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Yong Ae
Yong AeMy work is about my personal translation of the emotional feelings, such as darkness of my digital composition translates the endless misteries of the digital world, warmth of these darkness means the ability of recreating the beauty and the emotions of the experience in life. Only through the lights of grace, the vision, and the faith in God, we can free ourselves from the darkness to the light. Also, the fantacies that I free myself from the certain categories in this field, as realistic charactor modeling. Instead, I create the organic abstract figures in 3 dimensions, and give it a environment,which spontaniously textured and structured with my own imagination to express the aesthetics of the scene, and the intensity of the moment with lighting effect. Colaboration in music, the animated movements of the object will create the whole atmosphere, where we all may not understand but to feel the love and forgiveness, some might even see the visions and the dreams of their own. Like darkness of the digital space, that embraces all the creatures without suggesting of anything. Like light, brightens all the goodness, badness and most of all gives the reason to all of our struggles to reach the harmony in universe. And there's music, in it we greatly free ourselves and others.
What I have emphasized the most through my work is to create the environment where we all can acknowledge our otherselves, furthermore for that aspect, forgive ourselves and the others, overcome the differences in ourselves and be able to love and care for one another as a indivisuals. As a christian, yet so imperfect... it is my ultimate goal to claim the works of mine if I may. To love you, free you. Hope that my work will have life of its own to deliver the souls and the visions of humanity forever, Amen.
My web site consists of an essay and links to my stills
and to my personal page. On my essay page,
I have an animated eye at the top,
which will take you back to the index page.
on the rightside of the eye is Yong-Ae ,
which will take you to my personal page.
On the leftside from the eye, I have Y,
which will introduce my still images that I have captured from
the 3D animations, and the stills from the models that I have made in software Form Z.
Also, At the bottom of my essay, you will see the animated icon of my stills.
I have tried to organize my website as convenient as possible for anyone who is interested.
I created my first digital painting, entitled Face in Fractal design painter program.
I have tried to express the emotional anxiety in the piece.
Then I've created my Inca using software Ray Tracing, which creates the 3D models and the 3D enviroment.
In Inca I've worked to express the value of the past(history), although it has lost their existence in the present time, it still sustain the greatness of the culture in my oppinion.
Secondly, image en6(environment6) was done in Photoshop 3.0 as my senior project. Although, I've named it at the time as "Beauty and the Beast", originally, it is result of manipulating the three pieces of the different still images.
The background was from my 3dimentional still image from Topaz. The foreground image was taken from "The false mirror"(1928) by Rene Margritte.
The third image added to this was the venus figure from the "Entrance to the city"(1940) by Paul Delvaux (picked the femail nude as brush and pasted in middle of the eye).
It defines my creation of the multidimentional digital work, and the mystical feelings about our humanity, and the eye as symbolizing the visions and the dreams of my work. Personally, I would Like to explore more on the organic figures,
and the psychological expressions toward their environments and the relationships with the colors and the lights.
Then I would colaborate the music to express the poetic side of the humanity.
In black, we reach out for others and embrace all the falses and the pains. In darkness,our breath stops for the mystery and the warmth of understanding in journey of life. Yet, we never are alone, guided by the higher power than the one we can see. In 1911, five years before his death, Wassily Kandinsky said "black is silence of the body after death, the close of life", but my definition of the black compare to his, differs on the perception of the life. His definition of the black based on physical terms of life , but since my view's based on human spirituality, black is simply one period of the state, where not the end of life but the restart, it rather transfers you to the next dimension of the life, which is light. y3 was created also in Topaz, the one scene from my animation piece. As We can see my logo "Y studio" on the middle of the image. First, I created the grey big bubbles with red light effect and texture as present foreground scene, then I let the camera fly through the tunnel, at the end of the tunnel, my logo "Y studio" turns slowly. spot is the foreground scene of big bubble from the animation. Once, Yoichiro Kawakuchi was my great hero in this field, I wanted to create the beautiful abstract forms and let it travel through the space that i made. Then I had chance to learn the Form Z, where I made my Fall, caged and "giraffe". FormZ was very useful to create the models or the enviroment and bring it in to the SGI program or other 3d enviroment.
Leonardo Da Vinci once said "And those men who are inventors and interpreters between Nature and man,
as compared with boasters and declaimers of the works of others, must be regarded and not otherwised esteemed
than as the object in front of a mirror, when compared with its image seen in the mirror,
For the first is something in itself, and the other nothingness.. Folks little indebted to Nature, since it is
only by chance that they wear the human form and without it I might class them with the
herd of beasts.", in my understanding of his work, i strongly feel that the drawings on the human figures reflacts human emotions.
Certainly, female figures of his drawings symbolizes the goodness and the holiness of the motherhood and virtue of the Nature itself.
My icon of the eye, symbolizes the boldness and greatness of my sketch drawings which done in less than 1 minuate in fractal painting and the program "Director".
Also, would like to mention of
Whistler,
whose work is spontanious, and the title of his work suggest the
theme, rather than direct name of the event or the
figure. So these artists has inspired me greatly on my composition.
When time comes I'll work more on the human spirituality, the organic figures, and the enviroments to define the darkness, lights, the humanity with the movement and the music which we call animated piece. Thanks for the efforts of your time. Hoply, you have gain your spiritual peace and joy somewhere in my visions. May God Bless....
