Visions

 

Visions and Impressions I Have Been Chronicling 
 

 

 
 

This page is a page of much spiritual growth, many visions , and impressions given me over last few years...See if anything touches a chord in you..

                                                               Love ..hugs..and Light
                                                                 ~*~Stardancer~

I must begin here as a child..I saw things so differently even then..I had an out of body experience at the age of two or three that I remember vividly to this day.I have many visions and impressions that I feel it is time to finally share..whether they mean anything to anyone else I don't know..but I am sending them out to be seen..They will not be in any particular order..just as I feel I need to write them.
First off I came out of a Pentecostal church from the last nine years..so I am going through much pain with these things..one minute told I am a prophetess to the next that I am in need of having a devil removed..that I have a familiar spirit..I don't know about the prophetess...but I do now know the devil thing was a bunch of bull..I had just told them some things they didn't want to hear..
I will title each vision or word I have been given to make it a little easier..
Please if any of you out there have experienced anything like these visions I am going to describe..please let me know..I need to know I am not alone in these things..and perhaps figure out what is going on..Please e-mail me..it will be kept private..
~*~
 
 The Warrior
I was in a time of meditaton and prayer..and suddenly I was not in my body...I was in a scene...The sky was deep blood red...the land was desolate...there stood a warrior..all in silver armor..the brightest shiniest you have ever seen..he carried a sword , a very special sword..it was so shiny and new..with a purple stone on the end..it was a beautiful work of art..and there was a creature of darkness in front of the warrior..it was a creature who fed off off energy.the things you see happening in this world today..no love between parent or child..the killings...the hate..the fear...this is the food of it's kind...life is not all beauty and light..and the sooner people reconize this..and people stop blaming everyone for their problems..the sooner we can somewhat turn these things around..yes there is pain..there is suffering..but it is our reaction to these things...just because a boy was molested as a youngster...gives him no right as a man to do the same or kill another...we have to teach resposibility...it is only giving the negative forces an energy...we are giving our power away...anyway..these two forces face each other..and the Warrior suddenly opens his mouth..sword raised in the air and a brillient white light shoots forth from his lips.. like a laser..to hit the other creature..who screams in anguish and runs wounded...afraid..not quite knowing what hit him..it confuses him.
Then the scene changes..the same warrior..the same sky..at the feet of this warrior sits a grotesque blob of black..oozy..rotting goo..about the size of a man..well again the warrior opens his mouth.sword to the air..and the bright laser-like light pours forth from his lips..and hits this thing...it almost screams..it sizzles..and steams..but it shrinks like it is evaporating until there is nothing but a wisp of white steam where this thing once stood.
The warrior then stands sword to the sky.then turns the blade downward.touches the  blade to the ground....kneels..takes off his helmet..puts it over his heart..and bows his head..as if in thanks.
The awsomeness of this scene I can not get across..
This is a scene meant for all of us who are receiving the call..there is a call which has gone out over the last two years..those of us who have answered are in training..right now..for myself..I see the warrior in the armor..but it is a woman..a woman of the flamingest long red hair..and green of eyes( both of which I have)it is the spirit of ~*~StarDancer~*~. But understand what I am saying..this is for all of us..try to picture what your spirit looks like..and see yourself in this scene..if this speaks to your heart...not all are called to be warriors..if you are ..you will know.
 ~*~
The Owl Vision
This is a vision that came about 3 months ago..it has meant a lot to me..I don't fully understand it...but it is becoming clearer all the time..
It came as I was sitting at the computer..almost all my visions come in the daytime..fully awake..I just slip into what seems another world..it is like I am conscious of what is going on..but a screen cuts on in my head and I "see" things happen.
Well this is one of those times..I was in the middle of a conversation with a friend on the net..and boom..I was off...
Suddenly..I saw this huge..like the size of a big man...white owl.
He was gorgeous..sparkling white wings..glistening like snow on a sunny day..golden beak and talons..sitting on a limb..which seemed to be there out of nowhere..from the right....a great silver moon was behind him..it lit everything up like daylight..but much more beautiful ..he didn't say..much..we just kind of acknowledged each other at first..   .well it took me a minute..but I then realized this owl..had the most beautiful...liquid..crystal blue eyes..so deep..so wise..so full of love..you could lose yourself in them.
Then he started looking deep within my eyes like he was trying to see my soul...checking me out...I felt it was odd..like this was some awesome thing happening..but I wasn't afraid..there was a communication going on here...
I was comfortable with his gaze...but looking in his eyes ..one could get lost in them..they were so deep..you felt like you could fall in..into a great warm pool of love and never want to come out..
