The Story of Big Fellow


by Jeff Wilson

Thus I have heard:
Long ago before your grandmother's grandmother was born, there lived a great king called Five Weapons. King Five Weapons was famous for defeating the horrible monster Sticky Hair, and for ruling his kingdom so well that if an old lady dropped her purse in the street, everyone would rush to be the one to pick it up and hand it back to her.

One day, a messenger came to King Five Weapons and told him, "Sire! We are in desperate trouble! There is a huge monster roaming the land, eating people and cattle everywhere he goes. His name is Big Fellow, and he is the brother of Sticky Hair. We have tried to chase him off, but he is too large. You defeated Sticky Hair all by yourself- now you must come and free us from Big Fellow!"

King Five Weapons kissed his wife and little children, and got on his royal elephant to go and meet with Big Fellow. He traveled through the woods and over many streams. Finally, he found a place where there were no animals and no people. Bones lay strewn about everywhere, and the broken weapons of fallen warriors littered the ground.

King Five Weapons got down off of his elephant and strode ahead alone. He rounded a big rock, and there was Big Fellow himself, standing next to the path to catch his supper. The monster was so large that King Five Weapons couldn't see his head- it was lost in the clouds above. His body was covered with dirty hair, and his feet were so big that the royal elephant could take a nap in the shade of his smallest toe.

King Five Weapons called up to the creature in his loudest voice, "Hey, have you seen the monster called Big Fellow?"

The monster heard King Five Weapons, and bent down to look at him. As his head cleared the clouds, his huge yellow eyes came into sight, searching the ground below for the source of the call. His mouth was so large you could drive a chariot through the spaces between his sharp teeth.

"I AM BIG FELLOW!" bellowed the monster. "CAN'T YOU SEE HOW HUGE AND GREAT I AM? I AM EVEN LARGER THAN THE GODS THEMSELVES!"

"You are indeed a big fellow," said King Five Weapons, "But you are no god. The gods are kind to people and to animals, but you chase them and eat them."

The monster roared, "I AM TOO A GOD! PEOPLE FEAR ME! I AM HUGE AND GREAT, AND IF I WANT TO EAT THEM, NO ONE CAN STOP ME! I AM THE MOST POWERFUL THING IN THE WORLD!"

King Five Weapons shook his head. "You say you are powerful, but you are really very weak. Your mind is weak, and so you do not understand that you are just a mortal creature like us all, and will some day pass away. And you may be able to control other creatures, but you cannot control yourself. You are a victim of your own hungers and desires, and they are infinitely more powerful than you. You may be able to catch anyone who wanders down your path, but can you catch your own mind?"

The monster beat his chest with his fists, making a sound like thunder that shook the whole countryside. "I AM THE MOST POWERFUL THING IN THE WORLD! I CAN CATCH ELEPHANTS AND DRAGONS! HOW HARD CAN IT BE TO CATCH MY OWN MIND? TELL ME HOW, AND I WILL SHOW YOU! AND WHEN I AM DONE, YOU WILL BE MY SUPPER!"

King Five Weapons did not become scared. He taught Big Fellow how to meditate in order to follow his mind. The monster sat down and crossed his enormous legs into the lotus position, knocking over several tall mountains in the process. Then he set about catching his mind.

Big Fellow sat chasing his thoughts, minute after minute, hour after hour. But just when he believed he had mastered them, they would slip away again. Meanwhile, he became very hungry, and considered eating the little human anyway. Then he realized this hunger was more powerful than himself, and tried to control it. But he could not. Finally, he had to admit that he was not the most powerful thing in the world.

The monster sighed. "YOU ARE RIGHT, I MAY BE BIG, BUT I AM NOT AS POWERFUL AS I THOUGHT. YOU MUST BE A WISE MAN- PLEASE TEACH ME HOW I CAN LEARN TO CATCH MY MIND AND CONTROL MY DESIRES."

Then King Five Weapons taught Big Fellow about the Four Noble Truths and the law of karma. The monster nodded and said, "YES, IT IS TRUE, EVEN FOR SOMEONE AS BIG AS ME, THERE IS SUFFERING. I AM SO LARGE THAT I CANNOT HIDE FROM THE WIND AND RAIN, AND BUGS NEST IN MY HAIR WHERE I CAN'T SCRATCH THEM. I AM ALWAYS HUNGRY, AND EVEN IF I EAT A WHOLE VILLAGE OR A WHOLE HERD OF DEER, IT ISN'T ENOUGH. BUT HOW CAN I STOP KILLING LIVING CREATURES? I AM SO LARGE THAT I MUST EAT PEOPLE AND ANIMALS, OR I WOULD STARVE. AM I DOOMED TO FALL INTO HELL FOR THESE EVIL ACTS?"

King Five Weapons shook his head. "There is always a choice in life. If you practice your meditation diligently, you will realize the truth."

Big Fellow vowed not to stop meditating until he achieved understanding. He sat for hours, and then for days, and then for weeks. He became very, very hungry, but he kept his vow and kept meditating. The seasons changed, and gradually the animals came back to the forest. People from all around came to see the meditating monster, marveling at how King Five Weapons defeated him without even drawing a sword.

Finally, the monster realized that he was part of the world, and that the world was part of him. He relied on the sun and the moon, the rain and the wind, and all the living things on Earth, and he had no right to harm them.

Big Fellow opened his eyes. To his amazement, everything around him looked gigantic. He had shrunk! He hadn't eaten in so long that his body had shrunk all the way down to human size. And now he had a human-sized ego to match.

King Five Weapons came to visit him, and Big Fellow said, "Thank you, wise King. Now I have realized that size and strength do not make a person powerful, but only control of desires and compassion toward others. And now that I am the size of a human, I do not have to kill living creatures to eat. I will never harm another person or animal again as long as I live."

And he didn't.

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