No more time to waste
No more lives to jeer
No more nights alone
In paralyzing fear.
Free me from this earthly hell
Free me from this hating existance
I want to find my way
I want you to help me
Care for me
Never leave me
Tell me I'm worthy
It's all my fault
I know it is
I'd say I'm sorry, but you'll never believe me
Those years of hell
Just one more time
I'll do it again
coz that's how it is
Re-live it again
take in the sounds
experience it once more
feel the emotions
feel the fear & the hate
feel the dread and the pain
Know the lies are true
think the lies are true
try to stop it,
but simply get in the way
try to hide,
but get drawn in anyway
Why does it happen?
Why am I here
Get me out
Help me out
Leave me out
Steal me out
Let me live again
Let me forget it all...
I want out
Out of the memories
Out of the pain
Out of the horror of living it all again.