Then this went on for I don't know how long..then..it was if he smiled...his eyes glittered..then I felt him say.."I am leaving you with a gift"...then he opened up his wings and started flying off to the west..so silently..so gracefully..
I will never forget this moment..it has been forever sealed into my soul..I love this owl..he and I have met before in another vision awhile back.
The picture you see at the top of the page is a wondeful representation of this vision..a Wonderful young Woman called Absinth drew this for me..The picture links to her site..to be able to capture someones vision so beautifully..is an amazing talent..she was able to capture the spirituality of this moment..as it was so awesome..so beautiful.
~*~
White Wings
This vision..was quick..and happened in church during worship...I love to sing and raise my hands up to God..and praise Him and dance before Him..well I had closed my eyes so as to block everyone else out..and suddenly I was no longer there..I was in this place..a warm loving place..when I realized someone was behind me..I wanted to tuen and look but this being wouldn't let me..as if to say not now..well I became aware of these huge..and I mean huge..I know they were bigger than the building...I couldn't understand how they fit in there..yet I wasn't in there..weird stuff for the brain to try to comprehend..then the wings started unfolding out and then around me..first one came from my right to cross over to the front of me..then the other came over from my left..and completely enclosed me..they were soft as down..so white..like a color we don't have here..and they had a perfume about them..subtle..yet exquisite..they just held me enclosed for awhile..then the words.."You are loved..and protected..and safe"came to me..Then I was back in the present..and none else had seen a thing..
It really shook me up..I went to my pastor to tell him what had happened..he just kind of looked at me..like one looks at a child who tells you he just saw Santa Claus..This has been a real source of frustration for me..to try to get some kind of help with thses things..they overwhelm me..I know some call them Satanic...I do not believe that for a second...I really don't understand exactly what they are..but they have been a part of me for so long..and many times they have saved my life..
This also happened at a later date..in church..again behind me..I was so depressed and sad at this time..but instead this time I felt my arms being held underneath by wings..as if to say "I am here..and I will help hold you up til you are stronger"..and an energy came into me..it really helped.
~*~
Buffalo Speaks
One day while at the park where we feed the homeless..the city was having a Wildlife Exhibition...It would greatly offend me I was to find..and rip my heart in the process..
There was a "petting zoo"..I love animals so I went over to see them..they had all sorts of animals..Camels..rabbits..goats..sheep..an ostrich..a kangaroo..it was straight from the pit of Hell as far as I was concerned...the "feel" of the place..was horrendous..it made me sick..children running screaming..people walkinjg in with their dogs..the animals in small confined places..the kangaroo was frantically trying to get away from this dog..it's owner thought it was so funny..the roo was a baby in about an 8x4 cage...it was about to go mad..I cry tears as I write this..most of the animals were in horrible shape..bones..the ostrich 's feather's were almost all gone around it's face..it's grace and beauty gone..the sheep all dirty..their coat unkempt,unhealthy..
I cried as  I walked around stunned..all these people looking and not seeing..there were some who saw as I saw..we felt so helpless..then ..
I spotted him...a baby..so precious..about 3 feet tall...in a tiny fenced in area..he couldn't even turn around in...it was a baby buffalo..I went over to him and knelt beside him to talk to him..I touched his matted filthy coat...I hugged him..oh my God...just bones...I know you will thiink me crazy...but I heard him cry..tears of a child sobbing..scared...not understanding what was happening...so sad ..so lonely...it was like I had connected to a light socket..I cried openly..people looked at me as if I had lost my mind...I said.."This poor baby is sick"...he spoke to me.."I am afraid...I don't feel good...I want my mama...she is gone...where is my mama...no one hears me"..and then..tears..tears of a child...I still hear them...
I was furious...I went to find the owner..there was a jerk running the thing..saying he didn't need people like me running my mouth...I finally found the owner..he was slick as any snakeoil salesman..a horrid person..being in his prescence made me ill..but I spoke up..I said ." These animals are sick "..he said"Oh really which one in particular?".....speaking down to me..I replied.." Well for one the buffalo..he is upset..and afraid..and he is sick".."Oh him"..."Well his mother died recently and he hasn't wanted to eat"...now I understood...but "He has no business out here then..being stressed  around all these people" ..I said.
"What are you a vet?..he replied sarcastically..I told him "No..but I was a person who had eyes and ears and a heart..unlike him"..He got furious with me...I walked away..you can't reason with someone who is greedy and their ears and heart are closed...
I went back to the buffalo..I hugged him again so close..and cried tears for him and his loss...I told him I loved him and was so sorry.No one would understand..
Never has my heart broke so much..Please when you see these petting zoos..open your eyes..see what is really there..it may shock you..and maybe one  of the occupants will speak with you too.
Not all are bad...just keep your eyes open.
I will never forget the little buffalo..he is seared into my memory.
~*~

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