January 17, 1999 6:15 P.M.

sadness
unshed tears
loneliness
anger
death
i feel dead inside........death would be better than this......
existance
i want to be loved........i am loved........but love isn’t enough
this explains my feelings from last night......and at this moment
depression?
i suppose
confussion?
prolly
i wish i didn’t feel this way.........where are my happy thoughts today?
gone from a high to a low in the same day
to bad it carried over from yesterday
maybe tomorrow will be better
God’s peace for you and me
good bye my friends
Christine