|I have often thought about how Joxer feels, knowing he loves Gabrielle,
|but realizing that she does not love him and never will.. I tried to put
|these feelings into the thoughts he might have in the privacy of his own
|torment......
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|IF ONLY......
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|How can I tell you
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|How I feel......
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|I look at you
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|With a full heart
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|But your eyes
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|Betray your distaste
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|Your lips mock me
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|Your voice belittles me
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|If only you could see
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|Past the fool
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|And inside my soul
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|If only you understood
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|That beneath this clown's exterior
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|Beats the heart of a warrior
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|Who lives.....for you
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|If only I could hold you
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|And make you understand
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|How much I love you
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|But I can't
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|If only you could love me
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|But you don't
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|And you never will
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|And so I continue
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|To follow behind
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|And be there
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|To pick up the pieces
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|Each time you break
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|RedPrincess {{~_~}}
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|9/1/98
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