Jewel




      well in case you failed to notice
      in case you failed to see
      this is my heart bleeding before you
      this is me down on my knees... ~foolish games

      please don't say i love you those words touch me much too deeply
      and they make my core tremble
      don't think you realize the power you have over me... ~near you always

      i'm half alive but i feel mostly dead
      i try and tell myself it'll be alright
      i just shouldn't think anymore tonight.. ~you were meant for me

      my bones are tired daddy
      i don't get enough sleep
      i don't eat as good as i could daddy
      what's that say about me?...
      sometimes i want to rip out your throat daddy
      for all those things you said that were mean
      gonna make you just as vulnerable as i was, daddy...
      sometimes i want to bash in your teeth, daddy
      gonna use your tongue as a stamp
      gonna rip your heart out the way you did mine daddy
      go ahead and psycho-analyze that... ~daddy

      and you try to find yourself
      in the abstractions of religion
      and the cruelty of everyone else...
      and you wake up to realize
      your standard of living somehow got stuck on survive...
      when you're standing in deep water
      and you're bailing yourself out with a straw... ~deep water

      but i've been down so long
      ooh it can't be longer still
      i've been down so long
      that the end must be drawing near... ~down so long

      i'm afraid i am alone
      wont somebody please hold me, release me
      show me the meaning of mercy...
      super paranoid, i'm bleeding, i'm burning,
      i'm bleeding into the scenery
      loving someone else is always so much easier
      but i hold myself hostage in the mirror
      but if you could hear the voice in my heart it would tell you
      i'm tired of feeling this way... ~barcelona

      no longer lend your strength to that which you wish to be free from... ~life uncommon

      inside my skin there is this space
      it twists and turns
      it bleeds and aches
      inside my heart there's an empty room
      it's waiting for lightning
      it's waiting for you
      and i am waiting
      and i am needing you hear
      inside this absence of fear... ~absence of fear