Thursday, September 3, 1998  11:29 P.M.

Me again.  Who else would you expect?  To find the time to do all the things I wish to do is getting difficult.  I have been keeping myself very busy in succeeding in this endeavor though.  I have decided to not have to live a life that I need to look into the past and say, I wish I had of had time to do this or that.   To hell with it!!!  I AM making the time to do it somehow and now.  I am pursuing my happiness.  The consequences........my family must grow and be happy with me.  Through my actions I and love, may they be happy with me.  I know, I know, Pierre is gonna read this and think I have gone off the deep end again.   Well.......hon......I love you! *Beams a big, bright smile at ya.*  Take note.......I cleaned the house today....must mean I have totally gone off the deep end an into the realm of insanity.  Speaking of realms of insanity....for some reason that reminds me...i got to get to the library and see if they have that book reb told me to get......oh wait, i know the book had to do with dreams worlds....get it realm, world...........ah never mind.

I guess I decided to take a break from my cleaning.  I got a puppy dog laying close to me.....Deen-ah my little cutie likes to stretch out in front of the couch.....one of her favorite spots.  That reminds me.......i need to close the door tonight so they can't get jump up on the bed in the morning and wake me up......little shits.   The last two mornings they (Deen-ah and her sister Kayl-ah) have jumped up on the bed to wake me up.......if it ain't kids it's puppy-dowgers.  Go figure!  I get the house to myself an they do that.  Pierre says it's cause they love me so damn much.  Bah-hum-bug!

Been talking to Eck....he he........lil' nick name i gave him......he he.....never really talked a lot to each other before.....but i find sooner or later i get around to talking to folks on my list (icq)......speaking of icq.....i was thinking of joti tonight....wondering how she is doing......anywho back to my first thought......eck is pretty cool.....he has a great sense of humour......i was reading in bronte's discussion forum some of the funny stuff he writes in there.......as well of some other flatulating folks too.*laughs at herself* ok i know Pierre is gonna ask me about that......there is a guy who has a nick name flatulator.....'course maybe Pierre has seen him on my list.  Well it's off to read the forum.....talk at ya all later.

lots of love
christine