Hello Little darling,,,
This is your mommy speaking,,,you and I need to have a talk,,,you
are going to be born soon darling and
there is something that you have to know...
Things are not to good with me right now darling,,I am having
a real hard time,,,I just barley have the
money to pay the rent,,,and I have to scramble to keep your sister in diapers...
Your daddy, does not love us anymore,
and says that he does not want to see us ever again....
So little darling I have to do something that is going to tear
me to pieces, but it is something that I have to
do... I am going to give you a new mommy and daddy,,, they will
love you very much,,and they will be
able to give you things that I cant.
Don't cry little darling, and please don't move away,,,
I am doing this because it is for the best...not
because I don't love you, but because I do...
I want you always to remember little darling that I love you,,,and
I will be thinking of you always... and
little darling at night if you listen really carefully you might
be able to hear me,,,for at night just before I
go to sleep I will talk to you..
When you are older little darling, if you want to find me, I will
be here waiting with open arms, ready to
hold you once again...
So don't be afraid little darling,,,we can do this if we
work together, and little darling - you and I will
always know one another,,,somehow God will let that happen..
So for now little darling let me tell you once again,,,I
love you! Please never forget that...Thanks for
listening little darling, but more than that thanks for understanding!
Love Mommy
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