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ARE YOU WORTHY?

the ultimate survey... part 2








I know that it seems impossible, but some people did acheive more than perfect scores for certain questions. I have posted those here for y'all to see that you can get a good score on my surveys.






3) Tell me the brief plot of your favorite dream? (10 points)
Dreams I call nightmares, you call dreams. The only one slightly that i enjoy is the vampric ones, the ones where I am a god among men

scored:
15 points
commentary:
tell me more.


3) Tell me the brief plot of your favorite dream? (10 points)
me and Stefanie go to the beach and lay down on our backs in the wet sand, look up at the stars, and just talk...she falls asleep in my arms and i pick her up, put her in the backseat of the car...and drive her home.

scored:
11 points
commentary:
it's beautiful.


4) How many times a week do you masturbate/meditate/cry/pray/sleep/sit/ask people to marry you? (15 points)
masturbate:well, since 99% of the population masturbates and the other 1% is lying...i will save myself the trouble of saying i never do...although it is not that often...i never found it all that satisfying; meditate: i tried once...i don't think it worked. cry: pretty much every night...sometimes til i have no more tears left to fall... sometimes til i become so tired that i don't even remember stopping, just falling asleep.; pray: every night...i hardly ever pray for the benifit of myself...a lot of the times for my family and friends (especially for you) and troy.; sleep: usually every night i fall asleep around 1:30/2:00am (of course i guess that would be the morning ay?); sit: uhhh...everyday i guess... i find myself sitting on the couch in my room a lot, staring at the wall, in complete silence...sometimes too many things running through my head, sometimes not enough.(i don't think that counts as meditation does it?); ask people to marry you: i can't recall any time i've ever asked someone that... probably out of fear mostly.

scored:
16 points


7) If you could sleep beside one person tonite, who and where would it be? ( 5 points)
tough question...it would be Patrick, he has helped me out more than he knows...and even though he will never love me (or sleep with me for that matter) i will always look at him from afar and wish...where...probably at his house, in his bed...i wouldn't have to worry about someone coming home. ..besides...i always found a person's bed so comferting...maybe knowing that they slept there before...or that the sheets and the pillow(s) smell think them...giving remembrace of them.

scored:
10 points


10) There is a chalkboard in your head, and there you write your fears/ anxieties/worries. What is on the chalkboard and how will you erase it? (20 points)
fears on the chalkboard: death, sex for the first time, catching a fatal disease, ouija boards haunting me, death anxieties: sex for the first time, will i do well this football season? will i crack under the pressure of being sports editor for the yearbook? worries: sex for the first time, do people like me? will this mysterious man steal laura away from me? is brandon okay? and for me erasing it, i wouldnt do it. the way i see it, all of these fears/anxieties/worries are all printed in different colored chalk. so instead of erasing it and leaving an ugly mess which chalk tends to do, i would take the chalk that would be my personality and use my fingers and transform it into a beautiful drawing. instead of erasing memories that would surely come back, i turn them into happy thoughts and no longer worry about them. Dum Vivimus Vivamos. i wouldnt let them get to me. im going to enjoy myself on this earth. nothing can destroy or harm me, as long as i dont let it happen.


10) There is a chalkboard in your head, and there you write your fears/ anxieties/worries. What is on the chalkboard and how will you erase it? (20 points)
Three things reside on my chalk board: a cockroach, heights, and letting someone completely and totally in. How will I erase them? But why? No one is perfect, habits are good.

you scored:
25 points


12) What colour is the rose of your life? (5 points)
I don't have a rose in my life...I let it die a long time ago...because it didn't seem to do anything...and now I truly regret letting it wither

scored:
6 points
commentary:
you truly are a poet. i just wish you weren't so sad... you can always revive it. we're too young for it not to come back.


14) What are you listening to or watching right now? (10 points)
The Night Mare before Christmas Soundtrack--it's dark enough to be what I want right now.

you scored:
20 points
commentary:
i have been wishing for that forever! i think i'll go buy it.


16) Tell me about your god(s). (10 points)
Sure, he's all powerful and knowing, but that's not the good part. The good part is he can send this guy. Right? And this guys is gonna' go hang himself off a tree willingly. And like hell I'd do that, right? And he's saying, this is for the good of all man kind. This is a GREAT thing. So we' re gonna' do it. Who can say no to that? I dunno', God and I have an understanding. He knows I'm not perfect, and I'll repent when I'm ready to stop. For now, he knows I'm trying, and that I love him, but that I have a life to lead. I think he knows, and I think he's okay with it.

you scored:
15 points


16) Tell me about your god(s). (10 points)
I believe in people making decisions based on their surroundings and all of the influences in their past, whether completely informed, totally naive, or both. And believing what is most easily accepted my their mind. The God I believe in is the human mind once it has broken down all the doors blocking its progress and evolution into something higher.

scored:
20 points
commentary:
this is great.


16) Tell me about your god(s). (10 points)
there is a god for every belief of a people , yet the one that I believe in is me. We are each our own god, and all connected somehow to a single huge body giving us our own power.

scored:
15 points


17) If you had 100 dollars to produce a movie, what w ould it be about? Include plot, characters, specific scenes, etc... (30 points)
No offense, but if I was going to make a movie I would. But I don't want to. I like painting pictures with words, not making pictures and having to add works. Doesn't work like that. SO TAKE OFF 30 POINTS! I DON'T CARE! I'm not perfect damn it.
you scored:
31 points


17) If you had 100 dollars to produce a movie, what would it be about? Include plot, characters, specific scenes, etc... (30 points)
I would walk up to two people just on the street. Tell them they had 2 days to do whatever they wanted. As long as they were willing to let me film the entire period. I would follow them around filming everything they did. At the end of the 2 days I would tell thm the budget was only $100. And tell them how much they went over. I would then edit it and instead of them and most of their dialogue, I would put in colors that matched the emotions in their voices and only include the dialogue that was most heavily accented with true emotion. Nothing acted out for the camera. And give them the $100 dollars since they must be paid. And keep the movie for myself to make sure I remember the value of True emotion.

scored:
40 points





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