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Your tender body lays motionless
All alone in ICU
Please don't leave me all alone
For my love for you is true
I place a kiss upon your lips
The feel deathly cold
This was not supposed to happen
Until we both grew old
The doctors say your fading fast
You may not make the morning light
Your body injured so severe
Left defenseless can not fight
I sit and stroke your brow
As I tidy up your hair
I tuck the sheets around you
You and I the perfect pair
I think about our future plans
With our love we would not fail
You are my very best friend
And on you I would never bail
I look at you and see our child
With a sweet angelic face
She favors her mother
Such style, beauty and grace
What am I to do with out you
The best part of me will die
If you cease to walk with me
You are the fire in my eye
The nurses came in to tell me
That I would have to leave
But instead of moving out the door
I dropped to my knees
With tears flowing down my cheeks
I prayed to my God of life
To take me away instead
And spare my future wife
It is my place to go before her
To enter Heavens gate
To prepare a place for my love
And watch over her as I wait
I begged my Heavenly Father
To whisk me from this Earth
To leave her on this planet
And just please take me first
I felt my heart grow heavy
But I could feel my spirit lift
He let me enter her fragile body
He allowed me to be life's gift
Now we are guaranteed forever
To walk by each other's side
Because prayers are always answered
Because my God has never lied
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What do I see when I look at you
I see the heavens in your eyes
They sparkle with glorious magic
As the fire that burns inside
Roars out of control
Waiting to consume the lucky ones
I see the sun in your smile
It warms all that come into contact
It gives comfort
In this cold world
I see the God's majestic mountain ranges
You are a rock of strength
During the storms of life
I see the gentle lamb in your spirit
Soft needing to be nurtured
And protected
Let me be you shepherd
I see the beauty of Angel Falls
As your hair cascades
Over your shoulders
I smell the freshness
Of a new born spring
Every time you enter a room
I see the finest silk
As I gaze upon your skin
I look to your breast
I see a mother
Nourishing her child
No more lovely site could
Ever be seen
As I look at your hands
I see mine
Holding yours
For a life time
For to have you
Is to have the heavens
And the earth
And all of Gods splendor
Within my reach
My own personal heaven
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He was born pure as gold
Never to harm a soul
Walking upon this earth
Never putting himself first
Full of love and sensitivity
Healing the sick and elderly
He love us all unconditionally
He would cleanse the heart of you and me
So why did we turn on this man of love
A special gift from our Lord above
Tortured and beaten then crucified
All for us he did die
What kind of monster could take his life
Make this lamb endure such strife
Nailed to the wood of a Dogwood tree
To suffer such misery
Oh my God!!! I don't understand
Because the hammer is in my own hand
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I will take away all the doubts
You ever had for love
I will treat you as an angel
A gift from God above
I will reach into the heavens
And catch a shooting star
Anything it takes
To prove how special you are
I will take away your insecurities
And never leave your side
Battle off your demon foes
And never run and hide
You can have the very heart
Deep inside my chest
For I could die at this moment
And consider myself so blessed
You can take away my sight
For one thing is for sure
No beauty could ever compare
To the beauty that is yours
I could go deaf this very moment
If it was Gods choice
And never feel cheated in life
Because I have heard your voice
But there is one certainty
No matter where I go
Nothing could be as precious
As the gold in your soul
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I know there is a Heaven
For I have seen it in your eyes
I gaze into them deeply
I can see the endless sky
The stars firing cosmic magic
Capture me in their spell
For a simple taste of your pleasure
I would spend a million years in Hell
I would battle Satan's horrid hordes
Through all eternity
For just a minute satisfying
All your Earthly needs
To lay with you in Eden
In a beautiful garden spot
And feast upon your forbidden fruit
And to make you Hellish hot
To wash in your juices
To bathe in your love
Would be the greatest gift
I could receive from above
I would lick the dew from your petals
Sip the nectar from your bloom
Take me to your cosmic heaven
Fly me to the moon
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I was down by the river edge
