIN. MY PARENTS ARE IN SUCH GRIEF, MY FATHER FOUND HIS ONLY SON, DEAD LIKE THAT. WE ALSO ASK WHY? MAY GOD GRANT PEACE UNTO JENNIFER AND TO HER FAMILY. I BELIEVE THAT SHE IS NOW AMONG THE ANGELS WITH MY BROTHER NOW IN EAVEN. THAT IS THE PLACE OF PARADISE. HUGS AND MY THOUGHTS FOLLOW JENNIFERS FAMILY .. BLESS EACH ONE OF YOU . PEACE AND SHALOM!! SINCERELY WITH LOVE IN CHRIST~~TINA M. TAPPY(A SURVIVOR OF A LOVED ONE LOST TO A SUICIDE)

Dawn - 06/09/00 08:22:16
My URL:http://www.oocities.org/dlhalton/memories.html
My Email:dlhalton@hotmail.com

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I am so sorry for your loss. you have a beautiful tribute to your daughter.

DAVID ROSS - 05/27/00 01:26:35
My Email:david_5@juno.com

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I'm so sorry for the loss of your child!!!

heather - 05/19/00 12:39:35

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I feel your pain. Being strong and having this web page is helping others in need of info abour suicide.

Hilary - 05/19/00 05:03:12
My Email:hilary_gayle@hotmail.com

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Dona nobis pacem - grant us peace. I lost a good friend of mine as well and even though it was years ago it may as well have been yesterday. I am so sorry for your loss.

Vickey B. Thomas - 05/16/00 17:44:29
My URL:http://www.oocities.org/vickey_31075/index.html
My Email:vickeyb@progressivetel.com

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Nance, I am so sorry about your daughter, Jenn. Just know that I am thinking of you. I am here in SOLOS-sibs when you need me. Love you, Vickey

Chris - 05/15/00 00:04:43

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Jen, I know that you are with your mom today. She loves and misses you. You are never far from any of our thoughts.

LisaMarie - 05/14/00 02:47:33
My Email:Bunwoofie@aol.com

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(((((Nancy))))) Thinking of you and Jenn today and sending love and hugs your way. Love you my friend and miss you

kayla rose - 05/13/00 17:48:11

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im very sorry and i know how it is to loss someone close.

Joseph L. Hendrick - 05/08/00 16:33:47
My Email:Hen176@aol.com

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Uncle- Although we spent very little time together, albeit it for a holiday meal, gathering, or your Sweet 16th birthday, Jen, you could tell, was a very loving individual. She was happy for simple things. She didn't have a want or need for complex or mat rial things. All that was needed was a place where she could feel safe and secure. People, if they're fortunate in this life, should mirror Jen's simple desires. In the short time Jen was with us she touched and blessed many people. My prayer is for God t be merciful and wrap His loving arms around her. Furthermore, I have prayed and continue to do so for her mother, my sister, Nancy. I pray so that she may find peace and comfort. And there is no better place to find it than in the Heart Of God through Hi Son,Jesus. I Love You, Nance!!!

Max Kohn - 04/30/00 18:05:59
My URL:http://mik12.freeshell.org/mem.htm
My Email:mik12@netzero.net

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My condolences on the loss of your daughter. The website is a marvelous tribute to her. My brother took his life 7/20/1996 and we're still devastated.

Jennifer Peterson - 04/30/00 16:45:07
My URL:http://www.angelfire.com/sd/missingmike
My Email:jenifferpeterson@yahoo.com

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This is a wonderful page for such a bueatiful person. My heart is with you all. I think the good ones always leave us before there time.

Kevin Kelly - 04/29/00 11:43:02
My URL:http://visit.to/jenn
My Email:KPK211@aol.com

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Jenn, just thinking about you, it's been a while since I've been to your site so, I figured I would now. To this day, I can still remember all the times we had(all though not many),And I'll never forget those.I'll cherish them forever. I know you're up th re watching all of us. So, until we see each other again, Take care of your Mom,2mim,Meatty boy, and us all. Love you.... Kevin aka. the Colonel PS... Jenn, remember the handcuffs?? I still laugh my butt off when i think of that :)

TINA MARIE TAPPY - 04/29/00 03:02:35
My Email:teetappy@bresnanlink.net

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TO THE FAMILY OF JENN. MY HEART GOES OUT TO ALL OF YOU WHO LOVED HER SO MUCH. WHAT A NICE TRIBUTE MEMORIAL OF HER. MY PRAYERS GO OUT TO ALL OF YOU. I TOO LOST A LOVED ONE TO SUICIDE. MY ONLY SIBLING. HIS NAME IS DAVID A. DILL. HIS PICTURE IS ON PAGE 36 OF THIS WEBSITE. MY NAME IS TINA MARIE TAPPY. I SEND MY PRAYERS AND HOPE OF A BETTER LIFE AHEAD FOR ALL OF YOU. GOD BLESS ...

Em - 04/23/00 07:08:27
My Email:roman_prinze@hotmail.com

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I am so sorry for what happened to your beautiful daughter. But remember that she is watching over you every day, wanting to be with you just as much as you want to be with her again. Someoneonce told me that depression is a sign of being great, but not knowing that you are. It's obvious that Jen was a very loved girl. Whenever you miss, her, just know that she is still with you, in memory and spirit. And she will never leave your side until you are with her again. Much love to all your family, Emma

Maria - 04/20/00 12:07:42

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What a beatiful tribute to your lovely daughter. I also lost my son to suicide. The path that we walk is one of the hardest that anyone has to endure. I'm so sorry your walking this path with me.

Brittiny - 04/20/00 01:16:56
My Email:Brit1723@aol.com

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May Jennifer rest in peace forever!!!!!!!!!!!! She was my best friend and I will always remeber the good times and the times that me and her always cherished. I know she is looking over us know. I LOVE YOU JENNIFER REST IN PEACE!!!!!!!!!1

linda - 04/14/00 07:47:19
My Email:lmr54@hotmail.com

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your site is beautiful as is jenn,my thoughts and prayers are with you as you go through this journey;my daughter, mary,commited suicide in 8/99 and it has been so very hard for all to understand,but i know she is at peace now and we will all meet again o e day,god bless you and yours.

jackie - 04/13/00 02:17:38
My URL:http://www.oocities.org/Heartland/Country/7473
My Email:sable521@yahoo.com

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Jenn's story was heartbreaking. And to think that the school was so lax in supervising her even after they had been told about her. It's a shame.

Leslie Pinson - 04/11/00 15:22:09
My Email:resrie69@hotmail.com

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melissa - 04/08/00 02:52:10
My Email:melissap@deltaland.net

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i feel very sorry for your loss

anika - 04/04/00 09:55:47

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I am so sorry for your loss. I have lost a dear friend to suicide and i would love to light a candle for jennifer.

