So....You wanna know something about Me ?



well...well...well... I seemed to be a bit fucked up a year or so ago eh ?....heehee nothing a good f...er, sex and good drugs couldn't cure......*shrug*..........sit back , get a nice drink......read on


I suppose my life is just like yours...I work to pay the rent and eat...
never seems to be enough left over to support the way I live.
hmmmm....do I need a different job or a different life *S*
I live in Florida, west coast, minutes from the Gulf.hee hee not any more...try Seattle, guess I could imagine somewhere else
Can't think of anywhere I'd rather live..it is paradise here....
I thrive in the sun.....
I'm addicted to roller blading and go as often as I can(damn. I haven't bladed in like forever...I'm sooo fat now)...
my other addiction is training and showing horses in the discipline of Dressage.... (damn ! this too !!!)
I know..I know...what the hell is that ?....
well if you've seen the "White Stallions"...they are doing Dressage
only very advanced dressage....

A year ago....as I sat by a lake's edge
thinking about my life...and realizing that I really wasn't happy,
tired of living on Xanax, and fooling myself that I loved my husband...*gasp*
I promised myself, in a years time I would simplify my life

Here I am a year later.....
simplified ?...well probably not....*giggle*
happier ?....definately...
ask me about my first trip to the grocery store in 20 years.......(duh-oooode, my cooking skilz kick ass !)

lets see.....the facts...just the facts.......


I'm 43, (yeah, that's it...43....yeah, it's the only thing that hasn't changed...heehee....) no children, divorced now....hee hee.....after being married almost 20 years I find this world an "interesting" place to be...dating again..all the "new" rules....figure it out....I grew up in the late 60's early 70's....(ahem)....sex - drugs - rock n' roll....well at least the rock n' roll is still sorta the same...*LOL*... still a "head banger"...(can't drive unless pantera's on the cd)...but somehow annie lennox writes and sings the words in my head...oddly enough , so does courtney love......hmmm....a confused girl am I ? a mass of contradictions ?...yep...that's me...ask me something...get an answer...ask me tomorrow...get a different answer...problem with that ?...it's just what I believe/feel at the time

I'm a happy sort of person...slow to anger (usually), and will tolerate alot before I explode...I hate rudeness and become a bitch almost instantly when it's directed at me...you might run across a few people in the CHAT HOUSE in the Downstairs, who think I'm mean and vicious...*LOL*...they obviously were rude...and probably got less than they deserved...catch me in "that mood" and we can have alot of fun "whipping the bad boys into submission"...but *evil laugh*..let's not get into that area here...that's better left for private discussion....

"I'm playing....only playing.....at love....at life...playing with my own mind.....the ultimate head game"





...I'll try to get some current photos and shit loaded before another decade passes, but for now just guess what I look like and who I am.....or not.....*shrug*.....