Sitting on a log
When all at once I was startled
By a talking old green frog
He says I would love to make a trade with you
If you are willing to make the deal
You live mine for awhile
And I will pay your bills
I only need to have a day
As you upon the ground
You can swim and play
While I get to run around
I decided to grant his wish
Like he said I had some fun
And he was a frog of his word
After one day he did return
He was happy as can be
So we again made the switch
I will miss swimming around
With all the lovely fish
I asked him why he was willing to trade
His answer knocked me off my log
He said it was only for sex
And said he was tired of screwing frogs
They have cold and clammy skin
With those ugly nasty warts
And those gross sticky tongues
That they shove down my throat
Their breath smells of rotten flies
Fresh from the city dump
And every time you make penetration
They always go and jump
Their legs are long and bulky
And they have webbed feet
And they croak all night long
It is a wonder that we sleep
But I made you a promise
When we made the trade
So money will be no problem
For all your bills are paid
I really like this little frog
He was a happy soul
But I will kill him if I see him
Because my wife delivered tadpoles
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How did I get infected
Caught with my defenses down
Infected with this sweet pain
That affects my heart
That controls my mind
And owns my soul
Never did I expect
To be a victim
To your sweet poison
My immunities lay defenseless
How did it happen
Just another innocent victim
Who never had a chance
No cure in sight
Nor may even exist
My only chance
Extreme physical therapy
And to be overdosed
By your love
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Who would miss me
If suddenly I was no longer here
If I disappeared as fast as I arrived
Would there be sorrow
Or would I pass like a thief in the night
Who have I touched
In a way that could never be replaced
Or would I be forgotten
By those I thought that cared
What void would I leave
I am not important
The world would never know
That I no longer walked upon it
How long would they cry
Would there be soulful mourning
Or just a few wet tears
Falling from a few caring eyes
Would my voice be forgotten
Like yesterday's wind
Would my face be replaced
By a hundred similar ones
If tomorrow fails to bless me
With life
Who will notice I am not around
If this is my final farewell
Just let me leave you with this
I do love
I have felt pain
Just because I mask it well
It still hurts
There are many that I care for
That will never realize I am gone
If I leave this world
I do want to be remembered
But what chance do I have
For I am forgotten while I am here
I have told those I love
So they know my feelings
And if I hurt you
In leaving
Please forgive me
For being a coward
And leaving so abruptly
I think you understand
For we have talked about it
So many times
I may look strong
I may be strong
But I have finally been beat down
And can take no more
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You are lying there so helpless
Tubes hang from your nose
A machine pumps breath into your chest
Eyes are fixed and dilated
Your arms and hands lie lifeless
The room is full of machines
That controls every function of life
The doctors ask if they should keep them
The decision is mine
But how unfair it seems
How can I make a decision like this
How can I decide when mom should die
A son should never have to face this
A son is supposed to protect his mother
Keep her safe and out of harm
I should not be weighted down
Deciding when her breathing stops
This is not my place
How do I decide when to end
The life of my life giver
I could be selfish
Tell them to keep you on
But that would not be fair
I love you too much to ever let you suffer
So I make our decision for us
God help I pray
I kneeled down beside you
Told you all that you where to me
How you was my hero
And how empty my heart will be
They say you don't hear or understand
But I know you do
And I know you felt my tears fall
When I leaned over to kiss you
I kissed your lips and forehead
I said my good-byes
As I heard the nurse shut off the machines
I heard your final sigh
It sounded like a thank you
And not a goodbye
I know some day I will hold you again
I will feel your lips upon my cheek
But I still feel you with me
And I see you when I look in my mirror
And that makes me smile
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I would crawl on bended knees
Through shards of broken glass
Cross miles of hellish desert
Just to see you at last
I will give up all I have
And all I have to come
For just a moment in your presence
For a second to feel I belong
I would climb the highest mountaintop