Heather - 03/26/00 04:02:33
My Email:stnwrth@gavtron.com

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My heart goes out to you. We recently lost my oldest brother to suicide. He had made an attempt on his life only 3 weeks before his death. His doctors and psychiatrist didn't think he needed professional help or any medication. They didn't think was t e problem. And now nothing can bring him back. My prayers are with you.

Brandy P. Dockery - 03/16/00 19:55:06
My Email:branflake02@netscape.net

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Ellana - 03/03/00 22:12:13

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Im so very sorry, but your page will help many people. Thank you on behalf of them for using you trouble to help others.

Jess - 03/02/00 01:09:11
My Email:jlcroc@ellsouth.net

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Oh how good it was to see your beautiful little girl with a face that shines like the stars above. It does my heart good to meet her an thank you for given me that chance . Your friend on this jourey. Jess

Valerie - 02/28/00 00:44:23
My Email:SisterVal1@aol.com

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I am so sorry for your loss. May you find peace knowing that Jenn has found hers.

Lou Kinsey - 02/21/00 23:03:12
My Email:kinsey@htcomp.net

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Nancy, My heart is with you, and hopefully the fact that so many people care will in some small way help you. I am here if needed. Lou Kinsey - Margie (Lions_Trueheart's MOM)

MEGAN - 02/21/00 06:16:32

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HEY MY NAME IS MEGAN I AM 16YRS. YOUR STORY REALLY BLESSED ME.MY FRIEND COMMITED SUISIDE LAST YEAR.WE WHERE SO CLOSE AND I THOUGHT SHE WOULD TELL ME ANYTHING BUT THE NEXT DAY SHE SHOT HERSELF IN THE HEAD.MY FRIEND WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART JUST LIKE JENN WILL BE IN YOURS. ALWAYS STAY STONG. LOVE MEGAN ANDERSON

Vickey B. Thomas - 02/18/00 21:20:02
My URL:http://www.oocities.org/vickey_31075/vickey.html
My Email:vickeyb@progressivetel.com

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I am so sorry for the loss of Jenn. I know the pain of suicide because I lost my brother to suicide on 4/6/97. My heart goes out to u and your family. I will be thinking of u and praying for u. Take care. Vickey

RAOK - 02/11/00 05:10:48

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Random Acts of Kindness


TIM (Jen & Nancy's 2MIM) - 02/03/00 06:59:34
My Email:SkinnyMoFo@aol.com

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To Know Her Was To Love Her--- Glad am I to have known such a beauty-- To have showed and shared with her, seemingly endless moments of laughter, happiness, and smiles... What I wouldnt give to see her, be able to talk with her, to hear that laugh today.. If I had to choose between going through this tragedy, knowing the outcome, or not knowing her at all--I would do it all again-- I wouldn't deny myself the opportunity to know & befriend such a beautiful girl, such a wonderful, thoughful, caring, loving person, who I love so dearly... To you Jen--- Girlfriend, you were like the little sister I never had. I miss you so much, all the things we use to do, just talking, bummin' around, playing games, laughing, always laughing, torturing the cat (sorry Meat-Loaf...you know, you my boy) the list is endless. Im thinking of you always.... In our hearts, forever you'll remain.. I Love You---I Miss You---Until Next We Meet Tim (2Mim)

Tiger_Majik/Joe Wells - 01/15/00 01:19:47
My Email:ces4loot@aol.com

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Your page about Jenn has touched me very deeply.

Tiger_Pasionate - 01/11/00 19:42:02
My Email:sweetpassion99@hotmail.com

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I light this candle in memory of Jennifer who gave her life for someone else to learn from. Knowing the pain in your heart, please remember that she is only physically gone from this world but is now in a world with peace and much love. Jennifer is now all of our Angels in heaven looking down on all of us and making sure that we will forever feel love and be love by God and all his Angels. My heart and prayers go out to the family of Jennifer may you know that your sorrow is not missed for we feel your ain and will forever have you all in our hearts and prays. God bless Lori aka Tiger_Pasionate

Elaine - 01/08/00 00:24:15
My URL:http://www.angelfire.com/mi/markhbaker/index.html
My Email:mhb73180@yahoo.com

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Nancy, Just got off the phone with you and I thought I would spend some more time with your beautiful Jenn. It is so amazing! The smiles, the happiness that shines...than the misery within. Our children wore their masks very well. I feel your pain through your w rds. I'm so sorry. What else can I say? Love ya, sis!

Susan - 01/07/00 00:32:14
My Email:SMKRN@cs.com

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JudyB - 01/06/00 12:05:06
My URL:http://www.meetingofhearts.com

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Dear Nancy What a wonderful memorial in memory of your precious daughter Jennifer.....may God give you the strength to endure where you are right now and keep you in his loving arms...

Tiger_Stripe - 01/05/00 16:24:43
My Email:cat@reach.net

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Chris and Wendy - 01/04/00 22:17:02

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Nancy and Joe... you are in our thoughts always, but especially today on Jennifer's 20th birthday. We love you very much. (((((((((((Nancy & Joe)))))))))))))))

Bob and Lynda - 01/04/00 22:04:52
My Email:boblyn@lineone.net

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This is a lovely site and a special way to remember Jennifer. Today, Jennifer, you should have been celebrating the end of your teens, instead your family and friends are missing you. Nancy and Joe we are sorry for your loss. May our children's spirits continue to fly, on . . .on into the great blue

Crunchies - 01/04/00 20:20:24
My URL:http://hometown.aol.com/crunchies/myhomepage/index.html
My Email:crunchies@aol.com

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Happy Birthday to a beautiful young woman. I send blessings to Jennifer in her new life and pray for her continuous spiritual growth. Nancy & Joe ~ your family will continue to be in my prayers. I know Jennifer is so very proud of you both. Love Always ~ Crunch a Munch "Serena"

Sharon - 01/04/00 11:43:07
My URL:http://www.angelfire.com/oh/wls19/index.html
My Email:sharont@ncweb.com

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Here is to you Jen.....take of of Wen while you are away from your mom and I, for one day we will all be together!! God Bless and thinking of you today, as in each new day... Hugs & Much Love Shar

Sady - 01/04/00 09:28:12
My Email:HLR@1000deaths.com

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Nan ... my heart is with you today and with Jen somehow someway. Each time you let me get a little closer...to you...to Jen Im overwhelmed and I love you both for it nanners :) You'll never know how much you've helped me...sharing your strength and your w ll... your the best !!! I wrote a poem for Jen, for her birthday. Here goes ... Sweetest of angles ~ just thought you should know Another years passing ~ twenty candles to blow Clouds in the heavens ~ move gently today Baloons in your midst ~ a child is at play Brightest of stars ~ take a moment tonight Honor this child ~ remember her fight Snowflakes and raindrops ~ the cool winter wind Whisper the name ~ of sweet Jennifer Lynne

Ms. Minnie - 01/03/00 15:30:41
My Email:schneide@srv.net

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My Precious Nancy and Family. Every time I see Jen's picture and read her story it breaks my heart. But what a beautiful site you have for her honey. Wire has done the most fantastic Job and Jen must be so proud. I love you and Jen, and always remember the Red Rose she told me to get for you. It is perfect just like you!! I hope and pray this new year brings you all that you deserve. With So much love Ms. Minnie

rachel - 01/03/00 04:00:53
My Email:remembermealways@netzero.net

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Nancy, I am so sorry for your loss.

