| Black Ink A tear smears my cheek, But by the way they look at me, I swear its a drop of black ink, instead of salty water. Black ink stains. I turn away. I curl up and turn away. I scratch at my cheeks. I wasn't crying How can they tell? Scrub; Scratch. Fake a Smile. Someone asks me a question. I choke, my mouth won't move, myself frozen. I turn away. I curl up and turn away. Why do they look at me like that? I thought girls were supposed to cry. They ask me again. My mouth opens.... no sound comes out... my hand moves... Sarah, what are you trying to say? A drop of Black ink stains my face. They just stare. "People should be happy I can't take pills, cus then, I can't overdose. But they should be scared, that I'll choke to death on them." I look into my mirror. I see the event. "Please don't talk about it if you do I shall cry." Why don't you take a Midol? Why don't you shut up? Why're you on my case? Sarah, why are you being a bitch? I'm not, I'm being myself, sorry if I look out for myself and others. A tear rolls down my cheek, I mutter, "Black ink smears the page" I know she's mad at me. Sarah, what's wrong? Why're you sitting here by yourself? I'm reading. Cus no one likes me. Sarah? Go away, or I shall cry. |
| Mike's Poem (in the process of finding) |
| A Poem for Levon Whenever you feel the need, and I'm as distant as that star... Know deep inside, I'm never really that far. I know how you are. And I know you're insecure. Take cover under my angel wings; I'll guard you 'til you're sure. Don't go looking, for me. Either when you're in heaven, or the stars are falling into the sea. I know where you are, and I'll be there soon. I'll come quick, just keep watching the moon. |
| A Poem for Elliot I was set upon heaven my own place among the stars. Some people gawking, whatever could I be; Other people ignoring me, my existence blown away. I fell- sloppy, leaving a streak, like white paint, on the navy sky. Not far below was the sea. Sharp edges Sharp teeth the thought of a pang as water fills you lungs. I look back to my heavens. I pray, God, send me an angel to watch and take care of me. Suddenly, I was flying safely! Looking over I saw his face. I'd survive this crash. I cling tight. Guardian. Flew me back to safety, brought me back home. Hours we spent talking cuddled up on a cloud. The next thing I knew, I was waking up alone. Nothing had changed. But a great pain lay in my heart. Where's my angel? I got up took a step Where's my angel? 'Lo! There he be! Behold my angel flying down to me! I'm wrapped up tight. I'm home in his arms and wings... Why would I leave you? You're my lucky star. A smile plays my lips, I know now you'd never do such, afterall, you're my angel, now. |
| Poems that are Close to me |
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| These poems are meant for Mike, Levon, and Elliot. Even though written at different times. Except Black Ink. That's just a show of my mental issues. |
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