Our Babies in Heaven

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"And A Little Child Shall Lead Them"

~Linda Lee Buck~Sister-2~7~45--4~19~45

~Rita Ann Bailey~Cousin-1~3~40--12~28~42

~William Lloyd Howe~Nephew~2~9~61

~Louie McClimans Jr~Nephew~12~64

~Raymond Lloyd Aveline~Son~2~19~77-3~27~77

~Christopher Raymond Whitus~Nephew~9~20~77-2~26~80

Linda Lee

I heard so much about her, she would've been 54 yesterday.

Mom always told me the story,

she had a healthy pregnacy and normal birth, but when Linda was born she wasn't right.

She had water on the brain,and was also called a Blue Baby, mom went to the hospital everyday, Dad watched kids.

I wasn't born yet, but anyway they said she was getting better,

Mom and Dad was so happy and Mom said the kids were so excited.

Their baby sister was coming home.

Well Mom and Dad took her clothes and baby buggy up that day to bring her home.

They told them she'd never come home,she got pneumonia and wouldn't make it so they better take a picture of her.

So they did, our sister passed away from complications on april 19, 1945.Linda, I Miss and Love You Very Much

My Angel Sister

Linda

Ashes to Ashes Dust to Dust

Little Linda is here, only because she must.

She just couldn't handle it, God wanted her safe to be next to him in her tiny place.

Like the one in my heart, that she will always hold for my sweet sister Linda died when not very old.

Rita Ann

Rita Ann was a cousin I never knew, she was my mom's sister's daughter.

An only child, Aunt Mary said, she looked just like us girls, she kept all her toys and would show us them once in awhile, she loved her so.

Rita died from diptheria in 1942, back then there was no cure.

I dont know what to say except we miss the cousin we never knew.We Love You Rita Ann, Her mom is with her now.

Angel RitaAnn

C hild of Heaven

Child of heaven come to earth,

You just could not stay.

This world could not hold you

And so soon you went away.

Like a rare and precious rose, Your lovely soul can't die.

Budded here upon the earth,

Now it will bloom on high.

You are a child of heaven And will forever be

In the arms of Jesus For all eternity.

Billy

Billy was my sister Sharon's baby,

He was stillborn, she didn't have a hard pregnacy, he was 2 months early, she got up to go to bathroom,reached up to get something and next thing we knew she was laying on the floor in a pool of blood,hemmoraging, unconsciouness

She was taken to the hospital and they done a cc on her,

He was gone!

She never saw him,never even got to go to his funeral,

I remember Dick coming home the day he died,he stood at fridge with his arm on the door and cried.

He(Billy) was the first boy born in our family, first grandson,first nephew.

The funeral was small,I didnt go, mom didn't want me too, he would've been 38 today! Little Billy, we miss and Love You Still.

Your our AngelBilly.

I'll Hold You in Heaven

From the very beginning I loved you, As I made plans to hold you and rock you:

You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb, But something went wrong and soon you were gone;

My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain, I'd never known such heartache and pain. I wonder who you look like, me or your dad, Do you have my smile and his eyes?

Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small? We had dreams for you that reached to the skies. It was long, long ago and I still miss you so,

Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in heaven. I'll hold you in heaven someday,

When my trials on earth pass away; The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you,

I know you're waiting for me; I never could hold you or tell you "Goodbye", But I'll hold you in heaven someday.

Little Louie

Well Little Louie was a 5 1/2 month old term baby,

Sandy had trouble carrying him, he was fully formed, just wasn't meant to be.

She hemmoraged that night and lost him, but I know she'll see him in Heaven

And she will hold his Tiny Little Body,

She'll rejoice with all Our Loving Jesus and All our Loved ones.

Little Louie,I Love You and Miss You

My Lil Angel Louie

I'll Rock You in Heaven

The years have passed, the pain has dulled a little.

But your memory is still so strong. Though we hugged only thru my bulging belly, I loved you.

I recall patting you, touching you, holding you, as you were safe inside me.

It hurts me to think you might have had a painful departure from this world. I hope and pray it wasn't.

My mind still thinks of you hourly; still I think, "did this really happen? Did my baby really die?

Surely it's just a bad dream!" But it did happen, and now you impact everything I do and say and think.

Never has anyone so deeply impacted my life. Never have I been so aware of others' pain.

You gave me a gift in your life and death, of compassion, understanding and patience with others who are hurting, and for that I thank our Sovereign God.

You gave me closer friends and new friends , and new insights into the Lord's ways.

So out of all my pain and heartache some good has come.

I now find some comfort in knowing. . . I'll Rock you in heaven!

My Darling Baby Boy

Oh I remember the night you were born, it was kinda funny,

My brother came to get me and forgot my mom,as we were leaving she was walking up the street, of course we picked her up.

Ray was born at 10:am, was an easy delivery and such a sweet baby, so pretty, had so much hair. Was in the hospital two days and took my little darling home.

He was such a good baby,hardly ever cryed except when he was hungry,

I remember playing with his hair alot,my older daughter and niece adored him.

