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45  No rest for 40 years
Ps 94:21 They gathered themselves to gather against the soul of the righteous, and condemn innocent blood, (the lamb of God.) 23. he shall bring upon them their own iniquity and will cut of their own wickedness.
Ps 95:10 Forty years (of Jubilee ) long was I grieved with this generation.
It is a people that do err in their hearts, they have not known my ways.
11. That is why they could not enter into my rest.

46  The gravity of the soul
If we are still in the realm of the gravity of the earth=Soul-ish realm, we need a mountain top = lifting of the soul , to get close to the Father.
Jesus was not drawn by that gravity, that is why he could walk on water, was one with the father and disappeared when in crowds.
New Jerusalem, the bride=soul that made herself ready, by the renewing of the mind is also not subject to the gravity of the earth, she came out of the spiritual realm also and is now between the heaven=spiritual and the earth=soul.

47  Jesus both David and Solomon
In Jesus, the beloved Son=David, God dwelled in a tent=temporary dwelling place. But he also collected all the materials for the permanent dwelling pace=Temple, which Jesus offspring the peaceful body of Christ=Solomon, would built.
Solomon's prayers in 1 King 8 and 2 Chr 6 are a reminder to God of the Prayer Jesus prayed in John 17. about blessing all the people.
Could we say that both David and Solomon are Jesus in different stages of his ministry for men?

48  Why do we suffer?
Because or ministry is misunderstood? ~~or~~because you wish that every one would understand the love of God?
Because we are sick again?~~ or~~because we long to have Jesus Christ in our mist, so he could heal all the children in St Judes Hospital?
Because we do not have enough money?~~ or~~because so many people think more money will make them happy and do not know about spiritual riches?
Because we have no friends ~~or~~ because Jesus was deserted and betrayed by his friends.
If we suffer because our life seems to have problems, it is selfishness, but if we suffer out of compassion for others and feel bad for their problems, it is the Spirit of God that bring us to the perfection of mature Sons.

49  The new day.
When the morning of a new day comes and you are looking to the west an see all the darkness of the night, does it help to rebuke the darkness. Or pray for the darkness to be tamed and say , I prayed and some time soon it will be light, the Lord willing.
Or will you find the light quicker if you turn , look and walk towards the east ?
The coming of the day is unfailing, the morning and the sunlight come with surety. So when you see his day approaching do not look back, but expectingly walk to the light of the Lords love.

50  The new beginning of a new day.
1 Thes 5:5. Ye are all the children of light, and the children of the day: we are not of the night.
If you expect the third day, you will have to look for the light of the dawn, not for the dome and gloom of the night of destruction.
Only children of the night are awake in the night, but your call is to rise early in the morning and look for the Lord, because we, not like the followers of the new testament already know, that death has no power over him and do not have to look for him in the grave.
We are not in the end times, but in the time of new beginnings.
Walk and you will find the Lord on the road, in the upper-room or even as the gardner.
We are in the day where all ashes=dust is turned into beauty and all morning into joy.and we will be a praise unto God by living in his realm of Love, Life, Light and Glory.

51  No sacrifice.
Does to do he will of God include a sacrifice?
Ps 40:6) Sacrifice and offering thou didst not desire, mine ears hast thou opened: burnt offering and sin offering hast thou not required.
7.) then said I,...8.) I delight to do they will O my God.
9.) I have preached righteousness,
10.) I have declared thy faithfulness, thy salvation, and thy loving-kindness.

52  Darkness or light.
If punishment would work, then the fear of Law would have been a success, but love castes out all fear.
The law that punishes uses negative power and darkness, but God uses his Love and Light which is positive Power to cast out all fear.
If we then love our Father, because he first loved us why would we not want to walk like he does ?
God does not expect us to walk in his will because we are afraid, but because we reference him and know that he is perfect so no other way would be right.

