A Fear
There is a closeness I feel,
A subtle, yet definite oneness
With someone who is still so new.
I have a fear,
And I know not whether it is of or for him.
But fears are born out of the unknown,
So I yearn to know him better.
Throughout my day my mind is drawn to him.
And as thoughts of him prevail,
I feel a warmth inside my very being.
My thoughts take me back
to the times we have spent together.
How he can look at me from across a crowded room
And captivate me with his stunning eyes.
How obscure the outside world seems
When he holds me in his arms.
How driven the desire, the passion can be,
When we make love.
I find that once again, I am smiling.
I delight in his mind, I excite in his presence.
Yes, there is a closeness I feel,
And I only ask-- does he feel it too?
This is another poem written for Brian.
Please do not use this poem without my consent.