If I knew it would draw your eyes to me
I would give up all my breaths
For once to feel you breathe
I would lay my life down for you
Without you it's not worth a damn
If you are not here with me
I can not be who I am
I will pamper you with presents
Drown you with my love
Fall down and bow before you
Thank god from above
I will travel to the heavens
To prepare for you a place
A place that is worthy
Of a perfect angelic face
Prepare for you the finest wings
To adorn you're pretty back
You will never want for anything
And love you will never lack
I would swim the deepest ocean
Just to land on your shores
I would love to be the stranger
That knocks upon your door
My heart aches when I don't see you
It is like death when you go away
But rebirth happens as soon
As your smile lights up my day
If things could have been different
And we walked together down that aisle
My life now would be perfect
Instead of alone on my last mile
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I know I love you
What else could it be
I hurt inside until we speak
I am lost in misery
Until I see you
I wait in restless anticipation
For your arrival
You invade my dreams
As I sleep
I look forward to bedtime
So we can be together
I know it is a fantasy
But during sleep
It is real
I awaken
With your kiss
Still warm upon my lips
And when I do wake
I lie there
In woeful mourning
For my dream is over
And you are not here
My day filled with waiting
Until I am blessed
With your angelic presence
And then I am in heaven
And when the conversation
Is over
It is sweet hell
Waiting until we next speak
And then I have my slumber
Where we can dance
To the rhythm of the storm
That thunders through my soul
And floods within my heart
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A princess so beautiful
Adorn in a gown of white
Sequins and chiffon
Never have looked so exquisite
Almost a shame that the vale
Covers her face
But still it glows
As bright as the morning sun
Her beauty overwhelming
Her brides maids in a lovely row
They seem as peasants
In the presents of the queen
They should all bow before her
And feel grateful
To be so blessed
I should be so happy
Yet I fight the tears
My loss saddens me
My baby girl
Now belongs to him
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Let me sleep with you
Even though I am so far away
Take me on a journey
In your dream world
Show me your fantasies
Let me feel what you feel
I want to experience
You're ultimate pleasures
The way you do
I want to feel your emotions
From the inside
Take me to the summit
Of excitement
Or maybe a peek
At ecstasy
Let me be your gallant knight
To fight away your fears
To defend you from
Your nightmares
Or maybe just run
Just run as children
Together through fields
Of clover and flowers
Let me experience
Your innocence
From the eyes of a child
What ever your dreams bring
Take me with you
For that would fulfill my dreams
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Let me rub your body
With warm fragrant oils
Soothe away the tension
Brought on by daily toils
As I rub your silky skin
Just relax and close your eyes
Take yourself far away
Maybe to a tropical isle
I'll become one with your body
I shall never stop to rest
As I rub across your tummy
And caress those supple breasts
Your body is my canvas
My hand can be my brush
And to get the perfect masterpiece
An artist shall not rush
I will work each area
Like a master of the arts
I promise not to overlook
Any specific part
I will take you to the clouds
Or out to a distant star
All the time you lie there
You will never move too far
I will take you so close to heaven
You may hear the chapel bells
But your blood will be boiling
As if you went to hell
After I finished my massage of you
As your eyes look deep within
Your mouth would open slowly
And whisper please massage again
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Come to me
Let me love you
The way you deserve
The let me stimulate
Your mind with
Sweet melodies
Of beautiful words
And sentiment
Let me make love
Your mind
Seducing you
With subtle innuendo
Loving you
As no other
Ever has
Let me love your body
Stoking and caressing away
The stress and pains
Of this brutal world
Let me lead you to paradise
With me as your guide
To a infinite cosmos
Of pleasure and delight
Let me quench your thirst
For passion
As we both drink
From the fountains
Of passion
Let me feed your hunger
Of longing
Longing to become one
With your lover
Two hearts beating
As one
To bodies moving
In perfect rhythm
Until loves destination
Reached together
Most important
Let me nourish
Your soul
Insuring that you will never
Have to face this world
Alone
Even when life passes
I will be with you
As you with me
Together for eternity
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