Sooz - 01/03/00 03:10:44
My Email:sooz@vianet.on.ca

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Wishing Jenn a happy birthday, knowing that she is in a good place. Love you Nancy

Deb (Auntelope) - 01/02/00 21:29:21
My Email:auntelope@hotmail.com

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(((Nance))) What a beautiful tribute to Jen, she would be so proud of how hard you are fighting for her. I love you my friend and I will always be here for you if you need me.

vernitta - 01/02/00 19:57:27
My Email:vernitta1@aol.com

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{{{{{{{{{{nancy}}}}}}}}}} I have only spoken to you at moh a few times but wanted to let you know I am thinking of you at this time, Vernitta

Stephanie - 01/02/00 16:59:35
My URL:http://www.oocities.org/jdsmemorial
My Email:bravehawk@wowmail.com

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Such a beautiful young woman to have lived such a short time on earth. My heart goes out to you. I know the pain of losing a child and know that pain never goes away. I pray that God will keep you safely in His arms until the day you and your angel are reunited forevermore.

Rylee - 01/02/00 16:52:06
My URL:http://www.oocities.org/heartland/grove/9698/kimber.htm
My Email:Rylee@lightspeed.net

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This is a wonderful memorial site for Jenn! I only hope that when I finish my daughter Kimber's site it's as beautiful as yours!

Russell - 01/02/00 15:18:59
My URL:http://www.oocities.org/Heartland/Meadows/Ricky_Shiar/Ricky.html
My Email:rshiar@1st.net

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Hi Nancy= This is a wonderful site for your precious Daughter Jenn. I am so very happy to sign her guestbook and to lite a candel in her memory. I no in my heart that her and my Ricky are now with each other and both are watching over you always. May our ord and Savior bless and hold you always and know that Jenn is with you and Joe always. Much Love and Hugs to you and your Family= Russell

Jane - 01/02/00 09:59:31
My URL:http://www..fortunecity.com/millenium/river/551/joey.htm
My Email:1cuteangel@pdq.net

Comments:
my candle is lit for you sweet angel. My prayers to you. Love jane

Tiger_Tale - 01/02/00 05:05:39
My Email:tigertale@home.com

Comments:
Although your hearts may be broken - know that your daughter is at peace at last. Remember God never gives any of us more than we can handle. I pray for your strength to let the "whys" of this go. For only when you let go of your anger and your questioni g - will you be able to heal and reflect in the love that you did share with your daughter. Life can be so cruel and many ansers can never be found. God bless you and your family and enter the New Year and Century with love in your heat and peace in you mind. We are proud to have you in our "Family" and know that we all are here for you.

Jackie - 01/02/00 03:59:20
My Email:JackieGage@aol.com

Comments:
People just don't seem to want to take the time to see like they use too. Or they see it and just want to ignore. When life is this fast, we need to take the time to stop and smell the roses and get our values back in our lives and family.

LadyDi - 01/02/00 02:10:23
My Email:ldydi2378@aol.com

Comments:
Thank you for sharing a very touching and beautiful website for a very special and beautful child^i^.Blessings to you Nanci. With Love Diana (aka LadyDi)

Joyce Wallace - 01/01/00 20:36:47
My Email:dudat@wpmedia.com

Comments:
I am so sorry. I have 4 daughters and to know that something like that could even happen scares me. I try to get all of my children to talk to me no matter what the situation is. My prayers are with you.

LisaMarie - 01/01/00 05:30:19
My Email:Bunwoofie@aol.com

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My Dear Nancy: Thinking of you and your family at the turn of the century here. I am thankful to have found you and to have you as my friend! May God be with you, Jenn, Joe and Meatloaf and all those you love through-out this new year.

Margie - 12/31/99 19:09:58
My Email:nicris@imcnet.net

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Daniel - 12/31/99 15:49:43
My Email:ddetemple@hotmail.com

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Sharon - 12/31/99 14:29:15
My URL:http://www.angelfire.com/oh/wls19/index.html

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Nancy.....Here is to our girls, this last day of the century. We can and will bring them along with us. Thank you for being there on this journey that we find so hard and winding. Our girls will live on thru us, never mistake that. Oh, how I wish they were here, but they are thru our hearts/souls, but if only, if only, if only.... Love Shar

Tiger_Blossom - 12/31/99 08:06:53
My Email:tigerblossom@hotmail.com

Comments:
My heart and prayers go out to you..so very sorry about your tragic loss of your daughter.

Heather/Tiger_Doll - 12/31/99 06:48:43
My Email:DevonsMami@aol.com

Comments:
I am very sorry to hear about Jennifer. I have been in her situation many of times before, I wish that there was someone that could have helped her. If I could have been there I would have helped with everything that I have. Again I pray that you and y ur husband get through this and that I am very sorry about your daughter! In my Prayers!

Tiger_TAT - 12/31/99 05:45:10
My Email:titus@ipa.net

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Tiger Cyn and family - 12/31/99 01:13:55
My URL:http://visit.to/Jenn
My Email:cababj@aol.com

Comments:
We are so sorry to hear about your loss. Our prayers are with you and God bless you and family.

- 12/31/99 01:04:16

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Danni Diggs (Tiger_Feathers) - 12/31/99 00:46:28
My Email:diggs@gibralter.net

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I AM NOT THERE by Kim Hill Do not stand by my grave and weep For I'm not there, I do not sleep I am a thousand winds that blow I am the diamond glints on snow I am the sunlight on ripend grain I am the gentle autumn rain When you awaken in morning's hush I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circle flight I am the soft stars that shine at night Do not stand by my grave and cry I am not there I did not die

Sweet Miss Chelsea - 12/31/99 00:43:17
My URL:http://www.oocities.org/Heartland/Lake/6277
My Email:misschelsea_23@yahoo.com

Comments:
Today I light this candle in memory, to honor a very wonderful child for an everlasting eternity... May all the joyous memories you leave behind glow forever within this eternal flame, and may your spirit live on in the hearts of your family and friends eacefully.

