"I would have dated you if you were older."
SLAP!
She threw that right in my face.
I sat there wide-eyed and smiled. It wasn't until
Two hours later I felt insulted. I didn't feel a thing, then,
When she said that to me.
Now I'm mad.
Angry not only at her but at my age.
What is that? "...if you were older"?
I got turned down not because of the way
I walk, not the way I talk, but my own
FUCKING age?! Hell! if I could help any, I'd be 25 and
partying with the best of them! Damn it right down to the
very bottom of Hell!
I can't help it that i'm young, too
young! I can't help it that I like women with wrinkles on their
faces! and I can't help it either when they say, "Sorry, if only you were
older..."
God! However many times it has happened, it's gonna happen again,
again, and again.
i might as well just put a sign around my neck that'll say,"
Sorry, underaged!" How's that? Huh? Handsome bastards out there?!
I even hate myself when that happens: falling in love with an incredible *mature* butch while knowing that i've got to back off anyway...that hurts, man, that hurts like hell!
