ALABASTER BEING

Sept. 4, 1999

The weekend of Aug. 27th I had the pleasure of attending the wonderful Winje's Summer Event in the High Desert of California. During the weekend I was lucky enough to have a Hypnotherapy session with Dr. Richard Boylan.

The following is the background conscious memory of an experience which occurred a year ago I had questions about and then the hypnotherapy session:


About a year ago, August, 1998, I had a long bout with the flu. This type seemed to wipe out all physical and mental energy of the ones who got it, including me. For a month I could not go even 4 hours without resting. Sometimes just sitting up in bed was enough to bring on more sleep. Hard to try and work that way!

One afternoon I was at my computer working on something in my little office. My Boxer was fast asleep in the hallway by the office door. All of a sudden I became SO sleepy I could not keep my eyes open for another minute! I did not have the Energy to get myself to my bed either. So, I took my keyboard off my lap, folded my arms together on my desk and laid my head on them. I promptly fell into a sleep.
I woke up feeling more rested after seemed to be about 10 to 15 minutes and went back to working on the computer. I noticed my dog was still sleeping soundly.

That evening as I was getting ready for bed I bumped myself on my upper left arm pulling a t-shirt off. My arm was sore!. Could not think of why my arm hurt. When I looked in the mirror I found 4 finger-pad sized marks running up and down the outer upper arm! The middle mark was largest and most painful! I thought a moment and knew that I had not bumped into any door frames or walls. My dog did not scratch me or dig at my arm..... WHAT COULD HAVE CAUSED THIS?
The marks faded over a month's time. The soreness took 3 months to go away! Even now if I press my upper arm I can still feel slight soreness in that one spot!


August, 1999.
In my session with Dr. Boylan I became very relaxed and soon I was back to that afternoon in Aug. 1998. I became an observer to the event as well as feeling as though I had become "me", within the event.
As the observer I noticed my dog was fast asleep in the hallway. As I looked at him, I suddenly noticed half of a face peeking around the door jam! "Oh, oh.......a Being, looking very light grey, about 5 feet tall (not sure about the height as I was sitting down), had dark eyes, and was watching me! I then suddenly became "Me" in the event.

I felt an energy presence come up behind me. It felt benevolent. My feeling was the Being was masculine and kindly. An arm reaches across my head and takes hold of my left arm pulling me around toward my right-side as well as moving my swivel leather chair in the same direction. I became awake within the sleep. I started to cry. This Being wanted me to open my eyes and look at him! Yet, I was ashamed to open my eyes and look at him. I understood that he was reading my mind. Still being in a cycle of grieving a number of losses, I didn't want to acknowledge the tears over my deep inner Self-sadness! He kept beseeching, telepathically, in a very kind, understanding way, for me to open my eyes and look into his. I "felt" him kneeling in front of me, still holding my arm and chair. He seemed to be trying look under my bent head like one does with a child when getting the child to look at you. In fact, I did feel like a child! I also felt he would not leave until I complied. So, gathering my strength, I opened my eyes...... Wonders did I behold!

There, in this encounter, was this Being with dark liquid eyes, half closed, focusing straight into my now opened eyes! The eyes were straight across his face about the length of my index finger and thumb, and maybe opened about less than ½ an inch but wider than 1/4 inch. The eyes exuded compassion, tenderness, and most of all, a very loving understanding! Like the Being really felt my emotions, he knew how these emotions felt! This was such an overwhelming feeling for me and at the same time, sad for someone to really "read" my inner thoughts so clearly

I can only describe his skin as looking like pure alabaster-white! It was so white, so beautiful, it took my breath away! One could almost see through it but no, it was pure, pure white which seemed so healing, so clear to look at.

At this point in the encounter my observer-Self saw that I was then reaching out to this Being to touch him, through my tears to touch the whiteness.....He had no hair, no bumps, no wrinkles. I took my hands and gently ran them over the top of this Being's head, over his face! Then, I ran them along the sides toward the extended skull in the back. His head was not round, more like ours in the front and sides, the top of the head sloping upward over the crown, the back of the head extending outward some. He allowed me to touch him all I wanted. I noticed the ears were small, somewhat like folds of skin (like goats) yet the folds were chiseled and smooth. I got the feeling since they use telepathy exclusively that the ears were not needed any longer. (Possibly genetically disappearing through the generations?) His arms are long and thin. The nose was slight, yet finely chisseled. The mouth was small.