Tiger_heremroar - 12/31/99 00:24:52
My Email:Heremroar3@aol.com

Comments:
my prayers are with and hope the new years is good,

ROBYN MACDONALD - 12/30/99 23:44:28
My Email:wolf4me@webtv.net

Comments:
SO SORRY ABOUT YOU'RE LOSS. AND I WILLBE SHOWING THIS TO MANY.AND MY TEENS AS WELL.TAKE CARE +GOD BLESS.

Tiger_minny - 12/30/99 22:25:49
My Email:minny_9@hotmail.com

Comments:
I am so sorry for your loss my heart goes out to you and your family.You will all ways be in my prayers.

tiger_mommy - 12/30/99 22:25:00
My Email:LaurenGale@aol.com

Comments:
Dear Romance, I am deeply saddened by the news of your loss. Know that my love and sympathy are with you this holiday season. ~Hugs, tiger_mommy

Robert Allen - 12/30/99 20:48:37
My Email:bbddtt@aol.com

Comments:
words can't express my feelings of your lost love one.. So please remember that my prayers are with you..... hound

Tiger_Byte - 12/30/99 20:47:49
My Email:tigerbyte@rcn.com

Comments:
So sorry to hear about the loss of your daughter. My heart goes out to you and your family.

Tiger_wildting - 12/30/99 20:22:41
My Email:thacker@turbont.net

Comments:
im sorry for your loss i can only anigen how you mutst fell we my wife Tiger-mimi (Kelley) and my self Tiger_wildting (tom) wold like you to know wer here as a frend if you need to tlak we enjoy helping others in any way we can tom&kelly

WILLIAM & DEBRA HAMLET - 12/30/99 20:14:12
My Email:AMMONIA_01@HOTMAIL.COM

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WE ARE SO VERY SORRY FOR YOUR TRAGIC LOSS. SCHOOLS REALLY DO NEED AWARENESS PROGRAMS...SPECIAL SCHOOLS SHOULD BE MADE TO BE RESPONSIBLE FOR THE CARE OF TROUBLED TEENS. AGAIN, WE ARE VERY SORRY FOR THE LOSS OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER.

doris(tiger_mrsscout - 12/30/99 20:05:09
My Email:daviddoris@the-spa.com

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i am sorry for your loss and i think more needs to be done in the schools so things like this don't happen.

Joy Ann Roberts - 12/30/99 18:54:52
My Email:joyanna1946@hotmail.com

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I AM SO VERY VERY SORRY ABOUT THIS! THERE IS NOTHING ANYONE CAN SAY OR DO TO MAKE THIS ANY BETTER FOR YOU. JUST KNOW THAT I CARE! I WORKED WITH TROUBLED TEENAGE GIRLS IN A HOME FOR THEM, AND I DEALT WITH ANGER AND HATRED AND DEPRESSION ON A DAILY BASIS I SYMPATHIZE AND HOPE THAT ONE DAY THE PAIN WILL EASE ENOUGH FOR YOU TO REMEMBER HER WITH A SMILE!

Tiger_Lady43 - 12/30/99 18:51:18
My URL:http://www.angelfire.com/wi/andra
My Email:tiglady@hotmail.com

Comments:
My Prayers are with you Nance as we enter into the coming year..today..tomorrow and always..we love you! Tigers

Tiger_auntgrany - 12/30/99 18:41:49

Comments:
words cannot express the loss that you have suffered and my thoughts and prayers r with your family during this time

Sue Gilbert - 12/30/99 18:26:30
My Email:s2gilbert@AOL.com

Comments:
We are so sorry to hear of your terrible loss. As part of the Tiger family, we all share your sorrow. Tiger_Grandma, Tiger_S2G, Tiger_Lynx and Tiger_Mommy. We hope Jennifer is at peace now.

LADYB_3 - 12/30/99 18:20:19
My Email:LADYJMITCHELL@DCR.NET

Comments:
I am so sorry to hear about your loss,may God be with you each and every day for I know it is so hard to go on.

Michelle - 12/30/99 18:19:44
My Email:michelle_tex101@hotmail.com

Comments:
I know how Jenn felt. I battle depression every day of my life. The only thing that gets me through it another day is my children. I could never leave them they are my heart and soul. God Bless your family Jenn. And May God forgive your sin.

Phrogg - 12/30/99 17:09:46
My Email:phrogg@eatel.net

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I am so sorry for your loss. I am battling depression with my daughter and she is ,16, and now that she is with me in my home I am more secure.

Patty J Allen's Mom - 12/29/99 03:11:51
My Email:inspatty@aol.com

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Nancy, I will never celebrate my birthday without thinking of Jen. Although we were born 33 years apart, we still share that day January 4th. It makes me so sad to think that depression has robbed us of our children. One day, you and I will once again be ith Jen and Allen. Until then, we will work to prevent other parents from losing their children to the monster called depression/suicide. That will be the best memorial we could give Jen and Allen.

Nichole Marie Strobel - 12/28/99 19:19:06

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By: Nichole Marie Strobel For your loss of your most beatiful Jennifer I feel your pain. I to lost a loved one in a suicide. I do miss him greatly and I wish he was still here to talk to. Sorry I don't have a email or a homepage. But if you'd like my adress is : 1682 N. 10 th Street 49070. I'd greatly like to hear form you. Martin, Michigan

Jenner,Mom to Jennifer2 - 12/28/99 19:18:03
My Email:jenner@swbell.net

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By: Jenner , email: jenner@swbell.net I am so sorry for your loss of Jennifer..I know your pain first hand. I wish I could turn back time. Tonight we found out that your Jennifer and my Jennifer have met!...I think that is so awesome! I would love to know more about your Jenn. From Jennifers Mom Cherie (Jenner)

Tangee - 12/28/99 19:16:09
My Email:Tangee3@aol.com

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By: Tangee , email: Tangee3@aol.com I just want to send my love and blessings to all of Jennifer's family and friends. I know that suicide is a terrible thing to deal with, because I had a wonderful friend who also chose to end his pain by suicide. He also was crying out for help openly, but no one listened. I tried, but it wasn't enough. I miss him dearly, as I know you miss Jennifer. May God Bless you.

Zoe - 12/28/99 19:14:04
My URL:http://expage.com/page/spazcity
My Email:SpAzNuM3@aol.com

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By: Zoe , From: http://expage.com/page/spazcity , email: SpAzNuM3@aol.com Tim, I'm so sory to hear about Jen. I have lost a lot of my good friends, but I'm sure nothing could compare to this. If you ever need to talk, look me up....in case you forgot, I'm the one who put your poem on my webpage. Keep on writing, and take care.

