toyspoems

You and Me

We became friends first...
We learned about each other
Our similarities and differences
Our likes and dislikes
Our accomplishments and goals
Our dreams and our hopes
We realized how much we had in common
How much we were in synch with each other
How it was possible that we must share a brain.

Something began to grow...
With each passing moment
I felt closer to you
I knew that we would be together
As more than just friends
That as lovers we would be a terrific pair
Thoughts of you filled my mind
Almost every moment
And with each of those thoughts
I felt excitement, peace, love,
and harmony in my life.

And now...
When I am with you
My heart feels healthy, alive, joyous
When I am without you I feel empty but I know
I will be okay for the love we share
is with me always
I cannot remember my life before we met...
it is unclear, unfocused
My life as it is now is defined
as loving and being loved by
you.

My Precious Gift

I had a precious gift to give
I held it dear to my heart
until I found what I sought
this gift and I did not part.

I've given my gift to the one
who cares for it and protects it too
and so I tell him every minute I can
"Master, I love you"

My Special Friend

When I'm in doubt
I do not fear
because I know
my friend is near.

My tears they dry
and my laughter is heard
she can always make me smile
even with a single word.

She knows my secrets...
...all the crazy things I've done
and I can trust that she will never
share my secrets with anyone.

She helps me fight my battles
and I help her fight hers too
we stand up for each other
like only true friends do.

In this world there are things
on which we cannot always depend
but I know that I can rely
on my special friend.

Heart, Mind, Body & Soul

Kneeling, blindfolded
my senses heightened
wrists, ankles cuffed
linked by chains
like those that link our hearts.

The kiss of your whip
upon my skin
entices passions to rise
and sends my mind
floating, drifting, soaring high.

Slowly returning from
the wondrous flight
my body quivers in ecstasy
delightfully awaiting
your next move.

A light breeze
as you circle me
feathery touches
arouse my skin
as your presence
does my soul.

My Mind

Skulking in the shadows
in the deep dark recesses of my mind
the tiny little creatures
scurry about in a frenzy
intent on creating havok and destroying
what little is left of my sanity

On the outskirts of these recesses
stand guard the knights
the protectors of my mind
holding force against
these demons that threaten to attack

A war will begin and a battle fought
the stronger of the forces
will gain control of my mind
who will win...
the knights or the demons?
will i be left a vegetable of doubt
or a monument of confidence?

Note from Toy:
"My Mind" was written when I was struggling with my psyche... Now, with love and support, I am building that monument of confidence within myself... I am okay.

For a Friend in Need

These days you are living
Might be dark indeed
But the light will shine again
My words you should heed

I know t'is hard for you
to see what I see
But I have hope that this light
will come back to thee.

My hope is strong
And I wish it for you
You deserve to be happy again
Yes, my friend, you do.

The graphics on this page were obtained from Pat's Web Graphics. For the link, please go to my Credits page. Thank you.