October 22, 1999 9:15 A.M.

Just thought I would take a minute to say hello to all. "Hello!"
dumb thing....won't put in the correct closing quotation marks. Go figure.
Was talking to good ol' Rebel last night. Was nice to chat with a familular typer. (god my spelling sucks....doesn't it?)
*shrugs* oh well
Taking some time for myself this morning. Didn't realize until i posted the last entry that it had been 2 months since I posted last. Slack ass slacker i am. Speaking of ass....i think mine is getting a bit smaller. Well if it's not something is....I know some of my clothes are getting looser.
Oh ya.....no time for spell check this morning. So there!
i don't care
Oh.....weight.....ya i think i lost some.....been working hard at the ceramic shop......things are starting to improve a lot. Looking good. Long hours sometimes.....and it's not easy with the boys.....i wish they would take an interest in doing constructive things rather than fighting with each other and everyone else. Most of the time they are pretty good. I know my fuse has been pretty short as of lately. I would like to be a good parent. But being a good parent is hard to do. Well, at least I'm trying.
I need to get a new babysitter for Thursday night. I have my sister doing it right now. But she now can only do it every other Thursday, and the boys don't listen to her half the time. Drives me insane when they get like they did last night. Almost like they are out of control. Of course they also do thinks i wouldn't let them do, but she don't know if they should do it or not. Kinda hard for her. I simply told her if she isn't sure then don't let them. Anyway.....I will be seeing what I can do for a babysitter that can come here on a regular basis.

Pierre is coming home tonight. Good!! I miss him. Will be glad he is here tonight. Actually, he most likely will be here before me. I guess he didn't have that great of a week. A lot of sitting. No traveling. He gets annoyed with that.

Well.....I better get out of my p.j.'s and out the door to work.
talk at u all later
lot's o' love
Christine