Kelley, Best Friends - 12/28/99 19:10:37
My Email:raverkelley@hotmail.com

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By: Kelley Landenberger , email: raverkelley@hotmail.com Jennifer, I tried desperately to come visit your page on halloween but i couldn't do it. I miss you so much still. I carry your picture with me always. and even though i haven't lived close to you for some time now i can't help but remember how close we were. We all love and miss you terribly here. Hoping you are happy gives me some strength. I try to only think of us as we were in Jr. high. I will never forget you. I love and miss you so much jen. Love kelley

Elaine, Mom To Mark - 12/28/99 19:09:24
My Email:mhb73180@yahoo.com

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By: Elaine , email: mhb73180@yahoo.com I'm truly sorry about your daughter Jen. I had my son (Mark) evaluated 1 month prior to him completing his suicide. He was evaluated, because he was threatening suicide. He was arrested for prank phone calls to 911, while telling them what he was going to do. The people at Mental Health said it was a joke, and he was drunk. I truly hope they take threats more serious next time, because now my son is gone! Just letting off steam! It makes me so mad that these so called professionals can just stand back and say OOPS, I guess we made a mistake. I'm sorry again!!!!

Betty Mia's Mom - 12/28/99 19:04:24
My Email:Betty55111@aol.com

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By: Betty , email: Betty55111@aol.com You have a beautiful daughter.I cried while reading about her. I also lost a beautiful daughter to suicide. My prayers are with you Betty Mia's MOM

Kelly Sue - 12/28/99 19:03:15
My Email:kelisu@velocity.net

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By: Kelly Sue , email: kelisu@velocity.net Nancy this is a beautiful tribute to a lovely daughter. Thank you for taking the time to share with me. ~I depart as air, I shake my white locks at the runaway sun, I effuse my flesh in eddies, and drift it in lacy jags. I bequeath myself to the dirt to grow from the grass I love, If you want me again look for me under your boot-soles. You will hardly know who I am or what I mean, But I shall be good health to you nevertheless, And filter and fibre your blood, Failing to fetch me at first keep encouraged, Missing me one place search another, I stop somewhere waiting for you.~ ~Song of Myself~ Walt Whitman Love to my brother Tracy. Love to your daughter Jennifer. Peace to us all. ~Kelisu~

Connie, Mom to Blake - 12/28/99 19:00:30
My Email:champ30@swbell.net

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By: shonnie , email: champ30@swbell.net Nance...Thanks for sharing your beautiful Jen with us. Your daughter Jen should be here, with my son Blake. They have a plan for us Nance. We share the same road. The same people that intentionally ignored your Jen and my Blake, will remember them for a very long time, and Jen and Blake will save many other lost souls in their sacrafice of life.

Judy - 12/28/99 18:59:28
My URL:http://www.meetingofhearts.com
My Email:judyb@iaw.on.ca

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By: Judy B , From: http://www.meetingofhearts.com , email: judyb@iaw.on.ca A Beautiful daughter Nancy....my love is with you both always my friend....

Cher - 12/28/99 18:57:19
My Email:electrica@syncon.net

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By: Cheryl , email: electrica@syncon.net Hey Nance - Thinking of you. Tomorrow is sweet Jen's birthday and I'm sure Heaven is lit with all the candles. I'll have mine lit too. Special birthday wishes for you, dear Jennifer. Your mom is one great lady. -- Cher

Dr.Steve Guerin - 12/28/99 18:55:31
My Email:psi@eagle.ca

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By: Dr. Steve Guerin , email: psi@eagle.ca I never knew Jennifer, but I will now never forget her having visited this site. I work as assistant head of student services in a high school. I am always watching for the signs of depression and hopelessness. I work with so many students who are in this category . . .it saddens me, but I'm committed to being there for them. I wish I could have been there for Jennifer. You are in my thoughts.

Cousin Brian - 12/28/99 18:52:54

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By: Cousin Bri-Bri Eisinger Thanks for giving me the address to this site Aunt Nancy, everything looks great. Below is a poem I wrote in school last february. I was thinking of Jen when I wrote it. It is directed to those who, like Jen, suffer from depression or low self-esteem. It is kind of a warning to those who battle with their own mind on a daily basis. Although I don't suffer from depression, I most often battle with a low self esteem. I guess it runs in the family. Aside from a few trips down to Wildwood with Jen, Aunt Nancy, and family, I really didn't know her all too well. However, the moments that I did share with Jen, especially when she and Aunt Nancy visited from the north and when we hung out down the shore, I will always remember. I wish that me and Jen would have talked more often as I think that we could relate to each other in many ways. My sympathies to all who were close to Jen including Big Mim and 2Ancy. ............Beware! The silent thief creeps silently. His strength exceeds many and purposely Seeks to destroy and wreak havoc on all. He steals our love because that is his call. Depressing thoughts are placed into the weak. Now they think death, so escape they then seek. Life's stopped tickin' for those dearly missed. They thought they were nothing and so they faced The thief, stole their minds and made off with haste. Confusion set in; the weak cried out "Help!" No answer heard, low esteem of one's self Took the life of a girl, no one to help.

2Mim - 12/28/99 18:51:27
My Email:SkinnyMoFo@aol.com

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- By: 2MIM , email: SkinE MoFo@aol.com *Never To Cease* Time's at night, Alone I weep. Of fallen friend, Until I sleep. Undying is this want, For I not to wake. To be without, Relieve this ache. Loss of self, Gone for good. Forever will I mourn, Misunderstood. So leave thee now, Grant thou peace. To mourn the loss, Known never to cease.~~~~~~~~~ tim

Liz - 12/28/99 18:50:23
My Email:Miranda625@aol.com

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By: Lizzard My Nancy, I'm with you in your torment and want you to remember that we are the one's that are so far from home--we will join our loved ones at the end of our journey. They will be waiting for us with open arms and loving hearts. Love to you my sister,

Christine - 12/28/99 18:49:16
My URL:http://www.1000deaths.com
My Email:cbsmithx@1000deaths.com

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By: tens , From: http://www.1000deaths.com , email: cbsmithx@1000deaths.com Isn't she beautiful?

