Suddenly your sucked into a time distortion field. Billions of tiny streams of thoughts, choices, made and unmade decisions, shoot out in every direction from who you are.
You watch them spread out, mixing with an endless amount of others, each one leading back to it's source.
You watch and you feel as each one weaves its way into the web, eventually bumping into others, creating new ripples in each one it touches, changing it's course forever as it continues on bumping from one to another...
You look out at the wild mess going on all around you. You're amazed and yet somehow unconcerned, although something tells you, you should be, you should be deathly concerned. But the confusion and the mess is just too much to even comprehend, too much to even begin to unravel.
Suddenly and without warning, all the effects that you've caused in others come shooting back to you as the feelings they've created. Feelings of joy, happiness, love, sorrow, pain, anger and hate. Each one either adding to who you are or taking away.
Each one you feel completely and entirely. Some ripping away gaping holes causing you to scream out in unbelievable pain, while others leave you sobbing with joy and love..
Under it all a terrible fear is growing, causing you to wonder what of "you" will be left if ever this should end.
Panicked thoughts and wishes that you had been more aware of what you had been doing as you stumbled your way through life, flood into your mind....
As suddenly as you had been sucked in, you're spit out. Left feeling confused and bewildered, not sure of what just happened. The whole experience fades away as though it had all been a dream......
You pick yourself up and without another thought, walk back out into the mess......


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