I am so coarse, the things the poets see
Red dawn behind a hedgerow in the east
How soft it rains, how nourishingly soft and green
Has grown the dark humility of this low house
Where sunrise never enters, where I have not seen
The moon by night nor heard the footfall of a mouse,
Nor looked on any face but yours
Nor changed my posture in my place of rest
For fifteen years ---oh how this quiet cures
My pain and sucks the burning from my breast
It sucked out all the poison of my will and drew
All hot rebellion from me, all desire to break
The silence you commanded me…. Nothing to do,
Only to be; to hear no more
Cock-crowing duty calling me to rise,
But slowly thus to ripen laid in store
In this dim nursery near your watching eyes.
Pardon, great spirit, whose tall shape like a golden tower
Stands over me or seems upon my slow wings to move,
Colouring with life my paleness, with returning power,
By sober ministrations of severest love;
Pardon, that when you brought me here;
Still drowned in bitter passion, drugged with life,
I did not know … pardon, I thought you were
Paulina, old Antigonus, young wife.