Tim - 12/28/99 18:48:10
My Email:SkinnyMoFo@aol.com

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By: 2MIM~BIG MIM~TIM =0) , email: SkinE MoFo@aol.com To smell a scent, of lovely rose As winds bring whiff, with soft bellows This brushing past, revives my nose As scents of you return, upon the winds' blows~~~~ *** It is the simple, everyday things that cause a rememberance of a loved one lost-- Found in music, a certain scent or a once shared place, even a spoken word... Through this, they continue to live on, within us..... Just another little somethin' to share from my endless flow of words --- =0)

Holly Rock - 12/28/99 18:45:57
My Email:HLR@1000deaths.com

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By: Holly Lenhart Rock (sady) , From: http://www.angelfire.com/ok/JasonLenhart , email: sadyjade@yahoo.com Such a shame........I can only say how sorry I am for your loss,and for her's,She certainly was a cutie!I wish you all to find a smile each day, a smile for Jen :) happy belated Birthday sweetie....Your mama...oh you'd be so proud!She is going to change things for "what might have been".I'm sorry that your school let you down...so unbelievably sorry. To your family,I know these are only words...but when that is all we have,we must speak louder and stronger,to help others will help you.And you are all doing just that.i am truly proud of each of you for shareing yourselves here,for all of us to gain from your strength.I am truly sorry that we ever had to cross,this path,to meet................ All my love and prayers...sady

Tim - 12/28/99 18:44:55
My Email:SkinnyMoFo@aol.com

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By: tim , From: Nanners House =0) , email: SkinE MoFo Soar, onto new height my friend, Begin a new, Far from the end Escape, Free youself of this strife Depart this beaten body...Embrace your soul, As it breeds new life~~~ me again

Rob Marcoux (Brother to Jen) - 12/28/99 18:42:52
My Email:rmarcoux@opsreston.er.usga.gov

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By: Brother Rob Marcoux , From: Virginia , email: rmarcoux@opsreston.er.usgs.gov Outstanding page Mom....Jennifer would be very proud. I miss and love you Jen. You'll never be forgotten.

Tony (Dad To Paul) - 12/28/99 18:39:40
My Email:SONPAGE@aol.com

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By: Tony , From: Springfield, PA , email: sonpage@aol.com I'm very saddened by by visit to this great page. I didn't know Jennifer, but I know her Mom. In a way, we met because of Jennifer. We both know what it is like to lose a child to suicide. We both have met a lot of other folks like us in the years since our kids died, and, regrettably, we'll probably get to meet many, many more. I don't really want to meet any more Moms and Dads with 1000 yard stares on the faces when they think nobody's looking. But I guess until we can reach kids like Jen and my son, Paul, before they feel that they have no choice but to die, I will. God bless, Nancy, this is a wonderful tribute to your daughter.

Sharon ( Wendy's Mom ) - 12/28/99 18:36:31
My Email:sharont@ncweb.com

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By: Sharon , From: OH , email: sharont@ncweb.com Dearest Nance (my lovely NJ soul sister)....We will always remember our *girls*...I know they are together...for we are and they saw to that...I am so very sad that we have to be on this journey, but lightened to know that I have you in my corner...

Connie (Blakes Mom) - 12/28/99 18:32:45
My Email:champ30@swbell.net

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Jen,I often think of you and think about the good times.And,often ask GOD to have you watch over your mom & all of us. I Miss You Jan 17 1999, 21:22:42 -- By: Connie Masters , From: Wichita, Ks , email: champ30@swbell.net Such a beautiful daughter Nancy...I'm so very sorry. Your precious Jen should be here, my beloved Blake should be here. They should all be here. I pray that Jen and Blake know a peace that we could only imagine, and that one day, we will be able to share that luxury with them & for an eternity.

Devon - 12/28/99 18:19:37
My Email:Chewik@hotmail.com

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By: Devon , From: Pa , email: Cheswik@hotmail.com i only knew you for a short amount of time. Never really having the chance to get to know you. And before i had that chance you were gone. leaving all of us with the quesionts of why? what could/should we have done. And tho i had only known you for a short while, you touched my heart. We will never know what really happened that day, yet i feel i need to do all i can to find out. i dont know why.. but i do. Maybe there is no one to blame for this, or are we all to blame as a whole... has socitey made some of us feel the way Jen did that morning? so many questions.. But Jen, know you are loved, know that your mother is not alone. And we know you are not alone, and you no longer hurt. Tho our hurt is intense at times, we know that someday we will get to see your beautiful smile once again. when its time. Nancy, know your beautiful little angel is safe now, she sleeps peacefully, and is with others who will watch over your baby.

Jan - 12/28/99 18:18:12
My Email:jmmoon@mediaone.net

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By: Jan , From: Roseville, MI , email: jmmoon@mediaone.net I am so sorry for the tragic loss of your beautiful angel, Jennifer. My heart goes out to you. I pray for God to comfort your heart as only he can. One day you shall see Jennifer again sharing eternal happiness together. I can not imagine the pain within your heart having never experienced the loss of a loved one to suicide. My brother, Gerald Via, was murdered at the age of 29 and also has a memorial here. Sometimes we never have the answers to our questions of "Why" and must somehow trust in God until the day we go home to Heaven where all will be understood. Again, I am so very sorry. My deepest sympathies to you and your family and to the many friends of Jennifer.

Thomas - 12/28/99 18:12:53
My Email:arnoldfilo@webtv.net

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By: Thomas , From: Alaska , email: arnoldfilo@webtv.net Im so sorry for your loss, depression is somthing that we are just begining to understand and thanks to you I was able to get my daughter Janine help befor it wes to late, If I hadent read this befor I probly would have just passed it off as teanage blues.

Barb Patterson - 12/28/99 18:10:50
My Email:patterson@triton.net

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By: Barb Patterson , From: Grand Haven, Michigan , email: patterson@triton.net Dear Nancy, this is a beautiful memorial for Jennifer. She was a beautiful girl in deep pain. I am so sorry. Love & Hugs, Barb

Janel, Mom to Conner - 12/28/99 18:09:35
My Email:rcraig3814@montrose.net

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By: Janel , From: CO , email: rcraig3814@montrose.net Nancy, this site was so nice to vist. I loved seeing the pictures of Jennifer. It somehow connects all of us.. Its a crying shame. Rest peacefully Jennifer.

Elizabeth - 12/28/99 18:06:59
My Email:infinity@granite.net.au

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By: Elizabeth , From: Alaska , email: infinity@granite.net.au Dear Nancy; I feel so angry when I read that not only was she in a place she should of been safe, but she told them how she was feeling and nobody listened ! Poor little girl, she must of felt so desolate when even they didn't take notice. My boy was the same, we tried getting him help so many times,but no-one would listen. I just don't get it. Why are they there ? I wonder if any of them ( Heaven Forbid ) been through anything like this, maybe then they would know that suicide is serious business. Blessings and Prayers to you Nancy....Elizabeth Mom to Marc....Pilgrim Soul 7/3/73 - 2/3/98 Hanging Feb 27 1999, 21:55:20 -- By: Janel , From: CO , email:

Dayna - 12/28/99 18:05:02

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By: Dayna , From: Davis, CA This story really hits home. I have never lost anyone I loved this way, but I'm scared I will lose myself. I have been struggling the same way Jennifer did for so many years. I'm still trying to get past it all, but everyday something bad happens, and I just feel so alone. Seems like this year my life has been turned upside down and I have lost everything, but so far I'm still here, whether I want to be or not. I wish I could have known her, maybe we could have helped eachother through all this.

