Running from the world of chaos and indecision, I stumbled upon a magic glen amidst a sparkling forest. In the middle of the serenity was a whimsical little pond bubbling forth with love. I marveled at the incandescence of the glittering froth - the ever changing hues - so warm and inviting. The sweet liquid swallowed me, filled me with peace, and for one brief moment nothing else mattered. The forest summoned me. At long last, I recognized its murmurs, of secrets once buried. Flickering amongst the trees I noticed tiny flashes of fairies twinkling by darting amongst the honey covered trees A sweet aroma filled the air and the sun's warmth comforted me in spite of the pristine night sky that hung the crystal stars. I closed my eyes; I tasted the sweetness. Suddenly, I realized that I was not alone for there in the pond with an impish grin was my sprite. "You'll like here," he quirked. I nodded with delight. The bubbles frothed about me and wove their magic spell. I bathed in their glory and I marveled at the night. "Come with me," a deep voice said. I closed my eyes and slipped into a dream where things were good and life was grand. Submerged in that hope I moved forward only to find the vision had abated, and there I was alone again. The glitter turned to murk. And yet I chose to be amongst the putrid foam. For living in a fantasy was better than going home. He'd cast his magic spell on me. |
in the background of my mind i can hear the silent voices murmuring of days gone by. tacit confidences of the sages listen and you will learn. there were three wise men who brought forth great treasures and presented them before me. each delicately unfolded the exclusive keepsake of their soul and shared the riches with me. Each in his own time enveloped me and devoured my essence, only to turn, relinquishing his claim, yet lingering, hovering- a vulture circling it’s next meal- until ultimately they all abated. Lost and alone in the world vainly searching for another sage to feast upon my weaknesses. I awoke to find myself in a strange world a recluse in this new reality all was lost; it was finished. i spied three special treasures amongst the rubble of my heart. gingerly, i opened each one they had been there all along - gifts from my magi. The first had given me the gift of life. cleverly embedding into my soul the hope for things to come. A magic time machine empowering me to never be alone to cross the spaces into a joint time. The next had given me the gift of joy. carefully imprinting upon my self the wonder of intimacies. The unique ability to glow allowing me to never be desperate to seek the evasive truths. The last had given me the gift of empathy. gently ingraining upon my heart the peace that comes with love. An intricate union of minds encompassing my very essence to tastes the fruits of youth. in the recess of my reason i still hear the reticent voices whispering of times not lost. special wonders of the sages i listened and I learned. what good can come from bad? it is just a matter of perspective |
In the beginning there was pain And I looked and saw it was no good, So I ventured forth to find solace in the compassion of your soul. In the so called end there was pain and I looked and saw it still was bad, So I reflected back to find peace for the agony in my soul. In the middle there was joy and I looked and saw it was love. So I reached deep to find memories of the other part of my soul. In the future there is hope and I look and see the futility. So I struggle hard to reclaim love and compassion for my soul. |
one lucky moment i found my soul i danced in its glory and lingered in its light it was a special gift to feel the warmth and safety in the night. it merged into my essence became a part of me filled my life with gladness so wonderful so right sheltered me from sadness in its arms holding me tight. |