53  Jesus=God saved
God glorified Jesus with his ( Gods) own light love and power, and they saw that power in the man Jesus of Nazareth, he was anointed, appointed or called to show Gods own power and love. He was Christ Jesus, anointed and saved=made whole, by God.
Gods Love descended on him in baptism in the form of a dove=love mating ( mutual love.) When our love for the world is mutual with the love of God and he calls or anoints us and we hear his calling, to be one with him, we will be able to say God has come in the flesh.
Jesus already did the first step for us , he carried the sin of the worldliness to be washed off in baptism and so made a new way to walk in.

54  Why, why, did Jesus
Why did the King of Glory, the Son of God walk in the night, let carnal powers capture him and let religion condemn him?
Why did he find that so repulsive that he sweat blood=Life ?
Why did he not use his powers and just disappear ?
Or stop them with his Words ?
Was it because we are also walking in the dark and are told we have to die and let carnal powers do it to us ?
So Jesus had to go that way for all that believe false religion and let carnal powers kill them. So now there would be a way for them also?
Are we walking in the Day where only the power of God is made manifest?

55  Sacrifice?
Did Jesus offer either physical or spiritually sacrifice, to the Father, did he ever say he did ?
Ps 40:16 Sacrifice and offering thou did not desire, nine ears hast thou opened. (It is written of me that I would..)
8.) delight to do thy will, O my God=positive Power, I have preached righteousness,( trough the foolishness of preaching ),in the great congregation.
10.)I have told every one about your salvation (you making them whole) and have showed them freely what your loving kindness looks like.

56  The power of the father.
Jesus was recognized by the Father as Son, first time at baptism and soon Jesus ministry started, so he was born or conceived from above.
If we are also conceived from above, when will we be the other sons of God is waiting for?
Since there is no marriage in heaven, one would assume that there are also no children born there, so the sons and daughters of God should manifest in this realm.
Please point me to the ones that fallow in their older brothers. He did not use the gift of the Spirit, only the power of the Father, and all things ware subordinate to him.

   57  Lake of Fire or New Jerusalem
Do the fiery trials of life compass you? Then You must be in the Lake of Fire where also the Beast=Carnallety and the False Prophet=speaker of untruth, are.
The truth shall set you free!
There is a City=place for the soul to dwell, it is called the renewed founded in peace=New Jerusalem, its many entrances=Gates are never closed and God=the power of Love, Life and Light and his Lamb=innocent gentleness are there.
Rev 21:7 and when you come over all things will be yours and Gods Power will be your Power because you will be his offspring.

58  The lion and the lamb.
God created the beast of the field and feed them with herbs, when did the lion start eating meat. It must have been when Adam named them. So is the Lion of Judea the one that Adam named or God made? When the Lion and the Lamb lie done together is it because now the Lion is full ? Or because he is back to the nature that God created in him with out the influence of Adam.
I would say, that the Lion of Judea never was blood thirsty only the Lion that Adam perceives is.
When that perception changes, then it is save for the Lamb to lie down with the Lion.

59  A parable of a women.
There was a woman that invited every one to come to eat, saying I have lots of bread and milk come and get it.
But every time the guest arrived she would give them printed labels saying: "this is bread," and another one: "this is milk" and considered that she fed all her guest.
Do you think she will ever figure out that it is not the written down name that satisfies the hunger of the guest, but the actual substance that the words imply?
So when we say the Lord Jesus Christ should we not understand; LORD=the ruling or being in charge of. JESUS= God saves, or the positive Power of Love Light and Light makes whole/well. CHRIST=anointing or coming close to or being rubbed by GOD.
The nature is in the name, have you checked your perception of that Name.