Jane Newton - 12/28/99 18:02:57
My Email:wnewton@atlcom.net

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By: Jayne Newton , From: Atlanta, Ga , email: wnewton@atlcom.net To Jenny's family...I am so very sorry for your loss. I lost my son Chad 9-3-96. He was 24 and died from a sudden illness. Since his death I have become involved with Compassionate Friends and hear first hand the tragic stories of the beautiful children that take their own lives. You look at their pictures and hear their parents tell how wonderful they were...and then for some unknown reason they become so depressed that they take their own lives. I do not believe they really understood what they were doing...I believe (l) they could not really help the way they were feeling and (2) unknowningly needed attention or something so badly they thought of suicide. But I can not believe they really wanted to go. It just breaks my heart. I see the parents struggling for answers and not knowing what they could have done differently. The more I see and hear...the more I believe it is a very serious illness and the poor children can not help it. I can not believe the school system was so negligent...knowing her condition and then ignoring that. Please know others care and others do share your pain. Wishing you peace and lots of strength to endure this journey. Hugs. Jayne Newton

Russell,Ricky's dad - 12/28/99 18:01:44
My Email:rls53@webtv.net

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By: Russell , From: Steubenvile- Ohio , email: rls53@webtv.net Hi Nancy= I am so sorry that you loss such a beautiful young lady. Your tribute with this site to her has touch my heart very much. I know you and your family love this precious child very much. I can feel it in your words about her. Thanks for letting me share in a small way her life with you. I love you my special friend and i am here for you if needed. Much Love and blessings to you and Jennifer and yourfamily. Pease ad may God walk with you and Jennifer with his LOVE.Russell

Ashley, Jen's cousin - 12/28/99 18:00:41
My Email:Eicy10@aol.com

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By: Ashley , From: Maple Shade,NJ , email: Eicy10@aol.com Dear 2 Ancey, This is a poem i wrote it took me like for ever to think of Jen I miss you, And all I want is to kiss you. But no one can pay, for the day, When u went away. Now I am thinking of you, and everything you went threw. I am thinking of all the happy things we shared together. Those are the memories that will stay with me forever. But now I wait, for the date, When me and you will be together again.

Jackie,Mom to Jess - 12/28/99 17:57:30
My Email:jessma@webtv.net

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By: Jackie , From: California , email: jessma@webtv.net I'm so sorry about what happened to your beautiful Jennifer -- the neglect by staff, in a school where she was supposed to be safe, is an outrage. Only speaking up will bring about changes for the better, so I thank you for doing that.

Mary Pummell - 12/28/99 17:56:15
My Email:mpummell@loganrec.com

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By: Mary Pummell , From: Huntsville, Ohio , email: mpummell@loganrec.com Dearest Jennifer- You are such a beautiful young lady. I am so sorry that you had so much turmoil deep inside. Life is so hard for young people anymore that they just don't know where to turn, and sometimes feel they have to end the pain of living. I wish you could have found your peace here as you were loved so very much by your family and friends. I wish I could have known you. I pray that you are happy in your new world. With much love- Mary Pummell

Jessy (sister) - 12/28/99 17:55:09
My Email:jessy2amp@hotmail.com

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By: Jessy , From: texas , email: jessy2amp@hotmail.com I used to tease my sister about getting married & having children. She & Martha wouldn't want to help change my kids' diapers, so I could not wait for the day when they too would be experiencing the joys of motherhood. Dear God, I never thought it would never happen. I love you Jenny. It's been about a year & a half, and I still can't believe that we won't be able to share stories. Take care.

Joe - 12/28/99 17:53:45
My Email:jghneh@aol.com

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Dear Jen. I know you're listening right now. I miss you alot. What helps me through it all is that I know you are now at peace, no more to suffer in a world which can often be so cold and cruel. I miss our talks and the privelege of attempting to help you understand a world which so often makes no sense . . . like you no longer being here. I know down the road I'll be seeing you again, except then, I'll probably be asking the questions and you will be attempting to provide the answers. Love, Joe

Serena - 12/28/99 17:52:38
My Email:Crunchies@aol.com

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By: Crunchies , From: Long Island, NY , email: Crunchies@aol.com Jennifer is a beautiful young woman. Thank you for sharing her with us all. I wish you much peace until the time comes when we will all be reunited with our loved ones. God Bless Love ~ Serena "Crunchies"

Lorrie - 12/28/99 17:51:40
My Email:lorrie@hitter.net

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By: Lorrie(mom2anangel) , From: Inverness,Florida , email: lorrie@hitter.net I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter Jennifer.Remember we are in this thing called GRIEF together.I know that doesn't make it any easier..but know that I will always always be here for you should you need to talk or vent or just say hello.I love you, my friend! Lorrie

LisaMarie - 12/28/99 17:50:12
My Email:Bunwoofie@aol.com

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By: LisaMarie , From: Maple Shade, NJ , email: LisaMarie@chickmail.com My Dear Nancy: I am so so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. If I can do nothing more then hold your hand or dry a tear or listen, always remember I am here. Your web site is a wonderful tribute and done so beautifully. I love you.

Sara Bach - 12/28/99 17:49:13
My Email:pbach@infoave.net

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By: Sharon Bach , From: Brevard, NC , email: pbach@infoave.net So sorry to hear of something so painful! Incredible that the authorities were so inept at protecting someone so at risk. So sorry, Nancy and family for your tragic loss. Sharon Bach (SaraConr)

Dennis - 12/28/99 17:47:40
My Email:dennisg@csi.com

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By: Dennis - Justin's Dad , From: Madison, Wisconsin , email: dennisg1@csi.com To Nancy and all who stand up for what could have been. Every day there are more of us fighting the good fight.

Daryl McGrath - 12/28/99 17:46:16
My Email:dlmcgrath8@aol.com

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By: Daryl McGrath , From: Campbell, OH , email: dlmcgrath8@aol.com Your tribute to your daughter brings tears to my eyes. I was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder 5 years ago. I can only imagine the pain she was in to have ended her life. My heart and prayers go out to you, your family, but most especially to Jennifer. She is at peace with my Robbie, in heaven. We WILL see them again. For now, we must be patient, and wait until it is time.

Linda S. McCormick - 12/28/99 17:43:58
My Email:ptm5447@montana.com

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By: Linda S. McCormick , From: Potomac, Montana , email: ptm5447@montana.com I am amazed and alarmed by the lack of understanding of suicide. I am so sorry about your daughter, she was very beautiful.

