~~Welcome To My Room~~




The darkness calls my name,
It beckons to my soul,
A spirit cries for freedom,
a spirit light can't hold.
I yern to see the moon,
Let the dark caress my face,
I shiver with sheer ectasy,
When it is darkness that I taste
Then dusk turns to dawn,
And the devil is to blame,
For night time in my daytime
And Vampire is my name..

Greetings visitor. I am the Gothic Angell of DARKNESS.
I have been from the beginnings of time and I am older then the ages themselves.
I bide my time watching my creatures from deep within the shadows.
Through my life I have anguished through pain and desperation.
I have fought with wrath and with all my passions, summoned
the world to my side. I loved and was loved.
Now I am here in this place watching over all.
I will not speak of the power I possess,
only that I am strong of mind, body and sprit.
I do not regard the fact that we should
remain in different clans. We are one and
the same and we are a part of each other more then we know.
I will keep my origin a secret and to say only that I was born from the shadows.
In time all secrets will be divulged and I may unite with my
creatures of the night. My knowledge is vast, but there have not been enough words written
to tell of what I perceive.
I have learned to control all the powers of this earth and beheld things that
have never been observed by any other.
I will always remain humble to my creatures,
for time has taught me that much more can be gained from
watching and listening not controlling. A
time ago, I left behind my one love, which my love is still devoted to,
even tho he does not know that I love him.
All I have are recollections of days long ago, the knowledge of what is to come,
and the power to have take effect to these things.
It is difficult to gaze into the souls of others and see
all there suffering, remorse, sadness, and afflictions.
There are very few who know of my one true love.
The nights are fleeting in numbers it seems,
and tho my soul is strong it is also aged and weary.
But I will not perish. This night is nearing to an end and I find myself
drifting into a world of slumber of which I will visit once again.
Till another night we meet. I bid you farewell and goodnight.

There's a grief that can't be spoken
There's a pain that goes on and on
Empty chairs at empty tables
Now my friends are dead and gone
Here they talked of revolution
Here it was they lit the flame
Here they sang about tomorrow
But tomorrow never came
From the table in the corner
They could see a world reborn
And they rose with voices ringing
And I can hear them now
The very words that they had sung
Became their last communion
On the lonely barricade at dawn
Oh my friends my friends, forgive me
That I live and you are gone
There's a grief that can't be spoken
There's a pain goes on and on
Phantom faces at the window
Phantom shadows on the floor
Empty chairs at empty tables
Where my friends will meet no more
Oh my friends my friends don't ask me
What your sacrifice was for
Empty chairs at empty tables
Where my friends can sing no more

It seems like forever since Gothic_Angell
would pass the nights sitting in the Vampire's Tavern in
Yahoo's Romance Chat section with her friends and family
Her time there was chronicled
here, even after the doors of
the Romance Realm were closed forever.
Even though the world Angell existed in was gone,
she did not fade into a distant memory;
she became literally immortal the passionate spirit
that embodied her inspired several stories that
hopefully will someday be in print.
Gothic_Angell