60  Saul and David in you.
The struggle of King Saul, the Anointed of God, that only felt good, when he heard music=good news, which was provided by the young David, which Saul thought to kill, is much like the struggle of the anointed=touched by God, flesh and the beloved son=David growing up in us.
As also John the Baptist said: I must decrease and he must increase.
So, are we with David ? Only renegades where with him at first and they hid in caves. Or is our anointed flesh still trying to say with our actions that David=the beloved must die?
But in either case God says do not touch my anointed. that includes Saul and David, but only David fallowed the rules.
Lets ignore the flesh, not kill it, God says do not kill. The flesh will loose out in its own battles.
And your David the beloved Son of God,will surely receive the throne. Amen.

61  Priesthood
The Aaron priesthood priest was men mediating for men unto God with the offering of clean beast and fruits grown by Gods goodness.
The Melchisedec priest comes from God with the Substance=Body and Joy=Wine of the soul, come down out of heaven=the spiritual.
How ever when the Glory of God entered either the tabernacle or the temple the  earthly priests could not stand because the Glory of God.

  62  How many words??
The detail of Christ's life and ministry are described in the four gospels which take up about 168 pages in my bible. That means all detail is given in about one page per week or one seventh page a day. The history of humanity if you figure 6000 years in 1362 pages making the account per year one quarter of a page.
How powerful the word of God is, that it by the Spirit God can give full revelation of himself and our relationship to him with so few of words.
How different men's writings, that have with many words, not been able to describe the power of God to our full understanding.

63  Nagano
I am in great anticipation, God gave a worldly example of New Jerusalem, in Nagano last year.
I wish I could get all of you to read the opening and closing Ceremony description in scriptural types.
How  the anointed carnal flesh=Sumo wrestlers and the Snow Children =Innocent and blameless, where leading the participants . A world choir singing the Ode of Joy written by a musician that could not hear his own music=Good News, (like Moses and  Paul) and the singers where in all 5 Continence and technology eliminated the delay difference. a. s . o.
The reason I expect some fulfillment, is because the closing theme was : "Tank you for the harvest" and included a pictured lake of fire with all holding small orange lantern. Maybe you have seen these events in a different form, but they ending ceremony is described on this page,  which can also lead you to the opening one,
http://cbs.sportsline.com/u/olympics/nagano98/news/feb98/goodbye22298.htm

64  Psalm 52
A different look of Psalm 52.
2.) Your speech wounds,and has false results.
3.) You pay more attention to bad things (cross) then the one of Gods Love, false stories, rather then the truth.
4.) Speaking condemning lies.
6.) their will be rejoicing for the ones that see things rightly:
7.) not for the ones that trusted in their own negative power used. ( whom ye with wicked hand have crucified.)
8.) the I am is a living anointed human dwelling of positive power, (the light of God)
9.) and will wait for the nature  of goodness and holiness to be a praise to what you have done.

          65  Where are the sheep?
Your sheep fallow you and hear your voice, are they feeding the green pastures, that makes them feel save ? Where they can feed peacefully?
Or, are they lead to unreachable mountain tops, or bloody hills, or to the dryness of the wilderness, or to camp fires burning at night, or to cities surrounded by enemies?
Do not all sheep deserve to feed in the plush meadows, by the river of the knowledge of Gods goodness, close to the Tree of Life, who's green leaves (soul-ish growth) is for the healing of all, in the care of the Good Shepherd?
Psalm 53:6 Oh, that the wholeness of the chosen would come from the lifted soul.When positive Power will again capture the thoughts, the called shall rejoice and the chosen be full of joy.

  66  Which will, will do the will ?
If you kill your self will,then which will , will be doing the will of the father?
How does violence bring forth goodness?
Why don't you just leave things behind and walk with Jesus, and he will show you, what the will of the father looks like. Then he sends you out and you also do the will of the father. It is not, that you "must" do this or that, but that it is your will, to do the will of the father and then there is only one will and one way, Gods way.
He never said you "must" eat of the fruits of the garden,but you may(meaning if you want to) eat all the fruits, accept one, so you also fallow the will of the father, if you do not eat of selfishness. Go out and have a feast, you can eat of all the good fruit, you do not "have" to.
Fill your flesh with goodness, righteousness, kindness, and love, have a feast, it is all for you, and Christ will be in your flesh. The benefit will be, that you will not be hungry for; "the I need","I want",because you will have all the Goodness of God to give away.