LadyDi - 12/28/99 17:42:16
My Email:lame@bellatlantic.net

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By: LadyDi , From: New Jersey , email: lame@bellatlantic.net Dear Nancy & Family I'm so sorry for all your pain. Jennifer^i^ is a beautiful person and although I can not take your pain away or make things better, I'm here for you always. Have peace with knowing, when our work is completed here, we will meet our loved ones ^i^ once again. until than, may God wrap his arms around you and give you the peace & happiness you deserve.My prayers are with you and your family. Love Ya! Love, Light & Peace, Diana(LadyDi)

Beth Davis - 12/28/99 17:39:33
My Email:ElizabethTulloss.Davis@qwest.net

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By: Beth Davis , From: Columbus, Ohio , email: ElizabethTulloss.Davis@qwest.net My deepest sympathy to your family....I too found my beloved husband hung only three weeks. My heart goes out to you and your family. My prayers will be with you.

Eran - 12/28/99 17:38:07
My Email:shapeshifter1@hotmail.com

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By: Eran , From: Israel , email: shapeshifter1@hotmail.com Nancy I witnessed the same thing. watched a friend sink lower and lower to oblivion, witnessed a system dense to her desperate cryouts for help and saw the way it ended... a self inflicted bullet to the head 14 months and 5 days ago. she was only 17. I am now 18. I saw, i witnessed, I will never forget and I am driven by an all powerful ambition to create awareness and open up the dense minds of people who are supposed to offer just the opposite, there cannot be another Jennifer ignored or another Michal ignored. this has got to stop. I've joined the struggle, the awareness on the issue of suicide ... better yet lack of is something which unfortuntely goes way outside just the USA. my love to you. Us young ones dont forget. Love E.T.

Lloyd E. Carson - 12/28/99 17:36:01
My Email:lecar52@bitwisesystems.com

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By: Lloyd E. Carson , From: Pekin, Illinois , email: lecar51@bitwisesystems.com My heart and my tears go out to you and your family. Your pain is also my pain. My son Stephen was 27 when he took his life by hanging in our county jail. No words can express the true feelings we have, but our feelings truly are shared feelings. ((((HUGS)))) to you and your family.

Crunchies - 12/28/99 17:30:25
My Email:crunchies@aol.com

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By: Crunchies , From: NY , email: crunchies@aol.com Jennifer, I have grown to love your mother and father so very much. I know you are wih them now and always will be. I look forward to the day we meet in heaven :o) May God Bless your family always. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Rose - 12/28/99 17:29:18
My Email:rstenrose@netscape.net

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By: rose , From: Livonia, Michigan , email: rstenrose@netscape.net Dear Nancy and Family, My heart goes out to you and my prays. I know the feeling of lossing a child as you know and its the most awful pain we could ever have. She looks like a sweet girl what an awful shame they didnt help her they should have known. The comfort I get is knowing they are in Heaven and at peace and we will see them again. They are also always with us even though we cant see them. God Bless You and your Family. Love ya, Rose

Rick Marcoux - 12/28/99 17:27:11
My Email:Rickey52@hotmail.com

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By: Richard K. Marcoux , From: Arlington, TX , email: Rickey52@hotmail.com Just thinking of you, always thinking of you and will never forget the short time I had you in my life, but will always be forever grateful for every second I did. I love you baby and I miss you more than words can say, but someday we'll be together again, and eternity has no end...

Sharon Hillman (csw) - 12/28/99 17:26:01
My Email:ehillman@mnsi.net

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By: Sharon Hillman , From: Windsor, Ont. , email: ehillman@mnsi.net My dearest Nancy: I am so glad to be able to share your precious memories of Jenn. And I am also very glad we met. I only wish it could have been for another reason. I will keep you and Jenn and your family in my heart always. Please know I am always here for you. Love Sharon

Nancy - 12/28/99 17:24:44
My Email:nancy@1000deaths.com

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By: Nancy , From: New Jersey , email: nancy@1000deaths.com My Sweet Loving Angel; Not one day goes by that I don't miss you and think of the pain you endured, your short time here. I know you are at peace , you have let me know this many times over again :) Reading you loud and clear.... Take care my Angel, until I am able to be with you again :) Loved by many.....you touched so many here with your quick wit, smile,and charm. You are sadly missed by many ! I love you Fer-Fer http://www.angelfire.com/mi2/parentsofsuicide/index.html

Lynn - 12/28/99 17:23:24
My Email:lacey716@aol.com

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By: lynn , From: Maryland , email: lacey716 Dear Nancy as I looked at what was on your beloved daughters memorial page it really made me stop and think. It also makes me very sad. Here is to better days for you and peace for your daughter. Peace now and forever Lynn (Lacey716).

Linda (Jessi) - 12/28/99 17:22:19
My Email:_jessi22@excite.com

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By: Linda (Jessi) , From: Wainfleet,Ontario,Canada , email: _jessi22@excite.com Oh baby, So sorry you had too go this way. You have a wonderful mom that will always be in my heart. It was a tragic way for us too have met over the death of a loved one. Momma loves you hun. Please watch over her always. Luv Jessi

Linda Terry - 12/28/99 17:21:00
My Email:LTerry9926@aol.com

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By: Linda Terry , From: California , email: LTerry9926@aol.com Nancy, You have done a wonderful job in your tribute to Jennifer. I have visited before and will be back. I will never see enough of our wonderful children.

Natalie - 12/28/99 17:20:01
My Email:mckayla@infowest.com

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By: Natalie , From: Utah , email: mckayla@infowest.com I am so sorry for your loss. My brother committed suicide 1 month and 10 days ago. It is a pain like no other. My prayers are with you and all who are suffering losses like ours. Love Always, Natalie

Danita Colley - 12/28/99 17:18:53

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By: Danita Colley {DJ} , From: Franklinville, New York Nancy & family, I'm so sorry for the loss of your precious daughter. So sad we've had to meet under these circumstances... I hope our children have also met and are glad that we've found one another for support. Love & peace Danita {DJ} Mom to Geoff

Kathy Lehky - 12/28/99 17:17:44
My Email:Kaley42@aol.com

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By: Kathy Lehky , From: Luna Pier, MI , email: Kaley42@aol.com Dear Nancy, Yourr testimonial to Jenni is beautiful. She sleeps with the angels now in peace never more to be in pain. I hope my son Jeff is right beside her.

Laura - 12/28/99 17:16:24
My Email:snuffalafugus@msn.com

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- By: Laura , From: New York City , email: snuffalafugus@msn.com Nance and Joe; I am sitting here looking at this beautiful picture of Jen; and thinking what a beautiful young woman; in life we are not given a time frame of how much time we have with our loved ones. But I have to believe that we will be together again. I feel that. I believe that. I also believe that we have come together through our loved ones. How bizarre that people that have never ever met now have a relationship. I am here. I am your friend. Know that I love and support any thought or feeling you have. Always with love, Laura.

Kathy - 12/28/99 17:15:11
My Email:Kari12881@aol.com

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By: Kathy , From: Philadelphia, PA , email: Kari12881@aol.com I didn't know Jennifer, I came across your site thru another guestbook, The Wall. My