"I hope that I don't fall in love with you... 'cause falling in love just makes me blue. Well the music plays and you display your heart for me to see. I've had a beer and now I hear you're calling out to me... and I hope that I don't fall in love with you..."

Welcome to the section of my page devoted to the greatest/worst feeling in the world. Love. Now before I go on, for those of you who don't know already, I am a homosexual. Now what I find the biggest prejudice against homosexuals, gay men in particular, is that they're all hedonistic sex fiends who probably don't know the first thing about love and emotions and a genuine relationship. Unfortunately, many gay men in my age group tend to live up that stereotype and are proud of it. And then there's the more hidden sect of the gay community who still believes in love, romance and a monogomous relationship. I'm one of them. That's probably why I've only been in one relationship before. Or maybe it's that I'm just plain ugly ^_^; though I'm told that's not entirely true :)
Yes I've had my heart broken several times. Sometimes through my own device in a one sided pursuit. Although it's sometimes difficult to think this way, It is very likely that Mr Right is out there, but I've just not met him yet. Attraction and love are two different things, but they can often blur together for disastrous results. My feelings for some men in the past have ranged from physical attracion, obsessive crushes, to what I think of the real thing, Love.
I guess this is the part of this page that becomes the emotional baggage area, followed by the "are you the right guy for me?" section.