67  Repent...
Most Prophesies that I read in the Kingdom pages are addressed to the Churches and say, humble yourself and repent. So did you ask God, where and how you should humble your self?
Does your kingly reign include to be a servant of all?
What is it that you should repent off?
Have you checked or studied , what happens if any one sheds innocent blood or even just not speak out against the false witnesses?
There was only one man with innocent blood, because we all like sheep went astray. Have you spoken out against the abominable desolate act spoken of by the prophets, the crucifixion?

68  Planting a garden.
The Lord planted a garden!
I am wondering, what this ground looked like? Was it all ready growing herbs and trees, that had good fruit? Then there would not have been a need for planting. Ground when broken up=cultivated, which clears it of weeds , watered and seeded, will produce the right fruit of the right seed.
The Love of God can make any soul a beautiful garden, only some take a lot of care, work, and love.
When you are planting a garden like that you are doing the Fathers will.

69  Have you noticed.
My soul is sorrowful, because I do not know if you understand, or have you noticed that the lifting up of Christ the Anointed of God the Father does not happen at Calvary as we thought, , but when our mind is anointed to praise God for the Goodness of his "Life" and we only see the Light of his "Salvation", which is Christ Jesus the anointing of God saves.
That will draw all mankind unto him.

70  The Righteous Family
There was a very nice and loving father with many children and the family was called the Righteous family. Some of the children lived close to home and truly helped every one and reflected the love of the father and the people around them would say: that Righteous family is sure nice, the must have a very loving father.
But, some of the children lived away from the father and followed their own thinking and thought it was OK to punish and condemn, which they did to other people and them self and others would say; that Righteous family sure is condemning and and judging, that must be how their father is.
The question is: does our thinking portray the love of the father, so people can see the Love of God in us?
After the Father noticed that more and more of his children ware giving him a bad name, he said to his oldest son, why don't you please go and tell them the truth about me. I really do love the world and will not that any one shall perish.
So the Beloved went out to bring the message to the wayward children and told them of the father's love and demonstrated it for them.
But some of them did not want to be told that they where wrong and brought false witness against him so the local Government executed the beloved of the Father. Math 21:37 +38
Then they went even a step farther and claimed ,well the father wanted us to, so you would see what happens to sinners, just like Adam blaming Eve and Eve blamed Satan.
After a while, the children, that did show the Fathers love, began to believe it also. Because they did not understand why God did not get angry with the wayward children and kill them like they killed his beloved son.
They also with saying, it was a sacrifice to God give the world an excuse to say, well we are doing your God a favor, by killing you, that way he has lots of the sacrifice that he wants.
Will you take time to think about it?

71  God saves and the I_AM
It is the Life of God, that is in the "Man" Jesus that is our salvation (Jesus=God saves) not the man, he was chosen by God to be the first one to let that life flow fully through him.
This Life of God, the Eternal Life, the I_AM is Gods gift to us. God said to fallow Jesus. Fallow him! To be like him!
He did not say offer him as a sacrifice to me, on the cross. It was the mop incited by mistaken religion that said crucify him, not God.
Did unruly masses ever do the will of God ? Oh yes, you can be a living sacrifice, when he touches your heart and you offer it right back to God.That is the Living Sacrifice that he is pleased with.

72  All is positive
The Lord said to me: every thing in the Bible is positive. But I said; that cant be, because there is much to much punishment and killing in it, and GOD replied; but that is just how you read it, not the WAY I wrote it.
Here is an example: Zech 14:12 This is the consequence, that the ruler will inflict on all, that resisted "founded in peace": their carnal thoughts shall vanish while they are alive on the earth, their dark visions will disappear in their own darkness, and their negative sayings will not be spoken.