They would sit and hold him all the time, my niece was a couple months pregnant when I had Ray.

Days turned into weeks,Ray was five weeks old and I took him to the dr. for a checkup.

He had gained 4 lbs in 5 weeks and she said, she was gonna give him his first shot.

He was a trooper,didn't even cry.

We went home and he slept the rest of the day and except to wake up and eat.

The next day he was cranky all day,very unlike him, later that evening he was ok.

Sandy and I played with him, she put his hair in a bow,put his rattle up to his mouth and he smiled at us for the first time.

Well I gave him his bottle about 11:p.m and then I went to bed too. Well he never woke up,I called the ambulance and my mom,went next door and got my sister.

The ambulance was there within minutes,we went to the hospital,they worked on him for 45 min.

But God wanted him, My Angel died from what they called it then "crib death" Its called Sids now.

My Darling Angel I'll Always Love and Miss You,

Love,Your Mommy.

My Angel Baby

And The Angel Came

Through The Dark when death first seized my little one,

Tears of longing dimmed each dawn, my world stopped cold, through days ahead.

A puppet dangled in my stead My heart ablaze, all joy consumed,

Sorrow rank where love just bloomed, now countless years we've been apart.

I can hold you only in my heart, called by daily cares and needs.

On altered course, this life proceeds, when dark within my spirit dwells.

Your light, my little one, lives on, in my Heart on and on.

My Sweet Little Redheaded Nephew

Gosh I remember so much about Chris, Where do I begin.

Well I remember not wanting to get close to him, I was afraid to love him, but when you seen Chris you just automatically fell in Love with him,

When he first came home I was afraid to hold him,scared he'd be taken from me, but I got over that,and he became my babydoll!

I Lived with Sandy then and so did he, w took care of him for quite awhile, she'd put him to sleep and I'd get up in middle of the night and feed him.

We'd lay on the bed with him and he'd try to crawl down to the end of the bed and we'd grab his foot.

Wow would he get mad.He was the center of our attention,spoiled, but if loving is spoiling then yes he was spoiled alot.

I remember when he was about a year old, I had a dream that a small boy in our family died and was buried in the same lot with my baby boy.

Scared me to death, but everyone said,it's just a dream.I moved in with my mom so I didn't see much of him, except when Sandy or Mary brought him over.

He always wanted to stay all night and most of the time I couldn.t refuse him, I gave him anything,we all did.

He loved The incredable hulk, one night he stayed and was in front of the t.v when it came on, The Hulk went GRRRRR and Chris made a beline for me and jumped on top of me,It was so funny!

The last time I saw him alive was on a friday night, he said, aunt tusie, tan I tay alnight,I said, no honey maybe next weekend.

If I would of only knew that next weekend wouldn't come for him.

Two nights later he went to the hospital cause he could'nt swallow, he was diagnosed with epiglottis.

They(the hospital) told Sandy and Mary to go home cause he was better and they were gonna put him in a pediatrics ward.

Sandy didn't want to leave,they said, they'd call if anything happened.

They(Sandy and Mary) came and got Johnny(Mary's baby)and went home,we slept with our ears open that night and when the phone rang, I just got a awful feeling that it was about Chris.

Sandy talked to Mom first and I just knew it was about our little Chris,crying Mom handed me the phone,

Sandy said; Our baby is gone,all I can remember saying is "Oh No",

I went next door to tell my brother and as I went thru the bedroom I could see my two oldest kids were just sobbing, they had overheard,

I went on over and told my brother and he got mad, I guess from hurting so.The funeral was two days later, was the hardest thing I ever done to walk in there and see my Little Chris Laying in a coffin.

Well I could go on and on but here's where i'll end.

I have so many Angels Watching over me.

My Little AngelChris,I Miss and Love You so,You'll live in My Heart Forever

My Angel Chris

Guess what Aunt Tusie,

Heaven is great. Just like you said,

There's not much longer to wait. Guess what Aunt Tusie

I have a guardian angel who comes at night. I told him I wanted to go,

But the times not right. Guess what Aunt Tusie,

My angel came this morning. While everyone was still in bed,

He came with a warning. I knew my time was soon.

Guess what Aunt Tusie, When you were finally out of sight,

I told my angel, The time is just right.

Guess what Aunt Tusie, When you still didn't know I was gone, My angel put his hand in mine,

And I was no longer stiff or sick,I felt so happy & fine. Guess what Aunt Tusie,

When Gamma called,I saw you crying from above. And I knew how much I was loved. Guess what Aunt Tusie,

On the way to the hospital I heard you pray, Please let them bring him back,

I know you don't want God to take me away. Guess what Aunt Tusie,

It looked like you'd never go on. Guess what Aunt Tusie,

I saw Gamma Hold me tight I kissed you all good-bye with my love,

And tried to tell you I was alright. Guess what Aunt Tusie,

There's no more pain, And I'm playing with Ray

Please Aunt Tusie, Tell Gamma I Love Her

I'll watch all of you all your days through. And be like your guardian angel,

Just because, I LOVE ALL OF YOU!! Your Loving Chris

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