Wednesday, July 29th, 1998 8:10 p.m.

Howdy again!

I didn't exactly finish my last entry.  God knows why I was interrupted but so be it.  Here I am again today though with a fresh page.  Finally, I am here and I actually have some time to myself without anyone bothering me.  Kids are gone, Pierre is back to work.  SOLITUDE at last!!!!

I just disconnected from the internet just in case Pierre is trying to call me.  I was on for 2 hours.  I read Bronte's forum, read the articles on her discussion page, fixed up my journal page to add the last page and this one so when I am done writing I will add it right away.  Talked to Joti today too.  It's been a while.  I was shocked to here her and Bruce are getting a divorce but hell if she is happier now then I am happy for her that things are better and she is happy.  I broke her the good news about Pierre and I and she was all excited for me.  She told me I would be a beautiful bride and quite frankly it touched me for some reason.  Made me think about THE DAY I guess (and I was at my mom's today trying on my dress and going over stuff with her) anyway it almost brought tears to my eyes lol.  It has been a long time for me and Pierre.  Last year we did have a bit of a rough time.  It was almost to the point of disaster but.........communication kept us together and we are happier than ever.  Obviously!! Duh!!!  Also, Joti told me this thing.......i knew cows slept standing up but......they tip over when they are sleeping really easy.....like if u give them a slight nudge. lol I never knew that!  Wonder if the cows behind my house would mind if i tested that one out on them tonight?

I went to Cornwall yesterday with my Grandmother.  It was nice.  I started research on our family tree because gramma was interested in it.  Now, I don't like to drive the hour by myself but I do like to do my research by meself.  (in other words gramma gives me a slight headache) lol I love her too much though god bless her little heart.

Tomorrow, I am going the other direction with my father.  Although it's gonna kill half a day and I do have lots to do around the house.  It's something I felt might do me some good.  He is going to the union office, the same one i got accepted to, cause he is a member there.  Maybe it might open some doors for me to get called to work sooner ; )     Gonna cross me fingers.  Really though it's just a matter of time.  They will call me eventually, although I would prefer sooner than later!!

Want to mention also that..........CY is coming to Canada and I am looking forward to seeing him.  Although I don't know how or when. lol  Something will work out I'm sure.  I thought it would be nice if Sara, Cy, Pierre and myself could go out for dinner or something.  *shrugs*  i donno just thought for some reason that would be cool.

Ooops, had a brief minute of silence........missing Pierre and the kids.  But I snapped out of it.

As you can see lots of good and interesting thing are happening.  Oh ya..... Pierre has been reading these journals and said it's cool cause he gets that glimpse into me mind.  Like i said it scares me that he does but......c'est la fromage. ( that's life, i mean that's the cheese)  something we use to say as kids and for some reason stuck as a phrase we still use occasionally.  weird ehh?  i know.