I cannot speak to you in a way I would love too. These words on paper are my unspoken words to you. Please read, but don't feel pushed or angered.
I know I am not to be anxious, for you care for me.
Yet I fear the consequences of sin, fear the scorn of you, and I fear my own weakness.
You are so near to me, and yet so far.
I serve you so little, because I worry so.
I would take a firm stand for truth, but I fear being wrong.
I fear being ignored, being misunderstood, and so.....I say nothing.
I fear that you be angry with me, so often I would have spoken, acted.....but I have not had the courage.
I might have loved.....but I feared being rejected again.
I might have given a gift, but I feared my own needs might not be met.....
Forgive me...as I cowardly kept still.
I am very sensitive, but I do know how the power of words can hurt.
Let me show you how much I love you.
That is at least one thing no-one can take away or stop.....not even you.....can stop me from loving you.
Therefore I know how much Loneliness can hurt.....it really hurts me!!
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