As I touched this Being I noticed the skin was smooth and cool. I was breathing my touch of him into me. I knew he was real yet I got the impression I could press right through him if I tried (which I didn't). Hummm, a Shape Shifter? I felt such gentleness from him and in response, my touch was very light. As I ran the tips of my fingers over his chest, I could not feel bones just the smooth, cool skin.

All this time he was looking into my eyes with those half-closed eyes. I could not take mine away from his gaze! All I saw besides the eyes...his head, his neck and chest was via peripherical viewing. I could not get my fill of the love being emitted from those eyes! My fingers tingled and felt very cool during the recall session.

I received a telepathic message. He told me "It was time to move forward now toward the future. To release the past and be right here in the Now." This message was not just for me but for all humans on Earth as well.

Then, he turned me back to my desk and returned me to the same position he found me in, sleeping on my arms upon the desk.

Within a week after that afternoon's nap, I was very aware my energy levels had been restored to their high normal level.!

I feel there is something more to the message. In the days and weeks ahead, I plan to allow my mind to flow back to this experience and see if there actually was more to his message! I had such an expansion of knowingness, of release, of love within my mind during the recall.

Now, a week later what sticks in my mind is the most pure alabaster-white skin I have ever seen, its silky smoothness and the Being's overwhelming un-conditional Love! I just sigh when I think of this beautiful Being from another place, perhaps another dimension. I am grateful for this experience and the awesome recall session with Dr. Boylan!


FOOTNOTE: September 16, 1999
Yesterday, I spent a long time with a very good friend who is also a great psychic!. We worked together all afternoon. During the session for me, I went back to the original experience to see if there was more of the message than I had gotten earlier. I felt I was more into the touch and feelings of my experience than receiving the complete message. However, I had this feeling there was more to it. I knew my Friend could assist me safely. There was more to the message! The added message was, for me personally: "Let go of the past. Find sunshine in your life. I came here to help you move forward. You are not done. Adventures await you!"

For all Mankind, he said:
"Let go of the past, find sunshine in your lives. Changes, both good and sad, await individuals including Earth, which we consider an individual, for restoration of Wholeness on your pathways in your dimension. Where your Thoughts be, will be the direction of your ways. Be wise and loving..No such word as perish...only continuation."

Author's note:
I believe this Wholeness is the bringing in of balance into each of us, Spirit, Mind and Body. Therefore our daily lives become more balanced.

I had written questions at home for my friend to ask me. I was hoping maybe in that session he might somehow answer the questions...Never tried that before and didn't know if it would be possible. You will see by the answer to question #6, that perhaps during this session of recalling the original session, my Alabaster Man returned to me today! I have not other suggestions as to how these questions were answered.
Let me share this with you as well.

1) Do you have a name...."No name."

2) Where are you from? "Everywhere, nowhere. I work from the 7th dimension."

3) How do you travel to Earth? "The Force of Thought by individuals on your plane are received. We come on that flow of thought. Instantaneous thoughts have frequencies and we move through space on those frequencies."

4) Do you use dimensional shifts in traveling? "Not necessary. Thought is there. Humans have a need for division, separation. Not necessary. All is everything. It is more an understanding of frequencies.

5) Are you a "shape-shifter"? "Not actually physical. What you perceive as physical, is a choice of a given group of atoms that I chose to incorporate for you to perceive me with you. You perceive the tangible. I am energy."

6) Will you come again? "As you wish. Again, I explain if you will...the Law of Thought and ready acceptance of that Law."

7) Can we do this with me in a waking state? "The Thought, results."

8) What may I do to assist you? "Trust in your August, 1998 process. Work on your process. BE."

Sincerely,
Marian MacNeil, C.HT.
c1999


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