And this is my life
with thoughts of death
swirling through my mind
the hope for sleep
to overcome my soul
to perchance die to live again
maybe this time
better
with more hope
more love
more joy
maybe this time
I wont be hurt
to bear the scars
of others pain
maybee this isnt my life
but you get what you deserve
so maybe it is
I lay so still
within the darkness
of my heart
the black tinting
left by love
gone wrong
when you walked
away so sudenly
you stole
what was the very best in me
now I like here in wake
at the death bed
of the dreamer
the romantic soul
perished so quickly
drown in tears
starved out of my soul
till it withered
to nothing
but a shell
which to be burried
deep in mourning
goodbye to the dreamer
farewell to the soul
slowly placing
brick by brick
around the shattered
remains of my crystal heart
reaching the heights
of the sky above
gaurding the ends
of my soul
which lay
at my feet
shining in the darkness
left in the emptiness
of the place
you used to reside
beside me
forever you said
so I build this wall
for forever is gone