Please Forgive Me...       Baby, that look... the one you gave me last night, I pray that I never see it again. Disappointed, baffled.... I pray because everytime I close my eyes, I see that look again. I feel sick. I never wanted to make you feel that way, I never wanted you to see me that way. But now you know my other side. Someone who doesn't know how to put the bottle down. Someone who doesn't know when to put the drugs down. Well, this time it got the best of me. I feel sick, lost in my own stupidity. And now I wonder, How long will this end? Will life be like this forever? Will I be like this forever? Will I ever see your loving eyes, Filled only with happiness, admiration As they stare deep into mine? All I can say is that I'm sorry. All I can do is prove to you I am. I have fallen in love with you, I learned that last night. I don't want to lose you, not now, not ever. Please forgive me...      

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This is my interpretation of the way an alcoholic feels after disappointing a new lover.

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