Part Twenty Four
"Angie, what's with chu?" Jack demanded, following her into the library.
"Jack," Angela sighed and shook her head, "what are you going to do?"
"What are ya talkin' about?"
"Well, I mean, here you are! Here you are in Boston! So now what? I mean, what are you planning to do here? When are you going back to New York?"
"Oh, what? Ya want me ta leave now?" Jack asked, defensively.
"No! Of course not! Why do you keep doing that?" Angela cried, frowning.
"Doing what?"
"You keep..I don't know, just like... You keep misinterpreting what I mean! It's so aggravating!" Angela gestured elaborating with her hands.
Jack looked at her darkly and turned away. He sat there for several moments, not saying a word.
"I mean, I'd just like some answers for once," she sighed and put her hands on her hips.
"How come it's always my fault?" Jack mumbled under his breath.
"What?"
"What I mean is," Jack straightened, "why are you da one who always needs answers from me? And why do I always not unda'stand stuff? Don't you eva' do anythin' wrong?" he finished, his voice barely above a whisper. His face was blank. He refused to look Angela in the eye.
Angela swallowed hard and sat down next to Jack, her eyes glazed over. "Am I really that awful? Am I really that much of a spoiled brat?" Angela whispered, horrified. "God, I'm sorry...I just..." Angela shook her head, feeling absolutely terrible. She had never been one to worry about what other people thought of her but in the eyes of the one person that it truly mattered, she had screwed up, big time. "Excuse me," she said in a shaky voice and stood up abruptly.
"No, Angie. I-I didn't mean it," Jack called weakly after her. Angela paused in mid-stride, her back to him. "Then why did you say it," she asked, her voice low and her words measured carefully. "You wouldn't have said it unless it was true. At least partly." She slowly turned to face Jack. His face fell. Angela sighed, her eyes flicking down to the floor then back up again. "I'm sorry," she said calmly, "I'm sorry I've been such a pain. I'm sorry for my behavior. I'm sorry that that's the impression I put across. I'm sorry." She paused. "I'll arrange for you and Clara to catch the 4:15 train to New York. You'll be home by dinnertime. Goodbye, Jack," Angela smiled slightly, "I love you," she whispered. Angela painfully closed her eyes and walked out of the room.
The End
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