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On the Short Days



I can do it. I can
Get it all done.
With twenty-four hours in every day,
How can there not be enough time?

Precious moments lost
Upon that thought.
What can you do
When you work every minute
To the bone
So you won't suffer the guilt
Inflicted by a quiet moment?
Can I face the knowledge that
I'm not the woman my mother was?
A woman who rose to work with the dawn
To cook food for my belly,
Clothe my body,
Impart wisdom for my young mind,
And love me so that my soul
Could also grow to its fullest.
All for me, times three.

Somehow I manage to feel lessened
When I take the time to be more.
I can't settle for simply being a cook,
A maid, a wet nurse, and a warden.
If I can't survive with my selfish splurge,
My hedonistic hour,
If I can't drag myself from one task
To another through a week of days,
With no respite for the weary,
What kind of mother will I be?



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