That friend of mine there he goes Beyond my shadow to the horizon and vanishes at that point where my tear drops fall flowing through my broken heart My dear friend as I watch you go and think When you return to this point where only I carry the flame I won't be the same no longer able to endure the pain of love unreturned Let the fire die Let the tear drops end I'll look for my friend and will no longer pretend I'll look to the horizon See him appear at that point where my love vanishes and the flame disappears © Wildheart 1997
Pray for me These are the days of victims & death Wanting to cry Wanting to vomit Wanting to curl into a ball and wish the world away Once again the dark hours return and the dead do speak from their cold graves Don't brush your hair Don't go outside Hide from the light and burn inside alone alone alone The dead follow me too sick to write crying too much to write but all I can do is write of darkness and death there is no one to tell no one to call me home I have no home This is my day tears tears tears cold and lonely tears
© Wildheart 1997
Back to the wall You don't have to see what you cannot face A black wall Always there A shadow on your shoulder just a reminder of what you cannot do Dreams, reality and the future on the other side they wait as time ticks away in a nightmare ditch of pain and fear Dark visions flow through your mind flooding your world with invisible hands That hold the wall in place and keep you down © Wildheart 1990
Black wings, red eyes Waiting to spread fear An angel of evil nesting in your heart Delve deep Deep into the darkness the bottomless well of vengeance Drink heartily in your never-emptying well of selfpity Angel of evil never lets the wounds heal returns time after time to renew the festering crevasse of all the times that you were wronged Black wings take you there to remind you you have every right to feel the way you do An angel of evil you have become Romanced by suffering Rejoicing in sorrows passed Rotting from the inside out forgiveness and its soft glow once had meaning and lead you onward Now extinguished by a black wing reborn to vengeance and vengeance you must have that is your right Though history cannot be changed by any self-righteous act Black wings soar the dead stay dead and the pain remains You have a right to mourn Stolen innocence, broken promises yet to be born Sadness could save you but red eyes see only revenge seek the agony watch it replay and grow And let your angel of evil keep misery alive © Wildheart 1993
He warned me but still I wait As the days grow to weeks The moon waxes an wanes and still I remain He said he doesn't own me but to him part of me belongs They say love waits But do they know how fast time passes by As memories of him become a distant star so empty in the heart of me like the new moon sky © Wildheart 1997
The future sings a sad song so clear a story of me without you and if you want to hear just listen I know you hear each heartbeat but just listen to each space inbetween empty spaces filled with longing for what you will not give I tore down my wall miles upon miles it was Tore down that wall, only to find yours too many miles upon miles it is Too exhausted Too much time passed How I wish for an easier task The future sings to me a little crack a little chip and I am no further The song says walk away, but I can't today It's all good enough for you but some day I will turn away and sing the future's song © Wildheart 1998
I had to cry before I could fly Had to feel the pain I didn't want to feel Watching true love slip through my fingers let it run free let it run wild Tears had to pour before I could soar The tears of regret fell into the ground While the tears of love fell into my heart let them stay free let them stay wild You were here when I needed you most You chased away my bitter dreams I never knew the power of love Until I believed in the power of you and the power of me Without your love, I'd have no wild dreams If I didn't love you, I wouldn't set you free the love never leaves but it's hard to let you go As the tears run dry The sun rises on a different sea And the wind calls to me To take what I know, and climb a new hill I am almost ready, but first one more tear And I think of the one who loves me dearly And who will often think of me think of me free think of me wild © Wildheart 1998
I've had other realities forced upon me Every day I battle the darker side of existance And the fact that I am alive Is the only proof I have That I am winning © Wildheart 1997
You say it's all a conspiracy and that's just the way those people are Secret lives, so much to hide and so much to destroy Refuse to be a pawn but if you know so much, won't those people come for you? sonar, radar, nightvision gun control, Jews, television The enemy is anyone Those people watch your every move Bury those weapons Quote your revelations and rest assured in camoflage That all we see is one big lie The naive die never knowing that no airplane crashes by accident While the wise survive to face the end with no fear Heaven is waiting With all those warheads aimed at your house The end must be near All hail, it must be World War III It must happen or those people will make you get a job © Wildheart 1998
Everything has gone grey I cannot feel and I do not care everything has gone grey In a world with no contrast the differences are too subtle to notice and nothing accomplished can matter All insight on my situation is far too ordinary to consider A mental tunnel vision guides me straight on to nowhere everything has gone grey Colors once everywhere I can no longer see a rose once red the sky I knew to be a radiant blue look the same to me In a world of grey I fade away into the background I have gone Lost in a world with no horizon Living a life long dusk © Wildheart 1994