Hi. :) Wow, I'm amazed that you still come here. *hehe* I know the last 10 or so entries have been kind of wacko, but rest assured--I'm feeling better. *haha* I don't know why I write such strange things...
So. I just got done watching Madonna: Truth or Dare (again). I know a lot of you hate Madonna, but I love her! It's funny how my mother always tells me that the only reason I don't like people is because I am just like them. I am so similar to Madonna (on the inside), and I think she's great.......
So is it true she had plastic surgery? My brother mentioned something about it, but more often than not he doesn't have a clue what he's talking about. (Rarely surprised there!) But I'm curious...
Every time I watch it, I am reminded of just how beautiful gay men are. I don't know if there is a reason as to why I've always loved gay men... Maybe a hypnotist could sift through my subconscious and tell me why...? I'd be a psychologist's worst nightmare, I think. *lol*
I wonder if this is a common thing? I know that like 95% of all men on earth have a thing for lesbians, but I've noticed that it doesn't run both ways...
It seems to me that straight men always have personality hang-ups or a woman who haunts them. While, on the other hand, gay men have been tainted in other ways...
Maybe it's the laughter. Maybe it's the freedom, the fear of rejection. They represent purity and innocence to me....... (Oh my GOD, I'm stereotyping?!)
I'm not drawn in the same way to lesbians... Maybe because most of them are so strong? Instead of the pain that most gay men hold, they have anger. I find hurt easier to deal with than anger, I guess. I have friends who are lesbians, and they wear their sexuality like a code of honor.
Blunt, harsh sexuality just turns me off, I guess... You know who I thought was beautiful though? Genesis, off The Real World (6?)...
It's funny how the lines get drawn. How most "lipstick lesbians" more often than not turn out to be bisexual.
(Maybe I was just relating to her love of Adam/"Eve"...?)
I don't understand why some lesbians like masculine women? Is there a fine line drawn between men and masculine women? How does the new third sex fit into all of this? Lesbian? Straight? Depends on the person?
And why do gay men love so much of the feminine? Isn't the whole point of loving men to love MEN? Maybe I'm misled. Is there a large differnece between women and feminine men? How do the drag queens fit in?
If so many gay men love feminine men, why aren't all gay men transvestites?
This topic is different, huh? I'm just curious, I don't mean to offend. If any of you would like to volunteer info on any of my questions, you're welcome to. :)
While I'm on the subject, I'd like to send some love and comments to a few gay or bisexual friends/relatives...
Stevie, girl, I respect this sudden decision of yours to choose bisexuality as your label, but I've known you for five years and never ONCE have I heard anything from you about another woman. Recognizing beauty in another woman does not make you gay (if it did, I and half of America would be gay)... Sexuality isn't about seeing things from the inside out. It's about who you feel the need to fuck. (Pardon my bluntness)... Let me know.
Jef--Hey, sweetheart. I know you've got a lot on your mind. I was just afraid I had something to do with it--that's why I hung up so quickly. I'm sorry if I've scared you. You should call me. I know I bring back memories... I'll probably be in SLC in November... We can talk then.
Lawrence--*HUGS* Hey, gorgeous. I miss you! *grin*
Kim--Hello! Welcome to earth? Thought you said you were going to write? You might've smoked that paper... I'll call you.
Andy--So cruel. I don't live there anymore. Call me!!!
Greg--Do you ever read this page?
Kodi and Li--Set a date yet? I still think you should go to Hawaii just for the hell of it... :)
And--so my wonderful straight friends don't think I'm suddenly deserting them--*HUGS, KISSES, and ALL MY LOVE!!!* You know you mean the world to me! I'd send out individual hugs, kisses, and messages, but it's midnight ahere and I have to get to bed.
I love you all!!!!!!! *HUGS*
(What, I don't know you?! Write me!) *grin*
Sweet dreams, my pretties.
Blessed Be.
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