June 30, 1998 11:47 P.M.

I am just writing a quick note in here. Well.....we shall see how quick and short cause i do tend to get windy......yep i do.......really. I know u can’t believe it but it’s true. Pierre has been such a good boy lately. (It scares me. lol) He cooked dinner for me and the boys without me asking or anything yesterday. Apologized today for asking me last night why i was late coming home from baseball. (I called and told him I would be late. and he was half asleep when he asked me why I was late. So, I just told him I wasn’t really and that was that.) He even told me today he was looking forward to going to the campout in Syracuse with me. (Which is way cool.) And I can’t wait to go either!!! Another interesting thing is there is some marriages going on.........like Moon111 and Red111........and MarWiesel with his woman..........and my cousin’s wedding i went to on Saturday. Anywho, Pierre and I have set a date for May. Even though he is struggling with the idea of it................I think................it is a GO!!! YAHOOOOOOOO!!!!! Unless I kill him before then. You know for some unknown reason.......like he’s a man.....u know. Anyway, things are good, so he don’t have to worry about that then does he.
Also, he knows about my journals. Kinda makes me uncomfortable about that anyone but him i couldn’t care less really cuz i don’t love them like i love him. I just don’t want to hear his criticism or that i have hurt him from something i have said. These are my thoughts and perspective on things not his or anyone else's. Even if he thinks I see things in his opinion.......wrong. Maybe I am wrong. God does he have to take away my disillusions too. I like living in my world cause that way I am never wrong and of course I can always blame Pierre for stuff too. lol Just kidding. I know I am far from perfect. I wonder if Pierre realizes that too? Sure he does, he points it out to me all the time.......but......i don’t think he knows that i know. lol Ok so he don’t point it out as much as i point out he isn’t perfect and he DOES tell me lots of good stuff. You know the stuff........the kinda stuff that makes u feel good and warm inside. Ya, I do think he is my soul mate. Our paths crossed too many times to say that fate wasn’t there somewhere messing with us. And...........if it wasn’t fate it must have been that darn little cupid with his bow and arrow!!! Cuz I got it bad for him.........and we are going into our seventh year together. So.......don’t tell me soul mate stuff is nonsense or that u don’t believe in it. Boy can I tell u a story. But not now. U got to ask me too if u really want to know! Maybe someday when I am less busy I will tell u in here.
Gots to run
Lots and lots of love tonight
Christine
P.S. I am going to do an update on this page. Hopefully next week or the week after. That way it won't take a long time to load.
Take care.