73  What happens to the sons?
Mal 3:17........ I will spare them, as a man spareth his own son.

74  Peace, be still.
The sea rages=tumult of the people, and the followers are afraid, but the positive power of salvation=Jesus comes and says; Peace, be still!
So also will be the coming of the Lord. When he says; Peace, all will be still.
Are we part of his body, that pronounces the love and peace of God or do we consider negative power the one that God uses to save the world?
Ps 65:13 Living fruitful Souls and all the low places are full of the word of God, they proclaim the Good News, with Happiness.

75  Shadows of the church.
The happenings in the world are a reflection or shadow of the walk of the Church as Gods people.
So abortion reflects the born again person, that thinks he has Life and then is told, but not until you get to heaven.
Divorce is the changing of the mind about commitment, keep in mind, many times both parties are wrong.
The climbing stock market the financial involvement. War and peace, but there is no peace. Not the full truth of God is discovered.
How do you think that the shadow will change?
Just by telling it to change, or do we need to change the structure that makes the shadow?

76  The death on the cross.
The debt paid on the cross was not a payment to God, all things are his anyways, so how could you give him any thing. It was a payment to you, the reason being, that he had to create you away from himself in the negative, where there is death. So on the cross he removed that body or substance of death from us himself, so we now only have the love life and light that he imparted to us in his son/offspring-branch that he presented to us in Baptism and Transfiguration, to also draw us in to the positive of his being.

77  The false witnesses.
Now is the time to overcome the false witnesses that say you are not the Son of God, because you have two witnesses that speak against them; First, through him and in him all things where made that where made, so you are made in him and are part of him.
Second if you have the anointing=Christ in you it is the Offspring-Branch or Son of God in you, which is the positive power that saves=Jesus, all you need to do let it be in charge=rule your Life as Lord.
Do not let your carnal powers be incited by the false witnesses, because it will be them that will die-become none existing, like Hamen in Esther, or the helpers by the fiery furnace, or the helpers at the lions den, not the children of the living God.

78  Sunshine and rain.
God uses sun shine=mercy, rain=the knowledge of him, and air=spirit to make things grow, which are all part of him. Only separation from him causes death.
So why would he accept death as a sacrifice?
It says Jesus bought you with a price, Mankind demanded his life so now mankind own him their life, under the law, because God said if the innocent shall die, I will not forgive the guilty, but Jesus already inter-ceded for the ones that followed that idea, not knowing better when he said, Father forgive them because they do not know what they do.
Do we think God requires a Sacrifice to forgive us when he says we should forgive 7x70, would he do anything less?

79  Be secure
In rightness will you be made secure; you shall be far from oppression, because you will not be afraid or in terror; because it shall not come close to you. Yes they will gather them self against you, but not by my order, when they gang up on you they will fail for your benefit. Isa 54:14-15

80  Teaching by the word and example>
The teachings of God are done by his Word and his loving example. He does not teach through suffering.
There are no examples  in the Bible where God made people go through trials to learn something. Consequences only happened as result of their own action and God helped them out of the situation they, or others got them into.
Only prophets where sometimes told to do unusual things as an example of what the reaction to an action was going to be.
There is absolutely no place where a father sent out sons to be hurt, or captured or forced to carry heavy burdens for the sake of experience.
We are the sons of the Father, not martyrs for God. Lets not blame the Father for the trouble that we are in because of the knowledge of good and evil and its consequence.

    81  Is the bride ready.
When is the bride ready for the Groom? When she decides that she needs to be dead, or by denying all that she wants and saying she does not exists and after the wedding she will be waiting for the groom to tell her every little thing that she is to do? Or by using stain remover on the dress that she tried on to often, and to early and got it soiled?
Or when she knows and understands the groom well enough so her decisions will be the same as his and it does not matter if she hears him right then, because she will be thinking the same way as he does.
Also the beautiful white gown is worn to the wedding the first time ? Not only is the church the bride of Christ, but our soul is the bride of the anointing with in us.


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