poem 1:


Hiding in the shadows
Fear of the horrible one
For once I tell my tale
Tainted blood could it be so
Worrying and wondering all of my days
Trusting my lover with my life
Our bond was shaken from others delight
He strayed from me into arms of another
Lies, deceit, anger, and betrayal
Dirty needles brushed his arm
The risk was growing faster and faster
No more donors after that
Testing to see if I would live
Results of happiness is upon me
Life never meant so much
New days and new nights to explore
Possible donors here and there
No ones met my expectations
Trust is not earned easily
Fate shall tap me once again
I have to believe to go on



Poem:2


Lifting my spirits to the sun
I am not worthy of this day that has begun
I float on water for the universe is to fear
My heart is full and I feel near
Close enough to survive
I will live for love
I will thrive for peace
Together forever in this time of day
Night time is near for us to find some prey
Hungry together we shall survive
Energy or blood will be the cure
Someone special will help us become strong
Observing us together one shall see
We need to be healthy as can be
For our bond can not be torn to pieces
Searching forever for the one I have found
Strength for each other is what we need
Our souls are united forever
We shall go on



Poem 3


Secrets are ruining my life
My yesterdays haunt me everyday
Can my partner hear the truth
Acceptance is crucial for this to last
I can't go on with my past
Can he stand me wanting his blood
Obsessing and dreaming for this fantasy to go on
In time it will all come out
Love is our strength and being tested it shall
For I am the believer in all good things
We will last beyond everyone's doubt
Honesty will set us free
Forgiveness of deceit will begin our path
Give us the strength for our next journey
Our opposite souls will have to mesh
Time will tell the outcome of us
Without his love I question my thoughts
The one who doesn't accept
Is one who doesn't achieve
Love is the answer and will always win
Please let him be, with the real me
Then we will soar through the wind



Poem 4


One person for me
That's all it can be
Can't you see the future
You are the one
I have chosen you
You have not chosen me
Pain is growing in my heart
I long for you
My love is growing stronger
I can't control it any more
For sadness is upon me
You are in the darkness
Words have never been said
I am only thought of as your friend
One day you will be told
Our fate lies in your hands



Poem5


Crashing hearts are here
Meshing into each others souls
Tormenting our love
We shall overcome our fear
Tonight we will be one
Love is our power
Forever we shall be
Get out of our way
Our message is strong
Love is a precious gift
Treat with kindness and care



Poem6


Dark clouds are rushing by
Sadness lurks upon me
I have to find my way
Or else I can't face another night
For fear of shadows around me
I drop to the ground, crawling all around
Life of happiness is on the other side
I get up and go
I hurry to find such a place
Is it a fairy tale or is it real
Joy is hard to find
Off I go into the darkness
I will not give up to find it
Happiness, Love , Joy and no more fear
This is the utopia I search for



Poem 7


Walking barefoot aimlessly through the night
Green grass is tickling my feet
The luminescent glow of the moon is my guide
Searching for the past to become my reality
For fear what might come ahead
I clutch tightly to my memories
I come to a gate that is locked
Headstone shadows lurk on the other side
A faint whisper calls out to me
Rosetta my dear
I have longed for your presence
Take my warning for its not your time
My love is still real for you
Run from death and peace shall come
One day we will be together
And then we will be one



Poem 8


Walking by the water
Cold air stinging my face
The salmon are jumping and playing
Fighting for survival is there way
Beware of predators old and young
Laying groundwork for the future
I only can relate
On this beautiful day
I watch and admire for my own delight
Daydreaming about my reality
My soulmate is lurking somewhere
To find him I will have to wait
Finding love is the goal
I will not accept much less
If found, I shall be true
Giving my soul from within to you
Those beautiful salmon
oh how peaceful they can be
One day I will be
Just as happy as they are



Poem 9


Lust is all around
Lovers rip each others souls
Intimate words pass there lips
Meaningless but necessary for one to hear
Is it true love
No it is not
For they are in lust not love
Pretending is there way
Feeling good for the moment
A false sense of reality
The lovers part in different ways
There will be no tomorrow



Poem 10


Camping for days on end
Friendships growing closer
Restless sleep for us all
Joyous dancing to the music
Burning fires keeping us warm
Grilling food for survival
Lurking around in the darkness
Holding hands with the one I love
Finding him was a blessing
Talking for hours on end
Looking into each others eyes
Hanging on to every word
Makes my heart glow inside
Happiness is a new emotion
Love was something almost forgotten
Nothing matters any more
As long as he is by my side
Moving with caution is the answer
New things happening everyday
Pain is getting lesser and lesser
Believing he is the right one for me
Telling one about themselves
Acceptance is there for both us
Two vamps crossing paths
What else can one ask for
It is meant to be forever
I want to believe in it all



Poem 11


Messing with me
I would like you to see
How much you caused me pain
Crying from the soul
Hoping to survive
I reach out to you
Laughter is all I find
Caressing me once
But never again
Our love just died
Treating me with kindness
Is all I would believe
Blinded by love
Others could see
Truth set in and I survived
Watch out world
I will live again



Poem 12


Lovers unite for this night
Together they shall conquer the world
There pain and fear shall be gone
Sadness will not brush against their souls
For tonight is like no other night
No more looking for another mate
Finding each other is there gain
Holding hands very tight
Your path is going to be an easy one
Loving you and loving me, will become there song
Wishing you well is an easy task
Others will be there cheering you on
Rituals will be performed for these lovely vamps
Forever and ever they shall be
Creating memories from this day on
I wish them well from the bottom of my heart
That's all for now
I wish you a good night



Poem 13


Many forms of love are found
Sisterly, brotherly, and romantic
Laughter, joy, pain, and sorrow
All emotions bundled into one
Painful endeavors touching my soul
Lashing out from all the rage
I need love to guide me through
Any form of this will due
Secrets taunting me left and right
Give me strenth for this lovely night
Wolfs are howling far and beyond
The moon is shining for all to see
Stars are twinkling in the sky
Can we get beyond the hate
Forgiveness of all is a start
Love my self before I go on
Out in the distance I shall be
Come find me my love
Before I find you



Poem 14


Walking from the shadows into the night
Questioning our love that shines bright
Why do I deserve this feeling of hope
Going on with a smile on my face
Is it real or is it a dream
Calling your name when you aren't near
Missing you everyday
This aching feeling in my heart
Come live closer to me my friend
Together forever our souls are intertwined
Blood and Psy is a perfect match
Lurking together in each others arms
Loving you is such a gift
Freeing oneself from all the pain
Future endeavors coming our way
Walking along the path of fate
Whistling to the tune of grace
Blessings are answered with you by my side
We are one in this messed up world
Fighting obstacles that are in our way
Looking through the window of tomorrow
Red roses that smell so sweet
Thorns pricking against your skin
Dripping blood for me from you
Gifts of survival from the one I love
Giving you all the energy I have
Receiving all of this today
Protecting each other is a sign
Lost and found is our fate
Forever you shall be my mate