"YOU"©
Your words ring dead in my ears. Your point has been made "clear". Scream
all you like, you only exhaust yourself. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of
defending myself. I'm tired of the tears, the grief, the
frustration...I'm...I'm...
I can't, I won't do it anymore. You expect everything I can't give. Why? I
just can't.
Why must you continue to yell? Do you think the only way to get through to
me is to get loud?
While in your world, I cannot experience joy. You won't allow it. Let me
have what has been forbidden to me for so long.
Why do you deem it necessary to keep me from having a simple smile? A happy
thought? A loving touch...
How come these things can't be mine, if even for a brief moment...
Please, I'm tired...so, so tired...
M.A.C.
"Better keep yourself clean and bright; you are the window through which you
must see the world."
George Bernard Shaw
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