No
No, don't say you love me
No, don't say you need me
No, don't say you trust me
No please, not that...
I don't really want to know
I don't really want to believe
Maybe I'm blind and cannot see
Maybe it's just better this way....
I am afraid
So fucking afraid
I'm scared and feel like I'm dying
Don't get any closer to me
I'm warning you to keep away
Enter if you want, if you care...
If you're stupid enough to venture in
I tell you now,
I'll only fuck you up..
I'm just so secretly walled up inside
I'm nothing
I reject, wound, injure
I run from love
I run from life.
While the outside appears
Confused and harsh
The inside is worse
All things in one
A swirled mass of
Confusion
Everything runs away from me
Maybe if I didn't look so much...
Maybe if I didn't feel....leave me here
'Cause I'm going to run.
What I do and what I say seems to
Curse everything I love
Will it always be like this?
Will love never open up to me?
Maybe it's just better this way.....
Written by me...nice,
isn't it?
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