Humanity disgusts me. I want to see you all burn to the ground. Why do I beat myself up all the time? I flash to pictures of dead bodies, I read accounts of horrible deaths, I torture myself by viewing the horrors that go on every day. My intelligence is a curse. I know it's all true out there. Kill a man with one hit. 30 second death. It can all be over and you go on laughing like you don't notice. I've become to much for anyone to handle. None of you will ever understand me. None of you can ever comprehend this horror-reality I live through everyday. None of you will ever understand.
Hate me
Hate me because I'm a girl.
Hate me because I'm gay.
Hate me because I'm black,
because I'm white,
because I'm yellow,
because I'm speckled,
because I'm alien.
I am so alien and so alone. Fuck me all you want, you will never understand me. I am the eternal whore, the forever virgin. Fuck me all you want, cut me all you want, you'll never get me off and I will always be a virgin. Kill me, I want you to. I will always be a virgin. I am the eternal whore. Bow down or be incinerated. I want to see you all pray to the love goddess, feel inadequate, you will never get me off, I'm cold.
- lilith
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