Tyldus: I don't know if we are any longer visited by you, I know that you've been busy too.
I suppose you do come now and then, so I repost this once again, hoping you will see it.
To XenaStaff, Cast, And Crew:
From: (XENALover)
Date: 23 Sep 1998 11:37:03
To XenaStaff, Cast And Crew:
I Wish to bid a Fond ADIEU.
To Those I Can, and Cannot See,
It's Been A Pleasant Memory.
To My Long Lasting Regret,
None, But oNE, hAVE i EVER mET,
(Of All Those I've Known, (Netforum Members), On The Internet).
Some People were So Sweet, Others COULD HAVE BEEN Sweeter,
Some Complained ABOUT My Rhyming Meter.
Hate And Battles On A Netforum That Once Was Good,
It's (Now), Such a DIFFERENT Neighborhood.
I Wish I could Say Thanks, And Shake Your Hand,
But I never entered The CONTEST To Go To NEW Zealand.
So Many Hours Spent, WATCHING What PEOPLE SAY,
But MY TIME For That Has PASSED AWAY.
(I) Came Back Briefly After Many A Day,
I see the Same Song, I see the Same Play.
I Know No One Is Crying, I see No Tissue,
But Let Me Get Back To WHY I'll Miss You.
I Loved THE EPISODE Filled With Rhyme And Song,
I Hope You'll Do Another Before Too Long.
Many Good Times Have also Been Spent,
On Shows Filled WITH SADNESS and Sentiment.
One Thing, (At Least In Early Shows), Always Rang True,
You Always Got A Message, (OF Hope, A Moral, Etc.), Through.
Whether To LOVE, (Instead Of Hate), Whether To Fight, (For What Is RIGHT), or Whether to
Learn How To Cope,
Your Messages Were ALWAYS Filled With HOPE.
So Many Hours Spent, They Were Enjoyed,
But I Am Now Homeless, Disabled (Though Not In A Wheelchair), An Unemployed.
(If You Wonder Where the Computer Happens To Be, I'm Using one in the Local Library.)
I ask Not For Any Sympathy,
But When You Lift That Cup Of Tea,
I Just Hope That You'll Remember Me,
And I THANK YOU For The Memory.
XENALover
Just Going Away, A Sort Of Essay:
(To those who know the score, -This Has been said before.
To those in the know- I hadn't been writing since long ago.
To those who knew when I did exist- I'm no longer on Frozina's list.)
The Netforum has been, for many, a sort of authoring tool in the almost limitless world of Electronic
Communication. In the world of Authors, and Books, Many authors over Hundreds of years have
developed Pen Names to cover their true identity, to protect themselves from PERSECUTION,
Prosecution (Whether Just or Injust), Protect their PERSONAL SAFETY, Keep their work from
being compared to Previous work (Under a different Pen-name), and perhaps to write in a different
style, or genre, than that work has previously been done, or to show , perhaps, a different mood.
So Indeed, has been my intention, (for MANY of the Above reasons, except prosecution- I have
NEVER Done anything obscene- In SPITE OF some people's wrongful attempts at using names
similar to mine in an effort to venerate hate towards me, and/or discredit me.
To Those who fail to SEE, or instead READ something into a message that wasn't there, this often
worked. There are those who claim I've got a split, (Or even Multiple), Personality. For those that
Who ARE So Corrupted and, (Please pardon the incorrect use of the following word), BLIND, that
they know not, it seems, of Authors and Pen Names. Some have Called me A Right-Wing
Conservative Christian. I am, in fact, moderate to liberal, not Republican, (which was also stated), and
not of any "Christian" Religion. I am Jewish, and proud of my heritage, regardles of those who hate,
blindly, one for one's religion.
Those who fill their hearts with hate see hate. Those who fill their hearts with love, and seek truth,
shall find TRUTH. Judge not ONE MAN by the actions of Another, or even a THOUSAND, or A
MILLION others in this WORLD, For WE ARE ALL UNIQUE.
I write what is in my mind, and in my heart to say, yet I am influenced by everything I ever learned,
whether the influence is conscious or subconscious. I have had Friends here and have had Vicious
"Flames" from (Apparently) hate-filled People. This is a Mirror of the REAL WORLD, but it is only a
broken fragment. Does it Reflect OURSELVES?, or Just Our Thoughts And Dreams? It is a
CRUEL WORLD, But it IS the only one We have, until We enter the NEXT, should there be such a
place.
Do not read any MESSAGE here that is NOT. There is no message of DEATH here, only LIFE, Or
life in transition, finding, or trying to find, meaning and a place in the world. Go In Prosperity, Live In
Peace, and Give Us Hope and Strength, to create a BETTER WORLD for the FUTURE.
Just my thoughts, which I am sure mirror what I have heard in my life. I cannot credit quotes, I can
only credit GOD, who has created us all.
Finally, I give credit to you, those who have created, and been a part of, the Television show(s), we
love so much.
THANK YOU!
From the pen of XENALover.