Suicidal Tendencies

the blade of the knife is hot and slender
yet icey against my wrist
what thoughts would I think as I dug in deep
and gave the knife it's fatal twist
would I dare to ponder lifes' great questions
or just utter the words "good bye"
would I find the truth in the words of God
or find my existance has been a lie
would I think of my kids, and my life with them
and the love that they have shared
would they remember me through the years
and would they know I truly cared
would I think of my husband or how hurt he'd be
and would he wonder what he'd done wrong
would he question if I ever loved him
and would he know he made me strong
I wish I knew what thoughts I'd think
at that very moment when I'd die
maybe I'd think no thoughts but only feel the drop
of the very last tear that I would cry

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